A Loud Mercenary

Disclaimer: I do not own 'The Loud House' or any other property in this work that i did not make myself.

A story by coldwarnick

Hey everybody! so here is new story i hope you all will like, so please let me know what you think! now on to the story!

Chapter One

Lincoln slowly opened the front door to his apartment and walked inside, closing the door with a sigh he made his way over to his single bed and fell into it, he hated long flights and the food he was forced to eat on them, but he was just happy to finally be back home and could sleep in his own bed.

"Who knew it would take two months to takeover a shit island off the coast of peru! at least the peruvian government paid well...fucking communists" lincoln let out with another sigh.

Lincoln had been on the island of el Arrecife Vasto for two months fighting maoist guerilla fighters who had taken over the island, the only reason the peruvian government even had hired mercenaries in the first place was becuase the peruvian military was to busy dealing with mexican drug cartels trying to move into peru, so mercs it was! and lincoln's group was one of those to go, the other reason they paid so well was because it had to be fast, the communists had started to kill the islanders for not being red enough...they even killed some kids too.

Lincoln quickly forced himself to think about something else, getting up from his bed he decided to take a bath and order some pizza (Being gone for so long he made sure to never have food in his fridge) on that note he needed to go grocery shopping tomorrow, now that he was gonna be home for a long period. lincoln called his favorite pizza place to place a order (A North Macedonian owned pizza place called Ohrid's pizza house) and after they told him that his pizza would arrive in 15 minutes, he went to his bathroom to take a shower.

Lincoln loved the warm water hitting his body, it felt like heaven! after so long of eatting MRE'S and taking cold baths this was just amazing, and he could stand here and let the warm water hit him forever, and he would have if it wasn't for the doorbell letting him know that his pizza was here, quickly getting out of the shower and wrapped a towel around himself so he wasn't naked, opening the door he saw a cute girl standing there with his pizza in her hands, she had dark skin and brown hair, and she had a pretty face too, and when the girl saw who was behide the door she couldn't help but blush, lincoln had to hold back from laughing, she was just too cute.

"H-here i-is y-you pizza s-sir!" she said out trying not to look down to his towel area, lincoln knew he was good looking, so he understood the poor girl, he had been a teenager once too afterall, taking the pizza from the blushing girl, he gave her the money for the pizza plus a large tip.

"T-this is too much!" she yell out at him, but he just gave her a wink and said have a good evening before he closed the door, making his way to the livingroom he sat down in his sofa and turned on his gaming console, he couldn't sleep so he might aswell enjoy himself, but just as he was about to grab a slice of pizza until he saw the picture laying on the table, it was his favorite picture, it was him with his squad after taking a enemy fort, and he was standing beside his brother in everything but blood, Rifat Jabara, he was a Palestinian-american borned in the same home state as him, they had been through so much together, fighting so many battles together, they even saved each others lifes a couple of times, they may not agree on everything, (For example lincoln was a independent and rifat was a hardcore republican, or lincoln hated pineapple on pizza and rifat loved it, and so on so forth) but they loved each other like brothers, and he was the only one in their squad who knew lincoln's family problem.

Just thinking about it made him remember his family, or the years after they outcasted him because of silly superstitious that THEY made up! he could still remember the day his parents had a talk with him about it after he started distanting himself from them all, it still left a bitter taste in his mouth.

Flashback

Lincoln was slowly walking home after a day of hanging out with clyde, This had been his routine for quite a while, after everything went down with that dammed suit, you see some time ago, lincoln had a thought, if his family truly loved him, they would never had let things go this far, it had weighed on his mind for some time until he snapped and burned the suit, and for the first time in his young life...he felt hateful towards his family, and that day something changed in lincoln, and his family learnd that the hard way.

For weeks now lincoln had stopped helping any of them with anything, never talking to them or even eating with them, always taking his food up to his room, it got so bad that all his sister's tried to get him to open up about what was going on with him, but he would just ignore them, until yesterday when lynn had trited to beat it out of him, and for the first time he fought back, even using one of her baseball bats against her, it still haunted him how lynn cried under him, he had hit her once in the stomach and then once on the back, making sure she stayed down, all his sisters were watching in complete shock, he felt so guilty watching lynn form into a little ball and kept crying, but the worst thing was how she kept on saying *i'm sorry* over and over again, he wanted so badly to pull her into a hug, and tell her sorry over and over again, but he couldn't make himself do it, in his mind it would make him look weak to his sisters again, and then they would hurt him again, so instead he just dropped the bat beside her and walked away, lori was the only one who tried to stop him, grabbing onto him and yelling at him what he was thinking and he had to say sorry, but lincoln did another thing that still haunted him, he headbutted lori hard enough to make her fall back holding her nose, and then he ran away, he ignored the calls from luna to stop and ran all the way to his only safe space...clyde's home.

That is why he was slowly walking home, he knew what was coming, mom and dad were gonna be mad at him again...maybe they would kick him out again, he let out a bitter laugh at the thought, but he stopped laughing when he saw his house coming into view, he walked up to his door and stood still for a moment, and after taking in a deep breath he pushed the door open and walked in, and inside he found his parents sitting on the sofa, but instead of looking angry they looked sad...even a little bit guilty looking.

"Lincoln could you please take a seat?" his mom asked him, clapping on the middle spot of the sofa, but lincoln only walked infront of them, not doing what she asked of him, he couldn't show weakness, he could feel the pain in his chest from the way rita almost looked like she was gonna cry from his cold response, but he stood strong and didn't move from his spot.

"Lincoln we need to have a talk...your mother and i own you an apology, we always believed that it was best you kids had a part in your own upbringing, so we let you make your rules...but we now see that was wrong of us, to start we knew you were lying about the whole thing so you could have some more alone time, but in a big family like us we always need to be there for each other, so we thought we could turn this into a punishment, i mean how do you think we got all your stuff back so quickly? we never got rid of it in the first place...but we now see we were wrong son" his dad finished the explanation with a sad smile.

Lincoln was in pain, he had to look away or he wasn't sure he could hold back his anger, this was all just a fucking punishment! just because he wanted to be alone? to be alone for just a fucking day! lincoln placed a hand on his chest to try and keep the anger and pain down, but it wasn't working, he could feel the pure hatred inside his heart spilling over and reaching his soul, he was so angry that he started to cry letting the tears fall freely.

Rita and Lynn looked at each other in worry, lynn slowly stood up and ever so slowly walked towards his son, "Lincoln we are truly sorry and we can't even begin to e-" but before he could say anything else, lincoln jumped against him, and not being prepared lynn fell down from lincoln jumping into him, lincoln quickly grabbed the lamp beside the sofa and smashed it against his head, it almost looked like lincoln was trying to kill his dad, but after the second hit his mom pushed the lamp out from his hand and pulled him into a strong hug, lincoln was kicking and screaming, trying to get free.

"LINCOLN STOP THIS PLEASE! WE KNOW WHAT WE DID WAS WRONG! AND WE ARE SORRY! BUT PLEASE STOP THIS ISN'T YOU!" his mother cried out, trying to pour all her love into him, hoping it would heal his broken heart that they broke, but she would let out a scream when he bit down on her shoulder...hard, rita could feel the blood flow down from where he was bitting, but she didn't let go, she just kept on saying sorry over and over again, hoping it would calm him down, but before she could react lincoln headbutted his own mother, making her let go of him, but before lincoln could do anything else, his father pushed him down and held him down, keeping a strong hold over him, and he was gonna keep that hold until he calmed down.

And it took a whole hour of lincoln crying, kicking and screaming until he fell unconscious from exhaustion, his dad slowly got off him, and when he did rita rushed over and hugged the sleeping lincoln, crying and begging into his ear for forgiveness and telling him that she loved him so much over and over again, hoping he could hear her, lynn could feel his own tears fall down from his eyes, he looked towards the lamp on the floor, and when he saw the little bit of blood on it he put his hand up to the back of his head, and when he pulled his hand down again, he saw that there was a little bit of blood on his hand, he was lucky that lincoln was just a kid or he might be dead right now.

Looking up the stairs lynn saw all his daughters crying with shock in their eyes, they must have seen everything, lynn looked down to his wife who was covering lincoln with her tears, and he knew one thing.

Both he and rita had messed up badly

End of Flashback

After that day something inside lincoln broke, he stayed late out, never talked to any of his familly members if he didn't have to, his family tried everything to get him to open up again to them, but he couldn't, there was a small part of him that wanted to let them back into his heart, but he was too scared and angry, and when the day came when he turned eighteen he left without saying a word, but it wasn't fair to say he didn't talk to one of his sisters...the only one he were still close to when he lived home was little lily, and she was the only one he felt bad for leaving behide.

Flashback

Lincoln slowly made his way down the stairs, hoping that he wouldn't wake anyone up, and when he had made it downstairs he went to the kitchen and started packing as much food as he could take, did he feel a little bad about taking so much food from his family? a little, but they could always buy more where he had to survive in the city until he could land a job and an cheap apartment, after he got done packing food he made his way to the front door, he stood still for just a moment...this was it, this was the day, if he walked through the door he would be free...and lose any chance of rebuilding his relationship with his family.

He was scared, there was a part of him that would always love them all, but he couldn't make himself forgive them, no matter how hard he tried he just couldn't open his heart for their love...he was just too scared to get hurt again, he felt like a coward, but before he could give it anymore thought he heard a voice.

"Linky?" lincoln felt panic in his chest as he turned around, but then he saw his baby sister lily, who was rubing her eyes and held bun-bun close to her, she must not have seen the bags on the floor or she would asked what he was doing.

"Hey lily-bug~ why are you up at this time?" he asked her with a gentle tone, he slowly walked over to her and went down on one knee so he could hug her, and keep her eyes away from his bags.

"I couldn't sleep...so i wanted to sleep with you" she said with a tired tone, lincoln gave her a little kiss on the nose and lifted her up and made his way over to the sofa and sat down, he could feel her cuddle into him and slowly she fell asleep on him, lincoln's mind was at war with itself, could he really leave her? him and lily had a strong bond, and nearly all of his other sisters were jealous of her, it was funny in a weird way, and he would have laughed from the thought if his mind wasn't fighting a civil war with it self right now.

"I love you linky..." he looked down at lily and saw she was still sleeping...he didn't know lily talked in her sleep, he hugged her a little closer and whispered into her ear "I love you too lily-bug" he felt some tears fall down from his eyes, he was gonna miss her so much, but this was for the best...his family was in pain because of him and his anger, if he left his family could begin to heal...they would forget about him, and with that he give the sleeping lily a little goodbye kiss on her cheek before he carefuly layed her down on the sofa and covered her sleeping body with a blanket, looking at her for one last time he walked towards the door and opened it, grabbing his bags aswell he closed the door and made his way over to his cheap car, getting inside he started up the car and drove off never looking back.

But lincoln would only later learn how important he was to his family.

End of Flashback

Lincoln had to shake his head to stop thinking anymore about the past, he rubbed his eyes to get rid of tears that were forming in them, but then he heard a ringing noise, it was coming from his game, someone was calling him, and when he saw the game id he had to smile, it was rifat who was calling him, he didn't even need to think about pushing the yes button.

"Yo linc! i see you couldn't sleep too, down for a game bro?" he asked lincoln, nearly screaming into his mic, and lincoln laughed, and just like that all his bad thoughts went away...at least for the moment.

"I'm always down for game and you know it! but don't you have Friday Prayer tomorrow? shouldn't you get some sleep?" lincoln asked him, and for a couple of seconds rifat didn't say anything back, but then he talked in a shy voice that only lincoln knew about.

"I don't think i can...i will just pray at home," he said with a sad tone, lincoln understood him, he didn't like being around alot people himself, it was one of the reasons he didn't go to church...the other reason was guilt.

"Do you want me to come along? i can just wait outside, but then you know i'm just a call away if you need help?" lincoln asked him with a gentle tone, this was normal everytime they came home, but rifat was always to shy to ask himself, but lincoln knew how important it was for rifat's family that he came along.

"Only if you can and it's not a problem" he said, and lincoln couldn't hold himself back from laughing,

"It's never a problem bro! we wasp raiders always stick together!" with that rifat started laughing too, and with that out of the way the two brothers played into the night, and for just a moment they were like two kids and not adult who had seen the worst of the world.

And it was because of these moments that lincoln didn't put a bullet in his skull.

End of Chapter One

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