AN: Who will Quinn choose? Sam, the knight in shining armor who swept off her feet? Or Puck, the total badass who has a big heart?

I do not own Glee, the characters or anything. I just want to share our love for Quick.

"FOR MY 200TH POST, I FIGURED YOU GUYS DESERVE AN ANSWER."

This was by the far, the hardest decision I've ever had to make. I didn't even ever think I'd find myself in this position. I truly cannot express how truly sorry I am for putting you both through this. I wouldn't hold it against you if you were both mad at me, or never spoke to me again.

Before you read my choice/apology you both just need to know; I care about you both very much. I never evermeant to hurt either of you, because you both mean so much to me. Like, more than you could ever know. You're both amazing guys, and that definitely made this decision so much harder.

Puck - You and I have a lot, and I mean a lot, of history. I mean, we have been through hell and back. Remember Beth? I totally couldn't even begin to imagine my life without you. It's almost impossible because I've known you since we were little kids. Sure, we were always this close, but I've always cared about you. I can even say that care has grown to love. And I do love you. You may not show it to everyone but there is a giant softy underneath all that badassness. I've gotten to see it, and it's truly amazing. But, I can't possibly ask you to change who you are for me. You're the self-proclaimed sex shark, and let's face it..You've never been one for a committed relationship. I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt if I asked you to change who you are for me. You deserve better than that.

Sam - Our history may not be as long, or as intense as for myself and Puck's but that doesn't mean I care about you any less. Working on that duet with you and that heartfelt speech you gave days before Kurt's dad and Finn's mom's wedding. Wow. You showed me what it felt like to be cared about all over again when I thought I could never feel that again. You pretty much came in and were the knight in shining armor I needed. I know I was kind of a bitch at first about your nerdy side, but it was definitely something I've learned to love about you. You're so different from any other guy I've ever been with. You accepted me for who I was, even after you knew about my past. You were willing to look passed it, and trust me. And I know I screwed it up. You've been nothing but caring and understand since the beginning of our relationship, and I let you down. You also deserve better than that.

So, after a lot of thinking, and painful what ifs - I've decided I really can't choose either of you. Because I don't deserve either of you. Believe me, it has not been easy because I can't imagine either of you leaving my life. I care about you both so much.

But you guys deserve so much better than a girl that had to sit back and actually choose who she wanted to be with. You guys deserve a girl that would choose you without a second of thinking. And I hate to say that that girl isn't me. Maybe one day for one of you it could be. I'm not sure, I don't know what the future holds.

I hate doing this, to the both of you. Especially in such a public way, but I don't think I could handle facing either one of you, because this hurts me just as much. I really do feel like a horrible person, you both have no idea. Again, I am so sorry. I really hope you guys can find it in your heart to forgive me, but I totally understand if you don't.

I have completely run out of things to say. I know each of you was hoping to be the one, but it just didn't feel right. A real girlfriend would be able to choose you without a second thought. And now I've started repeating myself, I'm sorry. I love you both. I hope this doesn't totally kill either of our friendships.

-posted by: Quinn

Sue: My office, Q?

Quinn: First thing Monday morning, Coach?

"Q.."
You broke my heart.
-posted by: Puck

Puck, I'm sorry. I didn't do it to try and get even. I mean it.

"GOD, I FEEL HORRIBLE."
-posted by: Quinn

Don't, please. I don't want to see you sad and depressed. I was just shocked.. I'm sorry. And remember what I told you? I'll stick around whatever your decision is. Ok? I still love you, Q.

No, I do. Because Sam's right. I shouldn't have done it like this. But do you know how much it would have killed me to see either of you? Tomorrow is going to be hard enough. (If I even show up.) Thank you though. I couldn't imagine loosing you, Puck.

Well everyone wanted to know what your decision was. It's ok. It's gonna be ok. Do you want me to avoid you tomorrow? It's fine with me if it's going to make you feel a lot less worse. I'll just text you, if you want. I couldn't imagine loosing you too, Q. That's why I want to stick around.

No, no, I'm probably not even going to show up. Well, I'll go in and talk to Coach Sylvester, but I'll probably leave after that. And again, thank you for sticking around. It means the world to me.

I'll skip school. I don't want you to be alone, and I know you don't want that too. What do you say?

Puck that's really sweet, like really. But you don't have to skip school for me. I don't want you to like get in trouble or anything.

It's ok. I have math tomorrow, so I'm gonna skip that anyways. Come on, Q.

Okay. Got any idea where we could go? If either one of my parents find out I skipped, I'm as dead as a door nail.

That's why you need me. I'm an expert. Haha. We can go to the movies all day. It's dark there so nobody can really see us.

Haha, alright. Movies sound good. I just gotta go talk to Coach Sylvester first. She asked me to meet her in her office. So, after that we'll just skip out?

Yep! I've got my truck for our getaway ;) Why do you need to talk to her?

Awesome. :) And I think it has something to do with my not choosing you or Sam. She saw my post, asked me to meet her in her office.

Totally awesome. Can't wait ;) Ohh. Wow.. Ok?

Yeah. Honestly, I'm not totally sure. But I guess I'll find out tomorrow. Don't worry, I'll tell you all about it before the movie.

Alright. Sounds good to me. So you're feeling a little bit better now?

A little.( I still feel like the world's biggest bitch.) But I'm pretty sure Sam hates my guts right now.

(Well you are, but that's why I like you.) He'll forgive you eventually. If he really likes you, he will.

(But I hurt you, and Sam. I feel terrible.) I hope you're right, Puckerman. I really didn't mean to hurt you or him. I thought I was making the best decision for all of us.

(Yeah, well this will be a test for him. If he really likes you, he'll come back. I've passed the test 'cause I'm really serious about getting you back.) I am right. But with this decision, you just hurt 3 of us. If you decided, you'll only hurt 1 person. Just saying.

(I didn't do this to make it a test though. But I do understand what you're saying. You really love me don't you?) Yeah, I guess you're definitely right there. Because it hurt me just as much as it hurt you guys. But I meant what I said. You both deserve so much better.

(Yes, I really do. I want to make it up to you. I want to spend my time with you and only you.) Q, I can't find anyone better! You're the best for me. You're perfect. I can't find another girl who bitches that I actually find interesting. Not even Santana. Haha.

(Make what up to me, Puck? You've done nothing wrong.) No! You can find someone better. I'm not perfect. I'm the furthest thing from perfect. I've cheated on my last two boyfriends, yes it was with you, but still. All I do is hurt everyone around me. You can do better than that.

(When I ignored you after Beth..) Well you're the perfect girl for me! You hurt everyone around me? I hurt everyone around me too. But I don't want to hurt you.. I want to be with you. No one else.

(And I forgave you for it..) But you can do better than me, Noah! Why can't you see that? You may not see it but you really are a great guy. Yes, you've made mistakes but we all have. You deserve the world's perfect girl. And despite what you think, it's not me.

(But still, it's not enough for me.) Why are we having this fight anyway? Are you doing this so you can go back to Sam? I don't get it. Stop playing with me, Q. You are perfect for me. You can feel it, I can feel it. That chemistry we have.. It's so natural!

(What do I have to do to prove to you, you don't need to make it up to me?) No, I'm not doing this to go back to Sam! I told you, neither of you deserve me. Yes, yes I can feel the chemistry we've had. I've felt it for years actually. But, that doesn't change the fact that you deserve better!

(Nothing, cause I want this.) I DESERVE YOU. I WANT YOU. I NEED YOU. SEE THE WORD THAT COMES OUT MORE.. IT'S YOU. Why are you so hardheaded? Why can't you accept that I really, really love you?

(Fine. And you call me hardheaded.) BECAUSE I'M SCARED, OKAY? Scared that you'll hurt me. Scared that the only reason you think you love me is because of Beth. And scared that maybe I really love you too.

(We're both hardheaded, fine.) Well sorry to break your bubble but I don't just love you because of Beth. I love you for who you are. Bitchy Q, sweet Q, princess Q, hardheaded Q.. ALL THE VERSIONS OF YOU. And if there's a new version of you, I'll still accept it because that's who you are. I'm scared too but I'll do my best not to hurt you anymore because I don't want to hurt you. You mean so much to me. I love you.. I'm not scared to say it.

Puck, stop. Do you remember what I said to you in my letter to you and Sam? I don't want you to have to change who you are. I can't ask that from you. And if we ever decided to have a relationship it would require you to change. I don't want you to change. You're not the kind of guy to go for a committed relationship. I love you, but I can't do that to you.

No, you stop! I want to change for you. And I'll do it 'cause I want to. I'll do it so I can be with you. Ok?

No Puck, no. I'm not going to let you change for me. I can't. You are who you are. You shouldn't have to change to be with someone.

But I'll change if I want to.. So you really don't want to be with me then?

Those words never left my mouth, and you know it. But, I truly believe you can do better. Why don't you see that?

Who then? Tell me? I don't see anyone that can keep up with me? Fine, I don't need to change but I'll keep my dick just to you.

I don't know, Puck, I don't know! Gosh, you think if I knew we'd be having this conversation? I don't know, but I know you'll find somebody.

No I won't, cause I already found her.. YOU.

You are absolutely crazy, Puckerman. Did you know that?

Yeah. Crazy in love! With you..

You're never going to give up, are you?

Never.

"I FEEL LIKE WE SHULD START A 'MY GF CHEATED ON ME WITH PUCK' CLUB"
-posted by: Finn

Q: Hey Finn, if I remember correctly, didn't you make out with Berry twice while we were dating? Yeah, thought so.

F: u lied to be about being pregnant with my baby

u can never win this battle.

Q: You were the idiot that believed I could get pregnant just sitting in a hot tub!

F: did yu ever think tht maybe i believed u cuz i didnt want 2 think about the possability of my gf cheating on me?

Q: Yes, but come on Finn. You are definitely smarter than that.

S: that's called trust, not being an idiot.
well, okay, it's a bit idiotic. but if you care about someone, you want to believe what they tell you.
just saying. i don't want to fight about it or anything.

Q: It's a lot idiotic.
I don't want to fight either. But I also don't appreciate being ganged up on. Like, come on now. I know I hurt you both. I'm sorry! But a my girlfriend cheated on me with puck club? Sweatshirts? I thought you both were more mature than that.

"I AM THIS '.' CLOSE TO GIVING UP ON MEN. FOREVER."
-posted by: Quinn

F: i'm really sorry quinn.
we were just foolin around :(

Q: yeah, doesn't change the fact that it hurts.
whatever though, it's cool.

SAM:
look, quinn. i'm really sorry. that was immature. finn just kind of brings that out in me.

i don't want you to feel bad or anything, but i'm hurt. i don't know how to deal with it. i mean, you couldn't even call me. and i know you said that you couldn't stand to see me, but don't you think i deserve to hear it from you? personally? and not in a letter that was addressed to BOTH me and puck?

i'm sorry. i feel guilty because i don't like to say things that hurt you, but i feel like this time i have to speak up. that wasn't cool, and that wasn't fair, and it hurt me. it just made losing my girlfriend a million times harder.

and also, while i'm speaking my mind, i think you should just pick whatever makes you happy, even if it isn't me. stop playing the martyr and trying to tell people what they deserve and what they need.

alright, i think that's all i have to say, sorry.

QUINN:
You're right. It was really immature. And it hurt, a lot.

I know you're hurt. I'm sorry, okay? I wanted to call. I wanted to call you and Puck personally. But I just..I couldn't okay? Do you think I like what I had to do? No, I hated it. I hated that I hurt both of you. It killed me. You're right, you deserved to hear it personally. But I can't go back and change the decisions I've made. If I could, there'd be a lot of things different in my life.

I don't want you to feel guilty Sam. Yes, the things you and Finn said hurt. But I guess I deserved it. You do have every right to speak up for yourself, because I was wrong. And again, I am so sorry.

I don't know what's going to make me happy Sam. I don't know anything anymore. I know that I did what I did because that's how I felt. I'm not all too worried about my happiness right now. I'm worried about you and Puck realizing that you really can do better.

Again, I'm sorry for doing it in the worst possible way. I'm sorry for hurting you. And I'm sorry that I'm such a bitch.

"I'M GOING TO BED, IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY."

Coach Sylvester's office in the morning. (Then skipping the rest of the day with Puck.) But right now I need sleep. I'm exhausted. So, goodnight.
-posted by: Quinn

Didn't expect Quinn's decision, didn't you? Lol.
Coach Sylvester will have a little talk with Quinn and Quick will be playing hookey on the next chapter!