Right well My Office word is acting up and I had to do this in one that didnt have a spell check so some of the words are more then likely messed up.
I own nothing of Harry potter.
Warnings:There is rape in this one and I will be changing the rateing for this.
Have fun and review to tell me how you liked it or if you hated it
"time to tell my hell" harry said sitting down.
This was a time that harry didn't want to mention to others but he knew that he had to. He needed their trust for this to work out.
"Right well, First off, My life has never been perfect or even close. My Aunt and Uncle really didn't like magic. so when I was sent to live with them and they knew who my parents were. They knew what I was and they were furious. As soon as I was able to my Aunt tough me how to cook. I would do basic things like soup or sandwiches. Later on as I got older I was made to cook all the food that they ate in that house, However I was not allowed to eat with them. My daily food was stale bread and water. I have gone about a week and a half without food and a week without water before passing out, and if I did I was punished." Harry said pausing for them to ask questions
"What was your punnishment?" Draco asked his eyes wide. Harry nodded. That was a reasonable question.
"My punishments ran from different things. From the age of 8 and under my punishments would be a couple of days without food and water of or not being able to leave my cubbard"harry said getting cut off
"What do you mean your cubbard" Blaise asked
Right well my bedroom was a cubbard under the stairs for as log as I could remember. However when my Hogwarts letter came They were afraid someone would relies the abuse and call them on it"Harry explained
"oh" exclaimed many of the people in the nodded returning to his story.
"At times I would be be slapped here or there but nothing too eight to 11 it was pretty bad. They would actually beat my and they would do it for little purposes.
~Flash back~
Harry was out working in the garden trying to pull up all the weeds trying to break through the surface.
"You little freak. There was a wrinkle in one of my best shirts. You trying to make me look like some homeless man" His uncle asked with red face.
"No uncle I apologize I must have missed a section."Harry said looking up at his uncle.
"You knew that I was having an important meeting today and you knew that I was going to wear this shirt because its my best wanted to make me look bad in front of all my bosses"Vernon shouted
"No uncle I didn't mean to I will get it fixed immediately"
"No time now you little freak, If you keep talking hoping that I will be late for the meeting you will get punished"Vernon yelled at the boy. Harry kept his mouth shut and nodded he knew that if he said another word to his uncle then his uncle would accuse him of trying to stall him so that he would be late.
"not going to apologize for your actions for causing me all these problems are you boy? I should punish you for that"Vernon said making a reach for harry
"No uncle I'm sorry for causing you trouble" Harry replied quickly, inching from his uncle.
"Your not getting out of this boy"Vernon said grabbing his panicked nephew by the scruff of his 9 year old boy was dragged in damaging some of the flowers. Harry cringed knowing that he was going to get punished for that as well if not now then later but he knew it would happen. Harry was dragged to the living room so the neighbors would not hear his cry of pains. Vernon kicked at harry three times in his chest stopping when he heard a sickening crunch. Harrys scream reverberated off the walls emanating everywhere. A gleefull smile wormed its way upon his uncles face and he could tell he wanted this. A few more kicks and another crunch noise could be heard.
"That will teach you to try and make me lat again and if I do happen to be late to this meeting then you will get punished again" His uncle said befor walking out the door.
~Flash back~
"that's so horrible" Pansy said tears pouring down her face. The others were stricken a sick look had made itself on the face of many in that room.
"the thing is when he got home later that evening he punished me again because he said he was "late"" Harry said using air quotations. Blaise raised his hand as if afraid to speak. Harry nodded to him.
"um..you said that this happened from the time you were 8 to 11 what happened after that?" he asked
"Right, that is were our story really begins" harry was a sad look upon his face as he watched the sighed. They knew new something was wrong.
"It got worse. When I got my letter saying that I was a wizard I was more staying with the Dursley's. No beatings. Pure freedom. When I met you draco at the robe shop you reminded me of my cousin. I didn't like him. When I met ron and all the other people I made friends with I was happy. They told me about the four houses and slytherin was the one I wanted to be in, but the others said that they hated all slytherins and I became afraid. I wanted to keep the friends I had made because I had none. So when the sorting hat said that I was a slytherin I was scared. I didn't want to be hated so I fast talked the hat into putting me in Gryffindor. I didn't mind the work I was used to it and the snears and the fighting I got from slytherin was what I was used to. I was happy and I stayed happy. I thought that with the ability to use magic I would be able to frighten them into not hurting me. I would not get hit again. Then we were told that we couldn't use magic outside of school. No worries I told myself I will just say that I can, lie to them"Harry took a deep breath. This is where it got hard.
"The ride home I was happy. I would be able to live a fairly normal life. I got off the train and there they were, waiting for me. I thought this will be great." Harry shook his head."It wasn't"
"When we got home I went to put my things in hy bedroom. My uncle grabbed my things and threw them into the cubbard and dragged me upstairs and threw me into my room."Harry paused"he followed"
~flash back~
Vernon stood in front of harry.
"we know that you can't use magic outside of school boy. So its no use trying to lie to us" he said looking at the small 11 year old.
"We decide that since you would be getting to take it easy during the school year we will up your punishment. Your punishment will start now to show you that you will not act like the useless type of person your father was while your in my house. You may at the school but you will be punished once you get back here"Vernon said. Harry was shaking looking at his uncle he could handle being beaten. He was used to this but some thing was different.
"yes uncle" Harry said walked over to harrys bed and sat down.
"Come here boy" he said. Harry stood up and walked over to his uncle.
"Sit down" Vernon said looking at did as he was told and sat undid his pants and harry started to shake. He knew what was coming.
"Uncle please no" Harry said tears pouring down his face.
"Touch it" his uncle said"now boy before I beat you".With shaking hands harry reached up and touched his uncle. He hated it.
"Ah that feels so good touch it harder boy don't be a wimp"His uncle snarled. With tears pouring down his face Harry did as he was told. His uncle leaned back the battered bed creaking underneath his large body. Harry rubbed his uncle harder until he was told to stop.
"Now suck and hard"His uncle grunted his meaty penis hard as a rock.
"No please uncle Please. Don't make me do this" Harry said shaking tears pouring out of his eyes in streams.
"now boy"Vernon growled raising up somewhat. Gulping harry leaned forward and opened his mouth slowly taking his uncle grabbed the boys head forcing him on it more.
"Faster and harder boy" his uncle moaned"Suck me off like a whore, Freak".Though he didn't want nto he did. Fear outweighed everything in his mind. All rational thoughts to run out the door and get help no longer that was left was bobbed his head up and down taking in what he could with tears running down his Uncle grunted and a fluid entered his turned to spit it out.
"Swallow it boy now"He did as was stood up grabbing carry by the hair throwing him on the moved to undo Harrys pants.
"Don't move boy"Vernon said. Harry layed still while his uncle took off his pants and underwear. He had to bite his lip to keep from crying out as his uncle touched him in places he didn't want to be he wanted was to wake up and relize it was all a dream but the pain told him it was not. Harry had his eyes closed he did not want to see his uncle looming over him and for that he was not uncle thrusted into his virgin hole tearing a yell from harry throut.
"Stop"he it uncle thrusted into him over and over again. The pain was subsiding but the fear and horrer did a few more thrust that caused the little bed to creak in protest his uncle spilled his thick bitter tasting liquid inside of his pulled out cum and blood poured out his butt.
""That will teach you Freak"his uncle said picking up him pants and walking out the door.
~Flash back~
The horror etched on each persons face when he finished his story was clear. Tears were pouring down Pansys face and Draco looked like he was going to be sick and Blaise didn't look much and Goyle were just staring at harry the Horrer of his words rolling around in their heads.
"After that he would beat me like he used to do. Then when I was starting to calm down he did it again the day before I left for Hogwarts and again when I got back from school. He did it right when I got home and just before I left. That I was able to handle I could live with that and I did for three fourth year came. When moody came up and threatened My uncle(1) I knew it was going to be a painfull summer.I just didnt know How painfull."(I'm not going to do another flashback I have no Idea how to put this one)
"When we got back I was expecting to be raped again but it didn't happen. I thought that perhaps it woulden't happen but then the next day came.I was raped three times that day then five times the next day and seven the day after just kapt happining over and over and I couldn't stop it.I was a wizard and I couldn't protect myself against a been two years since that happened. I have been raped so many times."
"I heard that it was all set up so one night I went looking and found letters to the Dursleys from Dumbledore telling them what they were allowed to do to me was one of the things they could he was paying them to take care of me with MY money that MY parents left ME.I joined Voldemort and came to his side.I have a feeling that you have heard of me. Your parents told you about a strange one at the meetings or you've seen it in the paper."
"Le Lis" Draco wispered. Harry smiled
"Correct, Faith(2)" harry said
"Faith?" Draco said looking confused
"You nickname"harry said with a smile.
"Now on to why I told you.I need you to help me get info on the others that are against us.I could do it alone but I figured we together could get more on them."Harry said
"ok"they said in unison.
Nodding his head they all left the room. Harry headed up to Gryffindor gave the password he heard with his Assassin trained walked through the common room ignoring the questions.
"I'm tired I want to go to sleep"Harry said without looking back. He changed and got into his bed. He pulled his curtains closed and put up a locking charm and a silence charm. Harry closed his eyes and thinking about how the day went. Fell asleep
1-I know it does'nt realy happen till the fiffth year but i needed it in the fourth year for my story.
2-In an interview J. K Rowling said that Malfoy means bad faith in french. Mal means bad or evil and foi meant faith. I thought it would be cool as a nickname
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