Just some inner Derek monologue. Enjoy
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They drove back home in silence.
They continued their silence the whole way into the house where Sebastian immediately went upstairs to their room and Derek went to the kitchen.
Derek had no clue what to do. The only person besides his family who ever gave a shit about him was dying. He shouldn't have to deal with this. Not at such a young age.
Only 19 and already getting worry lines.
Derek let out a bitter chuckle.
He knew it was completely irrational to get married at such a young age. He had been planning on waiting many years before even thinking about getting married. He had thought they had a long life in front of them. Together. All thoughts of waiting flew out the window once he first found out about Sebastian's illness. If anything, the doctor's appointment today solidified his idea.
He honestly didn't want to be shut out when it came to the hospital.
He was scared if they weren't married, he wouldn't be able to see Sebastian. If he gets to a point where he's stuck in the hospital, Derek didn't want to not be there.
He doesn't want to have to say goodbye before it's time.