Okay so I started school again and I don't get home till 5 so I don't know how often I'll update. But if you guys review I'm sure that would motivate me into updating! :) Read and Review!
Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious. If I did, I would have made Beck and Tori get together since the Pilot!
Tori and Beck stood inches away as they went over the play. As the times went by they neared the kissing scene.
"Do you want to practice that scene?" Tori tried not to sound hopeful.
"I think we should. Its been a while since we, er, kissed." The word kiss drove Beck insane. He couldn't imagine what he's going to do when Tori kisses him again.
Ever since he read the whole play a few nights ago and he stumbled into the romantic part, his heart raced and thoughts of Tori's sneaky improv came back.
Tori started reading a couple pages behind that scene.
"They say your best friend is your soul mate." Tori said in character.
"Well, I think I found my soul mate." Beck said stepping closer. Tori looked at him and wondered if he was in role or if there was some truth behind that.
"But what if it doesn't work out for us in the future?" Tori said turning around. She was loosing herself and letting the character get the best of her.
She's supposed to be acting but she can't help but feel like she's in her characters shoes.
"We'll never find out if we don't try, Rebecca." Beck said turning her around.
"I…" Tori said as she lost the rest of her line. Beck was standing so close, personal space wasn't existent.
Tori looked into his eyes and then his lips. She wanted to stand on her tipy toes and finally give into temptation.
"We'll never find out if we don't try, Tori." Beck said.
He slowly looked deep into her eyes as he swiftly lowered his head to connect their lips.
As the kiss started off slow, almost scared of the new territory, Tori panicked on the inside. Here she was kissing Beck, Beck who was untouchable because Jade had threatened her. Beck, who was described as a bad boy and was no where near boyfriend potential, how can something so wrong feel so, perfectly right?
As soon as Tori started kissing him back Beck didn't care for the consequences he was going to face after she goes home. He just wanted to remember this moment and imprint it in his mind for a long time. The first kiss he had shared with Tori seemed like she was doing it to get even with Jade.
This kiss seemed like she was trying to pour her soul into it. She wanted him to feel what she was feeling. Beck almost pinched himself to see if it was real and not like his dreams. Sometimes he would lay in bed restless because his dreams were driving him crazy.
Jade never made him this way with a kiss. Every kiss they shared was either to show people they were dating or just because she thought that if she kissed him he'd forgive her for whatever she had done to make him mad.
The thoughts of Jade slipped through his mind as Tori made the bold move to deepened the kiss, obviously she was trying to make the moment last. Beck slipped his tongue into her mouth. Exploring the new, unfamiliar territory, she tasted like Orbit's Sweet Mint gum and cheery flavored chapstick. He could get used to this.
Tori slipped her arms around Beck's neck, letting his long soft hair slip through her fingers as she bit lightly down onto his bottom lip. She couldn't believe she was doing this. If Jade found her like this, she was sure she needed to go to Mexico or another foreign country and change her identity just so she can stay alive.
Everything slipped out of their minds as Beck backed Tori onto his small bed; he laid her back and gently lay on top of her, arms at her side so he wouldn't crush her. One of his hands ran down her sides, gently grabbing onto her hip. He kissed down her jaw, leaving open kisses down her neck. He gently sucked and nibbled on her neck right below her pulse point.
Tori moaned softly. Beck sore at that moment he found his soul mate; the sound was so raw and sweet. He never made a girl sound so good while he was just, tenderly kissing her. He's also never been so gentle.
With Jade he'd been pushed into exploring different stages of their relationship. She's the one that hinted him that she was ready. He was going to plan it out so they'd be in a romantic setting but one night she appeared out of the blue, finished the deed and left an hour later. Jade wasn't into the idea of cuddling after sharing such an intimate moment. Sure she was wild in bed, liked it rough and cried out like a street cat when she would go to cloud nine.
Sometimes he worried that she was just putting on a show. Her moans and cries sounded fake and unreal. Which in contrast, Tori sounded genuine. She sounded like she was enjoying it as much as her. Her heart beat thumped against his chest as she was loosing control of her breathing.
She wasn't as experienced as Beck was. She was sure he noticed her nerves and how unsure she was. She never went this far with a guy. The most she's gone was kiss a guy. Her father made it impossible to go out and experience what most girls do. At the same time, she was grateful that she had such short leash. She hasn't experienced heart break and she hasn't stepped into the wrong guys hands.
Beck was different. The way he was kissing her, he acted if she was made of glass, one wrong move and she would shatter. She thought he was going to go rough, considering how he looks. Now she made a mental note never to judge someone by the way they dress or act.
As soon as Beck heard her moan he wanted to explore more of her body and wanted to see where else she'd like to be kissed. He knew he's touching new territory for both of them. Tori's innocent, he could tell because she can't even curse without blinking. But that didn't change anything; he liked her for the person she is. Not by what she has. Some guys would jump on the opportunity of being with such innocence. But not him, he wanted to be with Tori, to have her heart and for her to have his. He wanted to make memories with her, make her scrunch her nose as she giggled; he wanted to be the first person she saw in the morning and the last when she went to sleep.
He stopped kissing her as reality sank in. He's wasting his time being with someone who he thought could be the one.
"What's wrong?" Tori suddenly asked as she frowned. Her cheeks were red and her chest was slowly rising up and down as she tried to catch her breath.
"I can't… I'm sorry." Beck said as he quickly got up. He started to pace the short distance his RV gave him. He was lost in his thoughts when a sudden whimper snapped him back to reality.
He saw Tori's bottom lip start to quiver as she straightened up. She was trying hard not to cry in front of him. Tori rarely cried in front of people, she barely cried period. It should weakness and she was a strong individual her parents raised her to be.
"Shit, Tori, no I didn't mean-…" Beck started to apologize but Tori cut him off.
"Don't say anything. Its fine, you have Jade. What happened was a mistake it won't happen ever again and I won't ever bring it up. I'll see you at school Monday." She rushed out of there before he could stop her.
Tori ran all the way home, not stopping once. Her lungs burned and her legs tensed up from the lack of exercise she's been avoiding for the last couple of days. She just kissed Beck and had been a bad friend to Jade. She would never pull something like that. But something about that moment made her believe in soul mates. The way her heart beat and then stopped for a moment as he explored deeper, the way her hands would get clammy as he neared her, how effortlessly it was to talk to him. Spending hours together seemed only like minutes.
When she got home she noticed that everyone was in the living room. They all looked at her worriedly. She panted as she walked over to them.
"Tori, what's wrong babe?" Her grandmother asked her.
"Oh, nothing, I decided to get a little work out before coming home, so I ran." Tori lied. She hated lying to her grandmother but she had no other choice.
"I told you to be home at 10, Victoria, its now nearing 11." Her father's stern voice made her shrink back in embarrassment. She had been so caught up with Beck she forgot about her curfew. She snapped her attention back to her hands when she realized she had left her script back at Beck's. I guess she was going to have to face him Monday if she wanted it back.
"I'm sorry daddy. Cat and I were watching old plays so we could take notes for Monday's audition." Tori lied again.
"Its okay, just call next time sweetheart." Her father smiled as he rested back into the love seat he was sitting at. She smiled and nodded.
She stayed with the others for another hour before telling them she was going to bed. She took her phone out of her pocket and plugged it into her charger. It had died when she arrived at Beck's. She changed into some boxer shorts from Victoria's Secret and a long sleeved shirt. Her phone buzzed for a good minute, she freaked out and checked if it was still working properly.
She had a few texts messages. They were mostly from Beck and one from Trina. She deleted Trina's because she didn't really care. She debated on whether or not to check her text messages tonight or in the morning. She chose the latter and went to sleep. Dreaming about a pair of lips that she knew would never belong to her.
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