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03/20/12

Jade was laying on the bed again with Punk behind her. She was glad he did seem to not need the knock out drug to sleep as long as she was by him. It would be one less thing to try to flush his body of. The sad thing is by her guess the day before he was already starting to get some of the signs of the withdraw starting. He was getting irritable, fidgeting, when they laid down she could feel at times his body wanting to shake, the shakes were short lived normally. Jade was almost surprised when the day before Dillia brought in a small stack of clothing consisting a change of clothing for them both, until Punk told her that they had been doing that. He was not sure how he was getting washed or shaved unless it was done when he was knocked out.

Even thought she knew in time what Kane had planned Jade still asked Punk to avert his eyes while she washed using the sink & got changed. It was a pair of loose shorts & tank top. After that she stayed under the blanket a lot because it was cold, why she guess that may have been part of the plan. If she got cold enough she would need to ask Punk to help keep her warm. Dillia actually came in uncuffing Punk standing there with that blank look of her while he got changed, then recuffing him. During the night Jade kept waking up hearing Punk she wasn't sure if he was having a nightmare or his body fighting the pain.
"Punk…Punk?" She softly spoke.
"So-sorry."
"Don't be…it will be ok."

"I-I Do-Don't know…Hu-hurts I-I don-don't want to ca-cave ag-again." She turned in his hold to look at him of course the size of the bed placed them close face to face. She moved her hand to brush his face not used to him looking scared. The few days she had been there yeah he didn't look the greatest, but this is the first she can remember him actually looking scared. She could feel his body shaking again & she put her head on his shoulder holding him close against her. "Punk, you can do this. You know deep inside you are stronger then this. You're not alone. You can fight these demons…you believe me?"
"I-I wa-want to bu-but ge-get-getting wo-worse."
"I know…I know I'm sorry…try to hold out as long as you can. Please Punk just try to hold out as you can. You just need to focus. What ever you need to focus on to pull you through it."
"You…you and my fa-family…"

"Punk." Her voice soft blended with a sigh. She would not deny she might still have feelings for him, but she loved Randy. His short tempter, cocky attitude in the ring, even with all their fights lately she still loved Randy. She knows like Punk Randy had a reputation of being a skirt chaser, but she also heard he stopped doing that a few years ago. She was the only woman he looked at even if she didn't know it at first. She may of still had feelings for the man she now held trying to comfort. He betrayed her trust, even if he told her the truth of never telling anyone about her assaults at the hands of Hunter he still betrayed her by sleeping with other woman. Even with confronted about it he lied to her. Part of her may be sorry, but a bigger part was not, no matter how much he pours his heart out once they were out of there Punk would & could not be anything more then a friend.

She just continued to hold him close rubbing his back till that episode calmed down. "Punk try to turn so you are facing away, I'll keep holding you for now." She felt him lightly nod & she moved her arm moving away as much as she could to give him room. Using her arm she carefully guided him back towards her till she could drape her arm over his lightly rubbing across his midsection. He didn't know what was worse in his head. The pain the drugs were causing his body & trying not to beg with her to just give him the cursed shots, or the warm heated feelings that were bubbling up inside him when she touched him. He knew she was only doing it as a sign of comfort. But oddly feeling them seemed to block the feeling of the withdraw. His mind feeling that sexual hunger, not the fog filled one Kane would force on him, but true sexual desire. He debated telling her, he worried though if he did she would stop & the other pain would return, if she did would it be from anger or disgust?

Not meaning to he was shifting against her body. "God Jade, your driving me nuts" His eyes closed fearing the worst not even sure why his cursed mind let that slip from his mouth. Her had stopped moving, but did not pull it away.
"I'm sorry Punk."
"Please don't be. I would rather it be you driving me nuts then those drugs." She realized at least for now he was forming coherent statements again. "I wish you felt comfortable actually doing more…I want you so bad. My addiction to you I guess is stronger then anything he can give me." She tried not to sigh. Resting her head on his back. "Jade I am so sorry…please don't hate me for the fool I was. I never should of cheated on you…sins of the flesh I guess I was always weak…please forgive me."
"I do forgive you…but I won't forget it either. That chapter in our lives is over. I have someone."
"I know…" She felt him begin to tense again the starting of another set of shakes.

"It's ok I have you Punk…I have you…" She spoke softly time to test his theory. She actually moved her hand under his tee shirt he was now in her hand rubbing his bare abs. She then slid it up under the shirt more till she was massaging his chest. The shaking of his body started to slow down already. He tried not to groan her fingers brushing across his nipples.
"God Ja-jade, god…I-I'm sor-sorry but ple-please don't stop."
"I should though…" Regretfully he nodded. "I think I need to get up for a bit." she moved her arm & he moved so she could stand up. Standing up she slowly walked the room trying to get her thoughts in order. She had to try to stop the feelings she was getting again. She could not deny it felt good, but it was just a carnal feeling she was not in love with Punk anymore. The softness of his skin, the faint sweat he was getting to it despite the chill of the room. Even if Kane had issued Punk's beard to stay shaved that of his chest had grown back she felt it when she was just messing with him. She was cursing herself she knew she wasn't there that long yet. She had to fight feeling this way, she is a married woman.

Punk moved to sit on the edge of the bed watching her. It was almost as if she was channeling the feelings he was having. The anxiety, the almost dread that wanted to sweep him. "Jade…" He looked down almost feeling bad for saying what he was about to, worried about her answer. "You still have attracted to me aren't you?" She stopped almost mid stride to look at him.
"How the hell can I not be? Punk we were together over two years…yes I still find you attractive, but that is all if you asked me if I love you more then a friend, I would have to say no. Anything more then that was ruined that night in your hotel room."

Punk more on instinct then common sense got off the bed moving towards her. He placed a hand on each side of her waist. His confused almost wild look worried her. "Then how about we just give the freak what he wants?"
"WHAT!" She quickly pulled form his grasp, turning her back to him as she wrapped her arms around herself. "Punk I can't believe you are suggesting it."
"Jade please…maybe, just maybe if it is freely he won't taint the food…maybe he will just leave us alone."
"Do you honestly believe that?" Punk moved behind her wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her close against him kissing her neck below the collar. She wanted to fight, she wanted to pull away. "Punk…pl…please don't."

He moved near her ear. "Jade I would rather remember being with you, being close to you then in a drug induced sex fog. Please…please let me have you."
"I…I can't…"
"You want to though…" One hand trailed up under her top to her breast lightly rubbing the nipple getting to hardened to the point the could lightly tweak it. The other hand into the waist band on her shorts. She tried to pull away. "Jade please…stop resisting what you already admit you desire."
"I can't…I can't betray Randy…NO!" She tried to fight the moan building in her. He moved the hand from her breast & spun her to face him his one hand slipping farther down her short till it rested over her mount already feeling her wet.

She went to pull away again, his free hand moved to wrap around her pulling her close whispering in her ear. His voice showing his trying to fight for control. He also kept it low hoping nothing would be heard by whatever Kane had in the room monitoring them. "Jade please I need this…I need you…I can tell you do to…just go with me on it…We both know he is planning on my forcing you under the drug influence…just play it that way…I am going to appear taking advantage…if I am really hurting you…just use the term afford…ok…please just go with me on this."

(OK due to length I broke this scene into a couple parts.)