(omg omg omg! Today is Monday, the new degrassi is coming on today…n the next day, n the next day heheh n btw I don't think I will be able to double post today, im going to busy. I have to get my shots (school wont let us in if we don't have them) I have school shopping, practice, church, n just things like that so I apologize.. Well happy Monday guys)

Fiona's Pov

Fiona couldn't feel any happier, she felt like she was on cloud 9 as she walked down the crowded halls of degrassi

"well someone is letting the sunshine in" Clare said amused

Fiona smiled at her as she walked up to her "well when you spend the whole night with the guy you really like you cant help but smile"

Clare smirked "trust me, I know how that's like. So uhhh tell me what happened yesterday" she said in a smirking manner

Fiona took a deep breath, where to began she thought "well when I ran off to find Adam, I finally caught up to him, and he was…kind of cutting again" she said pausing to let Clare absorb that

"he's cutting again!" she yelled out load with out thinking, Fiona quickly caught her off

"shhhh, I don't want anyone else to know about that. Anyways yes he was, until I stopped him at least.. I got him to agree to go back to my house so I could clean the cuts, and then.. We kind of.. Kissed" she said the last part slowly

Instantly Claries face lit up like a newly lit candle "What! Yaay!" she said clearly happy as she jumped up and down as she clapped her hands like a little kid

Fiona giggled seeing Claire like this for the first time "I don't know how Hayden is going to take this, I mean I like him but I love Adam" she said seeking help from her friend

Claire looked up at Fiona serious "I think you should just come out clean to Hayden, just rip the band ad of and tell him you like someone else, "

Fiona nodded "ok, do you know where he…" she was caught off when she saw him suddenly by Clare

"hey, how are you two girls doing" he asked both of them

"im good" Clare answered "well I think I better be off leaving, bye guys" she said finding her escape

Hayden waved her good bye "so where were you yesterday, I looked all over the school for you but they said that you were absent?" he asked more as a question

Fiona nodded "uhhh yeah their were things I had to take care of" she answered, she was staring at the floor not wanting to look him in the eyes

Hayden nodded "is their something wrong, you seem.. Out of it?" he asked

After a brief awkward seconds Fiona finally looked up at him "Hayden, were not meant for each other" she answered.. Waiting for his response

Hayden laughed thinking for second that it was a joke, when he saw Fiona not laughing he realized that she was serious

Without warning he clenched his jaw, as his mood suddenly changed "what do you mean were not meant for each other?" he asked though his teeth

Fiona was taken back a bit "I.. I like someone else Hayden" she answered truthfully. His eyes narrowed as he understand that it was Adam.. "I think we should see other people"

Hayden smirked a evil smirk "you don't want to do that.." he said almost as a whisper

Fiona shook her head "yeah and why not.." she said a little pissed off

"Do you remember, when you visit you dad and your brother in new York a year ago.." he asked trialing off

Fiona didn't know where this was going "yeah, when I moved there with them.. But I didn't like it there so I moved back"

Hayden smiled "I know why you hated it there… all about your abusive ex. Uhhh what was his name…uhhh I think it was like bobby" he said coldly

Fiona suddenly lost her composure "how the fuck do you know about that?" she asked as quietly as she could

Hayden chuckled "he's my cousin Fi"

Fiona gasped "Hayden were done, now leave me alone" she said walking away from him, feeling scared all over again

"this isn't over Fiona!" she heard him call after her but she was already gone

By the time she made it outside she was gasping for air, as tears started falling from her blue eyes. She was beyond scared now

Fiona felt someone arms around her "hey, are you ok" she admit lily stiffened up until she realized who it was

"Adam" she gasped as she pulled him into a hug

Adam smirked as he hugged her back "haha what miss me that much" he asked jokingly

Fiona let out a breath she didn't know she was holding in "do you want to just go?" she asked hoping his answer was yes

Adam looked into her eyes, he saw that she was scared "yeah lets go to my place" he answered. Taking his hand with hers.

"uhhh im sorry I rode my skateboard to school though so I don't have my car with me" he said apologizing

Fiona shook her head "no its fine, well just walk" she could use the fresh air right now. but she didnt trust her legs right now

Adam suddenly understood her thoughts "do you want me to carry you?" he asked

Fiona smiled a little "will you?" she asked.

Adam smiled "hop on my back"

Fiona took a secound to see in he was serious, he was.. she quickly jumped on him

"ha! feels like were kids again" Fiona said

Adam smiled "we still are, at least in the heart" he replied laughing alittle