Chapter 6

Jason took Sam's hand and guided her to the couch they sat side by side .

"Do you really want to do this Sam"?

Yes I want to be honest with you Jason I don't want secrets between us.

" Why didn't you tell me about Adele and Hayden"?

I didn't want anyone to know about them because every time I let someone in they find a way to hurt me and I wanted to protect them like I did Danny.

"But Sam I have known you for what 5 or 6 years now I would have protected them like I did your brother."

You don't think I know that my heart was telling me to tell you but my head was saying something different. I knew that if I told you would want my kids to be with me. But I couldn't let that happen they were safe and loved and I didn't want to disrupt there lives.

"I get that Sam I really do that's how I felt when I gave up Jake it wasn't that I didn't think you wouldn't love him but I wanted him to be safe from my life."

Yeah I know and I did feel like a hypocrite.

I know more happened then what else you had told us so what else happened?

You would be the one to catch on that some of the story was missing. When Cody sold me he told me that I should feel honored because they picked me out specially. His friend came to get me in the middle of the night and took me to a cabin in the woods where he son was at and then he left. His son treated me ok until 2 weeks later I guess he wanted my guard to be down or something. He came into my room when I was sleeping I forgot to lock my door. I don't want to go into details of what he did but after that he made me sleep in his room. I couldn't take it anymore so I snuck out and ran away she said with teary eyes.

Jason just wanted to hold her what all that bastard did to her she couldn't talk about. His pulled her to him and stroked her hair he couldn't understand how someone could such a thing.

Sam pulled back and got up she started to pace around " If I don't tell you this know I never will". It was 4 months after I had Adele and Hayden when he came after me again. Alejando and Alejo took Danny to the park I couldn't go because the twins were basically still newborn and I didn't want them to get sick. I had just put them down for there nap I went to kitchen to make there bottles and the next thing I know someone had a hand full of my hair and slammed my face into the counter. He got on top me and started to grope me saying how much he missed me and that I was his and no one else's. Then one of the twins started to cry and he got up and went into the room ,he came out screaming at me saying he was going to take them from me and how could I keep them from there father I got really mad and told him he would never lay a hand on my children and how would people feel if they found out he raped a 15 year old girl and got her pregnant. He stalked towards me and pulled me close to him and said that I would be dead and no one would know . He slapped me and started to hit me all I could hear was my kids crying and then he stared to rip open my shirt and jeans I tried to fight him off but he wouldn't stop. I grabbed a knife that Alejandro kept taped under the table. He knocked it over when we were struggling and I stabbed him in the chest and kept stabbing him until Alejando and Alejo pulled me off of him.

What happened next Sam?

They calmed me down and told me to check on my kids and then they took the body and buried it out back in the woods.

Please tell me you don't hate me?

"Why would I hate you, you did what you had to do to protect yourself and children there's nothing wrong with that".

But Jason I could have stopped but I didn't I stabbed him 23 times not just to his chest but to his lower body as well.

"You had just gone thou another traumatic experience you didn't have any help or time to deal with it."

I could have gone to the police but the twins told me not to .

"They probably just wanted to protect you from the public".

"You have so much guilt over what happened and it wasn't your fault you have to know that."

I do sometimes but I took a life for the first time of course I felt guilt.

"I guess I know how you feel when I'm feeling like that and you have to talk me down."

Yeah I guess so she said with a small smile.

"Sam what was this guys name"?

Why it doesn't matter he's dead so lets leave it there but she could with him staring at her like that she couldn't deny him.

Balthazar Halkias his father was a wealthy Greek businessman who also had shady dealings.

"Has his father every tired coming after you"?

No from what I remembered he went back to Greece after buying me. I don't even think he knows his son is dead.

"Sam there's something else I want to talk to you about."

Ok what is it.

"I want us to try again!"

Where is this coming from Jason I thought we agreed to only going to be friends.

"No that what's you agreed to I still care about you and I know you still do to".

That's not the problem Jason I will always care about you but I want to focus on my kids and career.

"You can still do that and be with me I will protect them with my life Sam and you know that."

Can I just think about it.

"Yes that's all I ask."

A/n sorry if the talk wasn't good my brain isn't working right today