We are young and we are strong.
[1]
Angel's POV.
I let out a soft sigh. The grass was wet. But I didn't care. I looked up at the stars. I left him. His hand on mine. I smiled, looking to the side. My love. The love of my life. Alexander Matthews. We were camping for the next two days. We were sleeping under the stars. Alex lit a fire easily. He just snapped his fingers. That's what I loved about him. How we were so different. I sighed, moving closer to him, laying my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. I closed my eyes, matching my breaths with his, soon falling asleep.
I woke up a couple hours later. Alex's arms wrapped around me tightly, holding me there. He was asleep, and snoring. I smiled, gazing up at him. I brushed my fingertips along his jaw line, tracing it. God, he was beautiful. I frowned, removing the hair that had fallen in face away. He made a low grunting noise, tightening his grip on me. "...You're staring at me." He said in his sleepy voice.
I smiled, nuzzling his neck, looking away from him. "No I'm not." I whispered, pressing my lips against his neck softly.
"My sweetest love." He said to me, stroking my hair. He let out a yawn and kissing my head. "It was creepy."
I smiled. Then I felt my stomach get knotty. I gasped, sitting up, running to a bush. I heard a gasp, and then felt cool fingers holding my hair back as I threw up. I frowned, wiping at my lips. I had been throwing up lately in the mornings. And I've been missing my period a lot. Oh God no. I gasped, looking down. I raised an eyebrow, counting in my head. I've missed three periods. I let out a sigh, looking at Alex.
"My love? You're not getting sick, are you?" He asked me, a frown on his face3.
I sighed, lying. "Yeah.. I think I am." I was no good at faking. My voice would always crack when I didnt tell the truth.
Alex let out a sigh, watching me. "You know, I can tell when you lie." He said softly.
I let out a sigh, watching his face. I bit on my lip, then looked down. "I.. I think I'm pregnant." I muttered, looking up.
Shock came onto Alex's face. Then a soft smile came on his face. I have to say, I've never seen him that happy. Alex bit down on his lip. "I've.. I love kids. I've always wanted them." He whispered, nodding slowly.
Jake's POV.
Becca had a smirk on her face. "Hm..." She whispered. "One good and I mean good reason why I shouldn't tell Eddy… Or Jace."
I gasped, looking up at her. "Please... Don't." I cried. "I'll beg. Becca, please." I whispered, looking up at her. I was on my knees. I looked like I was going to cry. Jace would hate me, Eddy would never talk to me again. I bit down on my lip, trying not to cry in front of her.
"N'awww. Is Jakie-Wakey crying?" She asked in a rude tone.
I sighed, trying to get my shit together. "No. Jakie-Wakey is not crying." I whispered to myself. I sighed, getting up. "Fine, whatever." I said loudly. "Go tell. Tell everyone I don't give a flying fuck." I screamed at her. "You're just jealous, Becca. You're jealous because I could get a man, and you can't." I said with a smirk.
"Oh…" Becca said, smirking. "Bad choice of words." She whispered to me, getting up, and left. God, I hated her. Why was Jace dating her? She was such a bitch. I frowned, knowing I would get crap from Jace too. For not telling him. I let out a groan and walked to my room. I whimpered, taking off my shirt, and layed on my bed, my back flat on the bed. I wanted to sleep, to cry, to die. I hated who I was, so much. I rolled over on my side, covering my face with my pillow, falling asleep.
"He's... he looks like an angel when he sleeps." I heard a voice say in a soft tone.
"He does." I heard my mom whisper to the man.
My eyes fluttered open. My hair was covering my face, so they didn't notice. I was fucking freezing my balls off. I let out a groan, reaching for my blanket. A smile came out my face, pulling it up to my shoulders, cuddling into it. I let out a sigh, feeling the warmth come over my body.
"…Jake?" He asked.
I sighed, looking up to see how it was. Eddy. He frowned, looking down. "No. I'm asleep."
"No you're not." Eddy said, walking over too me, sitting by me.
I sighed, sitting up by him, my blanket still wrapped around me. "What do you want? Come here to make fun of me for loving you? Because, Eddy, I think you're perfect. In every way." I said, sighing.
Eddy frowned, gazing in my eyes. "No." He whispered softly, looking at me. "I… I wanted to tell you… That I am to." He whispered.
I frowned, looking up at him. "What…?" I whispered. I bit down on my lip, looking at him. "You're… You're gay too?"
He nodded slowly, biting down on his lip. He out a sigh then looked down. Soon, his eyes flickered back up to me. "I… I love you too." He whispered lowly. "You're perfect. Everything about you. You're nose, your lips, your eyes, your ears, your cheeks…" He said loudly, crushing his lips against mine.
Our noses ran into each other, which was a little awkward for a first kiss. He forced is warm tongue in my mouth, attack all sides of it. I let out a soft moan into the kiss, letting my tongue do what is pleased. I tasted him. All parts of him. Then I tasted his tongue. Eddy massaged his tongue against mine roughly.
Then I heard someone clear there throat. I pulled back from Eddy, to see who it was. It was Jace. I frowned, looking down. Eddy let out a sigh, leaving my room. I looked at my older brother. He looked... Mad. I frowned. "I-"
He cut me off before I could talk. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked, looking at me. "I don't care who you like, what you believe. Jacob, you are my baby brother. I would love you the same, no matter what." He said to me.
I smiled softly, looking at him. "I… I was just scared. I'm sorry." I whispered, looking a shamed. "Could you ever forgive me?" I asked him, looking up at him.
Jace nodded slowly, a smile on his face. He came over to me, his arms out wide. "Bro, I love you, no matter what." He said softly.
I nodded, walking over to him, giving him a hug. I smiled softly, looking down. Becca didn't ruin my life. She made it a lot better. I was no longer scared of my sexually now, I embraced it.