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Weeks passed as Derek and Sebastian acted as if the other wasn't there. They only talked and interacted when necessary.

Every time Derek tried to talk to him, Sebastian made some sort of excuse, or just blatantly ignored him.

Every time Derek tried to plan a date, Sebastian was always busy with school work or something else.

Derek slept on the couch for weeks, longing for the touch of the singer.

So now, their routine consisted of Sebastian leaving the house before Derek got up, no matter how early Derek was up. Then they went to class all day. Sebastian was always home before Derek, up in their- his- bedroom with the door locked. Derek sat in the kitchen with coffee or watched television in the living room until bed, where Derek gets another night of no little sleep.

So now here Derek was, staying up all night to catch Sebastian in the morning.

He sat, working on school work, drinking coffee, and watching. He watched all the other happy couples on shows, living out their dreams, getting married, having children, growing old together.

Everything he couldn't have.

It was like a car crash.

It was devastating and horrible, but he couldn't look away. He couldn't help imagining his future with Sebastian, even though he knew there was no way he could have it.

Derek became lost in his thoughts, not coming back to the present time until he heard a car oulling out of the driveway.

Sebastian must have snuck by while he was imagining a life he'll never have.

More torture.

"Fuck!" Derek put his head down and ran his hands through his hair.

He needed to think of a new plan.