Love Me, Hate Me, But I Promise You Won't Break Me
A PJATO Fanfiction
By: xXxDaughteroftheKingxXx
AN: *sniffles* I like this quote. It describes me too. Boys can be so dumb, no?
Disclaimer: Don't own PJO.
7. You know that feeling… when you look at him and think, "Wow, I love him, but we're just friends." Or when he looks at her it hurts so much sometimes. When you're in love with him, and he's in love with her. You love everything about him, and he loves everything about her. You wasted all your 11:11 wishes on him. You kept it in for so long. No one knows how confused you are. Do you tell him or keep it in as usual? It's confusing or complicated is your answer when someone asks you what's wrong. When you look at them together, your eyes fill up with water. Because you love him so much, and sometimes you wish he knew.
She loves him. She really does. But she knows he loves her. He loves her, a demigod, while she's just a mortal. The maiden Oracle of Delphi, nonetheless. It could never really happen for them, but that doesn't mean she doesn't love him so, so much.
Sometimes, it even hurts to look at him. At them. She tries so hard not to be jealous, but when she sees them, beaming at each other like lovesick idiots(which he is), love so evident in both of their eyes. It makes her heart clench, as if it's saying, Why can't that be me?.
Really, sometimes, she wonders, Why do I still love him?. But the truth is, how could she not love him? He's gorgeous, in her eyes. She loves him, and she loves everything about him.
She acts like it doesn't bother her. No one sees the pain that's hidden behind that perky, optimistic mask of hers. Truth is, she's know clueless as to what to do, and there's really nothing she can down about it. She wants so bad to tell him, to take back accepting Apollo's request, but she knows it's too late now.
She loves him. She really, really does. And sometimes, she just really wishes he knew.