Okay so a lot of people have been asking me the name of the last song and it is called
Now I'm that Bitch. I forget who it is bye but you could look it up on youtube or something...
Okay so i wanted to say that in a lot of stories Edward and Bella get together WAY too quickly and that isn't going to happen in mine. He is going to have to gain her trust.
Saturday Morning: BPOV
As I played my guitar in my room I let the memories slowly flood back into my mind from last night.
It was crazy and I still couldn't believe I blew it! I mean I was really lucky last time but this time... I doubt it! God I was so close to breaking down after talking to him but I just sang up there and after that me and my friends just sped home. All I told them was that Edward found out and he said he wouldn't tell anyone although I don't know if he followed through.
I really hoped he wouldn't tell anyone but the sucky part was that he was still staying with me at my house so I just locked myself in my room and played the guitar. This sucks! What if he told his brothers and sisters! Would Alice be mad I didn't tell her? Would they tell my dad? Man! I am in MY house in MY room with the Cullens staying at MY house and I am locked up in here afraid of THEM. I shouldn't have to stay in here! Maybe he didn't tell them!
Oh who am I kidding? I sighed and placed the guitar under my bed in it's case like usual and walked up to the door. Just as I was about to open it I realized I was in a long t-shirt with no shorts on. That wouldn't have gone well! I quickly ran to the dresser and put on jeans and a blue sweatshirt that said ANGEL on the back with a big pocket in the front. I then gathered up all my courage and opened the door as slow as possible.
As I walked down the spiral stairs I looked at my watch that I had on and saw it was only 8 am and knowing the Cullens it would be a few hours for them to get up. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and went down into the kitchen. I looked around not knowing what to make so I turned on a radio station I liked, hummed to the songs, and made spaghetti at 8 am. It would only take 20 minutes and I liked having weird foods at weird times so, what the hell?
As I started moving the noodles around with a wooden spoon I wondered if they were ready. So you know what I did? I threw it up on the ceiling! Sounds odd, I know but that is what my grandma told me! (Dad's side) That is how you know if they are ready. If they stick to the ceiling then they are ready but if they fall off they aren't. I use to love doing that when I was 9! I could feel a small smile spread across my face thinking of the memories. I remember throwing them in the air laughing along with my grandma and accidently throwing them on myself. I then threw a few noodles at the ceiling and 2 out of five didn't stick but landed back on the floor.
"Hey" I heard a silky voice say from behind me. Shit! Maybe he got drunk like last time? Yeah right! I glanced at the clock and saw it was 8:45 am. Why was he up already, I thought as I slowly turned around to face him. I grimaced as I saw him in his god like glory with his bronze hair sticking in every direction but he being him managed to pull it off. He was wearing a navy blue t-shirt and black shorts. He obviously just got up but he still looked hot! God I hated that!
So what? I mean they are all gorgeous! Just cause I hate Edward and Rosalie and use to hate the others doesn't mean I was stupid. I knew they were all graced with good looks and you'd be stupid to not see that!
"Hey." I replied and turned around facing my noodles again.
"Bella. I'm sorry." He said.
"Okay." I replied flatly covering up the fact that I wanted to yank his hair out!
"Bella." He sighed. I turned around and saw him a few feet closer to me than he just was a couple of seconds ago. He looked at me with those deep emerald eyes and raised his hand towards my face to touch it but I didn't want him touching me so I just stepped back.
"Bella?" He said again which made me wonder if that was all he knew how to say. I just turned around facing the counter again stiffly and continued to stir the noodles.
"Bella. I'm sorry but you can't ignore me forever." He said seriously, and I looked at him, but just as he said that, one of the noodles that I threw up on the ceiling fell back down and onto his face! I looked at him for a second and burst out laughing as the other two landed in his hair.
"This isn't funny!" He protested stifling his laughs but I was to busy laughing to care as he was bust trying to get the noodles out of his hair, and pretty soon he joined in with the laughing as well.
Finally after we calmed down I looked back up at him and saw that our faces were only inches apart. Then out of nowhere his head started bending over to mine and he started tilting it slightly. It took me a few seconds to realize what he was going to do so I just turned around and poured my noodles into a bowl. Then I took a fork out of the cabinet, turned around to see his confused/hurt/shocked face, and walked back upstairs to my room eating my yummy spaghetti and yelled over my shoulder. "There are leftovers if you want some!" and slammed my bedroom door shut.
EPOV
Dammit! I was pretty sure I was going to kiss Bella Swan. I mean I was so close! I could not believe this but I wanted to kiss her! Wow! After all these years of being a jerk comes with BAD karma. I still can't believe we didn't kiss Also I think that I like her now. I still can't believe I was SUCH a jerk to her... and why was I? I really don't know! It was surely just another crush and I would get over Bella Swan soon right? I also bet she thinks I am gonna blow her secret.... Wait! Thats it! I will just prove to her that she can trust me. Maybe I will see some of her concerts, or even compliment her and join my other siblings and be nice to her. I will NOT tell anyone about her secret either so she can trust me more. I just want us to be friends. Man! I cannot believe how I got into this...
I'm an idiot.
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