Love Me, Hate Me, But I Promise You Won't Break Me
A PJATO Fanfiction
By: xXxDaughteroftheKingxXx
AN: I really love Thaluke. I really do. They're adorable and angsty.
Disclaimer: Don't own PJO.
9. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
She tries to forget him. She pushes him farther and farther back in her mind, hoping one day, she'll be able to be completely rid of the memories of that blonde boy with blue eyes.
But she knows it'll never happen.
No matter how damn hard she tries, he's still there. She still sees him in almost everything she does. Every little thing… it reminds her of him. Of the good old days, before their world turned upside down.
She tries so, so hard to get him out of her head. She's a Hunter, after all. An eternal maiden of Artemis who is sworn off of boys forever. She's not supposed to be thinking of a boy so much; what would Artemis think?
But she can't help herself. She loved him, for the gods' sake! It's not like you can forget someone who you shared some of the greatest moments of your life with(And she's had a long life). It's not like you can forget someone you were once in love with.
It's not like you can forget someone you still are in love with.
No, she'd never admit it, but she still loves him, so, so much. She just can't stop thinking of how things might've been if she hadn't been turned into a tree, or maybe if he'd never betrayed the gods, then died. Would things have been different?
She'll never forget him. Those feelings are still there, and they will never cease to exist. It's hard to forget someone you loved—love. As hard as remembering someone you've never met.