I got a very interesting message saying that the Eclare smut is getting boring…and since I got that, and the fact that I am getting like no reviews…I may stop writing. I'm not fooling around here. If no one reviews then I won't be writing anymore. It's been a really hard week for me, and my boyfriend just broke up with me so I'd hate to stop doing this…
Since I am not in an Eclare mood tonight I will continue this instead…I think it may make me feel much better!
Enjoy!
Jenna's POV
Just when I thought my life was getting hard, I was so wrong. Yes it is true, I had a baby, and gave him up for adoption. I was cheated on by my ex true love, KC Guthrie, and worse I don't have any family here left to look up to. I rely on my best friend Alli Bhandarhi for support.
A few days ago my sadness just went blank, and I never expected that could happen, let alone one person in particular would change that.
"Jenna!"
I stopped my thoughts and heard the deep voice calling my name causing me to turn my head towards him. I smiled and walked over to him, following him out the doors of the school. "So Jake, what are we doing?"
Jake walked ahead of me heading towards his truck and unlocking the vehicle with his automatic keys. "You're coming over to my house." He said casually as he opened the drivers' seat.
"Y-your house?" I shuttered, as I was getting into the truck on the passengers side.
Jake stopped and stared at me. "Yeah, why are you like scared or something?" He smirked.
I sighed and smiled small playing with the ends of my blonde hair. "No, I mean come on what's there to be so afraid of?" I said as casually as possible.
Jake just stared at me weirdly and then let it go, putting the key into the ignition, and making his way to his house.
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I all of a sudden had finally shaken off my nerves as I sat on Jake's bed looking around his room. He sure wasn't kidding when he said he was passionate about the outdoors. His room had this smell of pine. I looked around and found one of those car air freshners, which had the pine scent and smiled as I inhaled the scent.
I looked over at his side table to find this big bottle of cologne, and I picked it up opening the cap and inhaling it, letting out a soft sigh.
"Enjoying the scent?" Jake had come back to his room holding two mugs of what looked like coffee.
My blue eyes widened and I quickly set the bottle back on his table acting as if that didn't just happen.
Jake chuckled and walked over to his bed sitting down and gesturing me to come over.
I walked over to his bed and smiled taking the mug from him.
We both sipped our coffee in silence for a few minutes, until Jake had finally broken our silence.
"Jenna, I want to ask you something."
I nodded in response meeting my eye contact with his.
He looked down and slowly placed his hand on top of mine. "This first off is going to sound so crazy, but I really like you."
Again, my eyes widened in shock. Jake Martin, such a great guy, likes me?
"Now here comes my question. DO you still have feelings for KC?"
How could he ask such a question? Hell no I could care less about that dick. "Absolutely not. Jake he's in the past."
Jake looked up at me and moved his hand to stroke my blonde hair.
I then moved my hand on top of his, cupping his hand. "We have been broken up for like 3 months. I am really trying to move on."
"So there are no more feelings?"
I shook my head and smiled small. "I don't keep feelings open to cheaters, whether I made a baby with him or not, he was un faithful and that to me isn't worth another chance."
Jake smiled and removed his hand from my hair, now resting it over my other hand. "I guess this next question won't be too hard to ask then."
I blushed slightly.
"I want you to be my girlfriend Jenna." He said softly as he inched his face closer to mine.
I paused trying to process what I had just heard come out of Jake's mouth.
Jake stopped and looked down at our hands, lacing our fingers in both hands. "I think you are a very strong, brave, and beautiful woman. I fell for you since I first saw you on Next Teen Star."
I squeezed his hands and looked right into his beautiful hazel eyes. "Jake Martin, I want you to be my boyfriend." I moved my hand to stroke his cheek softly with my thumb. "I need a decent guy, who I know treats girls right, and has that caring side I my whole life wish I had."
Jake pulled me closer towards him and leaned in touching our lips.
There is was that amazing kiss, just like what we had shared a few days ago, only this time it felt som much better.
As we continued to kiss, I heard Jakes phone go off. Jake sighed and broke from the kiss answering the message. "Clare." He said sounding annoyed.
I rolled my eyes. "Tell me again what you ever saw in her."
Jake read the text out loud.
Clare: oh so you hooking up with Jenna is really going to make me jealous? Ok well it's working, but when you're the one stressing over building a crib don't come crying to me….
I sighed. "What is seriously her deal?"
Jake sat back down with me wrapping his arm around my shoulders. "She isn't taking the break up so well, but I wont let that effect us." He smiled leaning in to kiss my cheek.
Wow this makes sense now; I gently pulled his arms off of me and got off of his bed.
Jake got up trying to chase after me. "Where are you going?"
"Home." I said plainly.
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Hmmm not good….lol doubt this will get reviewed but it's worth a shot right?
