Chapter 3-A Moment Like This
Silence befell the two people that were staring at each other, after a sudden change of events. Torrie Wilson & John Cena found themselves back in each others lives.
Torrie gazed just another second into his eyes. "Umm…." Torrie lowered her head lightly, to gaze away from Cena.
"Thank You for helping me through my divorce, it was a very dark time of my life. Not too mention hard. So thank you" Torrie smiled through the rapid thud in her heartbeat.
John handsomely grinned "We've been through this, it's fine"
"I owe you, for tonight as well so…if…"
"You don't owe me anything, I was just helping out a friend"
"Well luckily you were there, so thank you"
"You say that one more time, I'm going to take you to the airport" John teased, Torrie tucked a few strands behind her ear, lowering her head a moment later.
"Sorry"
"Stop saying that too" Cena added. Torrie smiled softly before she turned to her empty wine glass.
"Re fill?" John asked. Torrie nodded with a smile to his question. John opened the lid, poured the wine into Torrie's glass.
Torrie could feel the rapid thud in her heartbeat, it was making her feel all warm inside. The shade of John's eyes were crystallising in her eyes. It seemed to be a light of hope shining in his eyes.
Fighting through the sudden change of heartbeat in the chest. Torrie started to speak again.
"Th…ank you, before you say. Different reasons, manners" Torrie quickly added before she took a few sips of her wine.
"Can I ask you a question John?" Torrie asked, flicking her hair from her face motioning her head.
"Sure"
"Is it so bad to wish, hope for great things in the future with someone you love" Torrie told.
John held his shot glass in his hand, before he chuckled "Sweetheart you're asking the wrong person" John was not in the right place to give advice when he's suffered a similar fate.
"That's what spelt the end for Nick and I. because I wanted more out of a relationship" Torrie told, brushing her finger on the wine glass.
"You wanted more? Like what?"
"Like marriage, children. A family. A proper life. Solid relationship" Torrie explained.
John slowly nodded his head "Ohh"
"Yeah, when you've been on a great adventure. In the end, you do want to settle your wings down and build a life."
"So you want marriage, kids now?" John asked.
Torrie looked at John, before she groaned "Oh god you think I'm crazy don't you?"
"No, no…." John turned his head away.
"No, okay that probably did sound crazy. Not right now, in the future. Someday…."
"Nick didn't want that at all?" John asked.
Torrie shook her head, "No, we both wanted different things. So I wasn't going to stay in a relationship if it wasn't heading anywhere."
John looked at Torrie, "Oh right"
Torrie turned her head towards the guy sitting beside her "Do you think I've been silly, maybe overdramatic?"
"Tor, it's not my place to say"
"No, forget that you're my good friend. Just tell me what you really think?"
John looked at Torrie, he could see the look in her eyes. He knew Torrie really wanted to know his opinion.
John took a final glance at Torrie, something about the look on her face. She was confiding in him, hoping he will help her. "John, Please"
John drunk a shot of his Jack Daniels in one, before he answered "Huh?" He didn't want to intrude in Torrie's life since he's not doing very well in his personal life.
"Tell me what you think please, don't feel bad if you have to hurt my feelings? Please tell me straight"
John swirled his tongue in his mouth, thinking to what Torrie wanted. "I think….well I don't think you're being dramatic"
Torrie glanced at John, before she felt herself smile beautifully. She felt better when John had understood why she threw away a 5 year relationship.
"You don't?"
"No, if you weren't happy in your relationship…"
"But I was happy, I just didn't see it going anywhere."
"Well if he didn't want the same as you out of life, then there's no point working on a relationship that wasn't built to last. I can understand that" John explained.
Torrie looked at John, with relief. She felt happier not at all alone. John understood her reasons. It made her feel secure, that she wasn't making a very big mistake.
"Yeah, I didn't see a future…"
"It's not that you didn't see a future Tor, Nick wasn't giving you a future"
Torrie drunk a sip of her wine "How did you become so wise?" Torrie asked with a giggle.
John chuckled handsomely "Shawn Michaels is one of my closest friends, he used to give all kinds of advice even if I wanted it or not"
Torrie giggled, touching her blonde locks with her fingers. "Oh right, that's just it John. I still love Nick" Torrie softly muttered.
John listened to her sweet voice, he felt the same. All Cena could do is tell Torrie what he believed. "Sometimes love isn't enough"
"No" Torrie softly sighed.
John glanced at Torrie, gently touching her shoulder. Feeling his touch, Torrie ended up turning her head towards him.
"It'll be fine Tor, everything will be okay in the end" John told, smiling to comfort Torrie.
"Yeah" Torrie rubbed the side of her neck gently. "I just hope I haven't made a huge a mistake,"
"I don't think you have"
"Really?"
"No, I mean you may have been happy but you didn't feel like there was a future. Sometimes things just have to end. Everything has a end point. You can't work on something that's not built to last"
"But I was happy John, It wasn't like he had messed around…..I loved him so much. There was a time, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I used to call him my future husband to some people. How crazy is that?"
John blinked, before he took in a breath. "That's not crazy, doesn't matter how much you love someone….sometimes things just don't turn out the way you want"
"I'm a bad person," Torrie mumbled with her head down.
"No you're not Tor, you're not capable of that" John told.
"No I am, very bad person" Torrie shook her head again, feeling emotion whirling up.
"I dumped a guy that has never hurt me, betrayed me. Just because of some dream, it probably will never come true"
"How do you know it won't come true. That doesn't make you a bad person. Sweetheart"
While she felt the emotion become stronger, piercing her. The water of tears started to rise again in her eyes. The wall she had put up, to hide her emotions it had come crumbling down.
Her friends were supportive, even her best friend Stacy Keibler. But something John had said, the look in his eyes made it all come back. The walls came crashing down.
"No, I divorced Pete because he betrayed me….and Nick…he didn't do anything wrong. He loved and respected me for me….and I gave it all away. I said goodbye"
"He didn't want a future, Torrie. You gave him a chance and he wouldn't take it. That's not your fault." John explained.
Torrie buried her head, massaging her temple. Her honey blonde hair fell in front of her face.
"Tor, what are you doing?"
"Nothing, just thinking" Torrie dismissed.
"Are you crying?"
"No" Torrie kept her head buried, her hair was hiding the tears.
John moved her hands, bringing Torrie's head back up. "Listen to me, You have done nothing wrong."
"But…."
"No"
"But I have John, I've just dumped a guy that loves me for me, understands me. Knows everything about me. Doesn't get annoyed with my dogs…..I'm never going to find that again. Having a life, I'll have more chance in adoption" Torrie mumbled.
"Torrie, will you stop…."
"Let's face it, I'm not getting any younger…" Torrie pondered sighing, over her recent events of her life.
"Oh now you are being silly"
Torrie looked at him. "What? It's true. How would you know? I'm 2 years older than you, I'm going to hit forty before you do…"
Torrie lifted her eyelashes, while she softly spoke. "I try so hard to make things work, it never does. It always falls apart no matter how hard I try. It just slips away from me.
My youth, my happiness everything."
"Tor."
"I'm going to be one of those ladies, that has nothing but dogs…."
John glanced at Torrie. "But you love dogs, you already have 2"
"3"
"3? Well…usually the dog ladies… are friendly, nice and sweet" John spoke trying to make Torrie feel better about her current situation.
"Thanks John," Torrie leaned back on the couch.
"I've seriously screwed up" Torrie mumbled, frustrated with herself.
"No you haven't"
"I threw away a 5 year relationship, how worse can it get?" Torrie asked, rubbing her fingertip on the left side of her temple.
John glanced at her. "I threw away a marriage" he thought in his head.
"Maybe I should just give up, because it's all of I've got" Torrie muttered gently, with emotion in her eyes.
All the knock downs, disappointments in her life have suddenly tumbled down. It took a toll on Torrie.
John listened to the depressed blonde. He had enough of Torrie feeling sorry for herself. He had tried to comfort her, Torrie shouldn't be feeling sorry for herself when she is truly a lovely, desirable, inspirational to women around the world.
He hated to hear the hurt in her voice, John didn't want to see the delicate tears building in her eyes. John knew, she had a heart of gold. Kind hearted, he had to find some way to tell her that and stop feeling so upset.
"Right, you listen to me right now"
Torrie turned her head towards the face of wwe, the 12 time World Champion. "What?"
"No, you've said your piece well now its my turn" John spoke.
Torrie looked at him, rubbing her shoulder blade "Okay, floor is yours….what is you want to say?" she softly muttered.
John looked at her. "Okay….well" he paused thinking of what to say.
Torrie breathed out a sigh, before John. Torrie was convinced she was alone.
"Just give me a second, right okay. When you stepped in arena, you were the most beautiful then. And if you step in a arena now…you would still be the most beautiful" John explained.
Torrie glanced at him, smiling softly. "Awe thank you" she lowered her head down, still feeling upset after the compliment.
It was a very sweet compliment, a lovely comment from John Cena. Torrie was lucky but it didn't stop the sorrow within.
"It's not because you are a stunning woman." Torrie looked up at John. "Well it sort of does…."
A small giggle came through the shine lips of Torrie, but she wasn't beaming with happiness. The light, Torrie defines wasn't shining bright as a star. The light had faded, become dim.
"It's because you are beautiful from inside to the outside. You are a wonderful woman Torrie, truly wonderful."
Torrie's smile grew brighter, while she sat there listening to John.
"I admire you, how you try when things go wrong. You carry on. How do everything you can to stand achieve whatever you want. Nothing is impossible for you Torrie. Nick turned down a future with you…?"
Torrie nodded her head, staying in silence.
"He's a complete idiot, any guy would be lucky to have you"
"I've seen the best and the worst out of you" John told, Torrie looked at him. She felt sudden shock hit her because she's never heard something so sweet and comforting.
Torrie's pearly whites started to shine in her smile. Her sweet giggle came through her lips. His words were bringing such comfort. She didn't feel so upset with the moment of her life.
John looked at Torrie with a truthful expression "You're one hell of a woman, Torrie." John Cena told.
A tear fell from Torrie's eyes to land on her cheek listening to John.
"You never give up, no matter what you face. You become stronger that's why you will achieve whatever your heart desires because you have the determination….to succeed.
"You have the passion to have whatever you want, when you find that special guy. He will know just how lucky he is" Torrie's eyelashes closed, letting out more tears.
"You're just wonderful, the way you are" John told.
Torrie let her eyelashes gently close, feeling the moment. Listening to John's truthful words. She could tell it was from the heart.
Torrie listened to John, his words. The speech he had just said was so special. Not too mention the sweetest thing she had heard.
"You're the one, sweetheart I can say all that without having to look to floor"
Torrie blinked her eyelashes once, with tears in her eyes. "I don't wanna be the one" the vulnerable voice told.
John glanced at her, "I don't want to be this drop dead gorgeous, most loved superstar in wwe history but hey what can we do?" John smiled, with cute dimples in his cheeks.
Torrie looked at him, before she giggled. Her tears had faded away.
"Okay…maybe I was lying about the second one"
Torrie giggled again at John's expression. "You're truly one in a million John Cena"
John looked at Torrie. He was happy to see the sweet smile back on her face.
"What you said was the sweetest thing I've ever heard in my lifetime" Torrie spoke delighted at John's speech.
"Well I don't lie, none of that was lies. I'm glad I could finally tell you that"
"Thank You" Torrie let her smile shine on.
John smiled back. "No problem"
"You think I'm strong?"
"You're stronger than me"
Torrie softly laughed brushing back her blonde hair. "Oh yeah stronger than you? I'm going to lift you on my shoulder right now…"
"I don't mean physically,"
Torrie looked at him, she watched his hand touch her chest where her heart lies. "No here, you've got heart" Torrie felt his touch on her, it had such a sweet sensation.
Torrie truly felt touched by his comfort, but now it had turned into something special.
John's finger brushed her blonde hair to lie on her shoulders. Torrie just gazed in the sparkle light in his blue eyes "Okay?"
"Yeah, I feel better…but I can't stop feeling a little guilt…. "
"Tor, I can't stop you from feeling guilty. All I can tell you is you're not in any way responsible. You just wanted different things" John said.
Torrie brought her head up, to look at pair of friendly blue eyes. "Really?"
John nodded, with a comfort grin across his face. "Of course, you know me. I don't lie" Torrie let a gentle smile cross her face. "I don't have to say all that again do I?"
Torrie just giggled, before shaking her head. "No"
"I've had the worst day…." Torrie glanced towards John, seeing him beside her on the couch. The beautiful smile surfaced on her face, exposing the whiteness of her teeth.
"Until Now"
"Well you know I'm here for you"
Torrie smiled back, while she felt the sudden thud in her heartbeat. She's attracted, plain and simple. She's never felt so close to John than tonight.
"I'm getting closer to you John, I can feel it"
"Should I mention about his wedding band, his split…I may be wrong….he's still with her….or keep quiet"
Torrie felt her mindful thoughts starting bouncing together, does she raise her voice over John's missing wedding band then she can be the caring friend. Or does she keep quiet.
John's friendly touch on her shoulder drew her away from her thoughts. "Hey feel better?"
Torrie nodded, flashing a smile. "Yeah, thanks"
"Good I'm glad, if you start feeling guilty again. I'll have no problem telling you all over again" John told.
Torrie ruffled her honey locks on her shoulder. "I'm sorry John, I have to ask"
"Ask what?" John asked.
Torrie bit her lip gently taking in a soft breath. "Nothing…..it doesn't matter" Torrie decided against it.
"Tor, you wanted to say something."
"No, no I didn't"
"Tor, you can tell or ask me anything? I'm not going to get mad"
Torrie picked up her glass of wine, drunk the rest of her glass. "Okay, I don't mean to intrude or anything but I noticed….you aren't wearing your wedding band" John glanced at her before he took a glance of his hand.
"Oh…" John softly muttered. "My marriage…"
"It's the one thing I wasn't going to ask or talk about because it's none of my business but you've been so good to me tonight. I just wanted to let you know if you want to….talk well then I'm here" Torrie explained.
John remained in silence, he had registered what Torrie had said but remained sitting in silence.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't…..I get it. None of my business. Re fill" Torrie spoke quickly getting to her feet.
She stood up, took a few steps but she turned back to John. "It's just…all the lovely, wonderful things you said to me. I had to ask. I'm here for you 100 percent but I'll understand if you don't want to say anything. I totally understand…"
Torrie grinned softly, she turned back towards the cabinet. Seconds later, she found herself turn back to John. "I just….wanna let you know, I hope you do. I'm here for you…if you want to tell me what's been going on…."
"I hope you know that I will be here for you, but I understand if it's hard for you…."
John looked at Torrie, it felt like he was imagining two Torrie's. one side being a friend wanting to know and the another…to let him stay in silence.
Torrie turned back to the cabinet, once again she turned back fiddling with her honey locks hanging on her shoulders.
"But I know it's hard, most feeling is loneliness" Torrie glanced at John.
"….and a secret…I'll just top off our drinks"
John sat there on the couch, he buried his head in his hands before he rose to his feet.
"No" Torrie stopped, turned on her heel to look at him.
"Oh okay"
John looked at Torrie, walking closer. "There's a reason why I don't think you've made a mistake with breaking up with Nick"
Torrie looked at him. "Because you are one of my closest friends" she smiled sweetly, shining the sweet innocence in her expression.
"No, because I did the same thing"
"What do you mean?" Torrie asked stepping closer to the emotionally stricken superstar.
John lowered his head to the ground. The vision was the carpet on the floor.
"Well I think you're very brave whatever has happened"
John softly scoffed, "Brave, you think I'm brave?" John asked.
Torrie nodded, smiling a little softer. "Yes strongest guy I have ever known"
"You broke a 5 year relationship, well I threw away a marriage. I ended a relationship with the only woman I have ever loved, will always love with all my heart" John spoke softly.
Torrie looked at John, feeling the emotion "Oh, why?"
"Same story as yours really."
"You and Liz wanted different things?" Torrie asked.
John nodded his head, in silence.
"Well I'm sorry John. What happened?"
John breathed in a soft breath before he and Torrie sat back down on the couch. "Okay, I haven't told this to anyone. So…."
"Take your time" Torrie's smile brought warm comfort.
John let the dimples fade in his cheeks when he realised, it was time to tell the truth.
"We were happy for a while, she understood my wwe schedule. She understood and respected how I worked. She let me be who I am. Sure she got upset time to time when I wasn't around. We made it work, after all I've been with her since I was 19.
She was the one I thought would be with me forever….only I got it so wrong"
"As time went on, we just drifted apart….." John emotionally spoke, he could feel the emotion starting to slowly rise.
"John, it's alright." Torrie brushed her hand on his hand.
"There was talk that she was pregnant….but it wasn't true. She was happy as it turned out she never wanted to have children. So…..we argued, we were fighting all the time and I just couldn't take it anymore. So that was it"
"I'm really sorry John" Torrie softly spoke.
"Oh let's not forget the betrayal, the lies, she cheated on me I'm not sure how many times in our marriage. I just kept forgiving her but I just couldn't take it anymore. So I split up with her"
"Why did you forgive her?"
"Because I loved her, she kept making me believe it wouldn't happen again. I'd rather live with her in my life than without…"
"You know its true, the one you love the most…..hurts you the most" John stood up from the couch, Torrie felt the emotion rising in John.
She wondered if he had succumb to tears, after all it had been very emotional for him to open up.
"John, are you okay?" Torrie asked, standing up.
John lowered his head down, on his side looking at the wall. He could feel the emotion piercing in his chest. It was bringing tears to his eyes. Cena was a very strong person, relied on his pride. He didn't want to show any signs of tears.
He wouldn't break or fall down. Right now, the tears wasn't going away.
"John…"
"Oh…fu….that's why I didn't want to say anything" he chuckled softly, his head lifted trying his best to hold in the tears.
Torrie turned John to face her, she could see the emotion in his eyes. Torrie remembered the sweet words, he had said.
"So I'm not made of stone….shock horror…" John managed to say.
Torrie looked at John, she placed her wine glass on the table. "Oh John, come here" the Boise Belle walked closer, she put her arms around John and embraced him.
Torrie placed her arms around the back of John's neck, to comfort him. She held on to him.
John stood there for a moment, before he let Torrie comfort him. His hand went on her waist keeping the blonde close.
"I'm so sorry John," she whispered while they embraced after a heart to heart.
Torrie drew away but stayed in front of Cena. "Are you going to be alright?"
"Me, I'm always fine." he spoke, grinning as much as he can.
"You know what helps me, thinking that someone is watching over me. You'll be strong even if it goes wrong. You'll always believe that someone is there…."
"Good to live your life by"
Torrie looked at John, "Well there was a time, that person….was you." she gazed back into his ocean blue eyes.
"Yeah, that's what friends are for. You've been there for me"
He softly breathed while he looked at the beautiful blonde standing before him. "So what do you do when it's over? There's nothing you can do…."
"You carry on" Torrie softly answered.
"Yeah, never give up" John's grinned a little.
"I keep thinking I could have…done something, been a better husband. Been there more…."
Torrie shook her head, helping John as much as she can. "No, John. You don't deserve any of this. You're such a sweet person." Torrie told, John lowered his head down.
She put her hand on his cheek so he would look back up.
" You don't deserve to be hated by people just because you love what you do…..its not fair. I've never seen anyone work harder than you. Never seen someone so passionate, so dedicated. You don't deserve to be going through all this" Torrie truthfully explained, John let out a small smile after her words.
He truly was thankful for it, but John was more into the touching moment he shared with Torrie.
"You're truly amazing" Torrie softly spoke, her fingers were gliding on his chest.
Her emerald eyes gazed towards his crystal blue eyes. A sense of magic was swirling around the two standing in the room. Words had faded away, all was left…was the beautiful gaze of their eyes meeting.
"I see good things in your future Tor…."
Torrie drew closer, her lashes lowered when John's fingers brushing back her blonde hair on her shoulders. His hand touched the bottom of her cheek, all Torrie could see is the light in his ocean eyes.
The light of hope was shining in his eyes. Torrie couldn't help but fall in his eyes.
Torrie's lips touched his, she drew softly away but once again leaned in for a real kiss. Torrie felt the back of John's hand on her blonde hair.
Passionately, they kissed. Torrie drew away from his lips. Her forehead leaned on John's forehead. Her eyes remained closed, falling into the moment.
Torrie let out a passionate silent gasp, with their foreheads touching. His hand was still on her cheek, while her fingers curled on his wrist just wanting to hold him close.
Torrie's phone lit up, the sudden noise of text message came through. It had ruined the moment between Torrie and John.
"My phone" Torrie walked the hardest steps in her life. The passionate was circling her heart. Her heart wanted nothing more but to feel John's kiss. Leave her breathless once again.
Torrie looked at John, glancing away from his eyes. She read the text. It sure wasn't important but it had interpreted the brief but magical moment.
Torrie looked back at John, still telling herself to breathe. "I…should probably go…."
"Oh"
Torrie thought it was for the best, sure they had a heart to heart but it resulted in a sweet kiss. "I just remembered….I have to go back to my hotel room….to get my stuff ready before the airport…..I have a photoshoot in a few days…so…it would be the best thing for me to do"
John blinked at her. He knew from the look on Torrie's face. That was an excuse. Torrie was leaving because of the kiss they just shared.
"Well if you think it's for the best….."
Torrie hardly would look at Cena. She ran her fingers through her hair. Knowing her for years. John knew she only did it when she was nervous.
"Yes, I think it is…." Torrie coughed drly.
Torrie kept stepping away, even if John didn't move. She made her way towards the door. She let her eyes close for a brief moment, before she re opened them to gather the strength to turn back and look at the man she just kissed.
"Next time…you're in LA….don't be a stranger…yeah? Come and find me" Torrie let out a smile, ignoring the sudden race in her heart.
John nodded, smiling melting Torrie almost to the ground. She was truly attracted right now.
"Yeah I'd like that" John spoke.
Torrie glided her fingers through golden blonde strands of hair. "I rather have you in my life, than be living….without…."
John let his pearly whites shine in his smile. "I'll be seeing you soon sweetheart"
Torrie let out another smile falling into his smile, She took in a single breath, leaving John Cena alone.
John closed the door, he continued to glance at the door. There was only the four walls in the room. Torrie had left the room, leaving John alone. After a heart to heart conversation, with Torrie. She had decided to go.
John didn't want her to leave, something about tonight. A enchanted moment bought them closer together than ever, John just wanted to be with Torrie tonight. Forget about everything…..let everything else slide.
He wanted Torrie to stay, it seemed all the wrongs became right. Everything didn't seem so hard and painful.
The light of her smile, was the light. It felt worth the fight to carry on not give up the fight. John was convinced he was left alone, tonight Torrie had changed that. With Torrie, the loneliness went away.
He had told her the truth about his failed marriage, in her heartbeat. She gave the comfort he needed. If John was honest, he wasn't used to people…caring about him. He wasn't used to getting that kind of help. It surely had took him by surprise.
John didn't want Torrie to leave, he was being truly honest about that.
John let his head lower to the ground, with his eyes closing. A soft breath passed through his lips. Again he was left alone.
….
Torrie fell back silently to the door, thinking of John. She was falling for him. Gazing into his crystal blue eyes. She felt herself caught in a moment with John. Torrie had to leave before she fell completely into him with no power in getting back.
"Okay just call a cab, go to hotel…go to sleep…" Torrie tried to tell herself.
Torrie continued to stand there, she thought the right thing to do was leaving. Not stay the night with John. Everything was fine up to the point, where she and John were so close. They even pressed their lips closer to each other. They had even shared a passionate kiss.
Truly it had left her breathless. Torrie couldn't hide or deny it. She found herself wanting more of John.
Torrie could feel the subtle warm breath from John, being so close. The two had crossed a line, it wasn't about friendship tonight. It was something special.
The Boise Belle had just enough strength to pull herself away from the moment. She may have left the room, but she still felt John's presence. She could picture the light of the ocean in his eyes. She remembered every little dimple in his smile. She felt the warm comfort he provided in her moment of need.
Not too mention, the wonderful speech that had truly made a difference. She didn't feel so upset, depressed. Someone truly believed in her.
He had made her laugh, smile on various occasions tonight. He was the hero that saved her from a lonely night. Torrie didn't want to be alone tonight, till now she had always got by on her own she never used to care. Torrie did whatever she wanted in her life…until she met John.
Something about him, bought a whole new case of feelings for her. Tonight was a very rare occasion for Torrie to get Cena on his own. They had spent a wonderful evening together, god knows how many hours had passed by.
Torrie had to leave, even though her heart was racing. She thought she was doing the right thing. Torrie wondered to herself, why did it seem so right when she and John connected.
"I can't be alone tonight…"
Torrie let her eyes close, with the back of her head on the door. She turned her head back towards the door. Holding in a breath, she realised….this is where she wanted to stay tonight.
She wanted to stay in a moment with John. Regardless if it was right or wrong, to Torrie. It felt right.
Torrie let herself breathe again, before she knocked on the door.
….
John walked to the couch, he picked up the half full wine glass and tipped it down the sink. John sat back down, holding his glass.
John walked to the sink, he put both of his hand on the service. He lowered his head thinking of tonight events. He took in a soft breath, letting his thoughts run away.
He wanted Torrie to stay, feeling alone was something he wasn't used too. Also he wanted to see, the most beautiful smile he had ever laid his eyes on. He craved to see the twinkle in her emerald eyes. He just wanted her to stay…..
"Torrie, I want her to come back….How do I tell her that?"
John went to finish his drink, but the door knocked.
John looked up after the sudden knock. He stood up and made his way to the door.
"Is it Torrie?"
….
There she stood in front of the door, waiting. She felt the nerves in her body. It was sending her heart to thump in anticipation.
"Please open the door…I can't wait to see you again"
In seconds, she would be seeing John again hopefully. Right now, Torrie wanted so badly to see him, feel him near her. She wanted nothing more but to see the ocean blue eyes before her, see his gorgeous face. She wanted to see John again. Feel his presence, feel the warmth he brings.
Torrie wanted to feel herself light up once again.
Torrie could hardly breathe right now, but she just couldn't wait but to see John again. Even though they had just spent hours together. She just wanted to see him.
A few moments passed, she found herself staring once again at John Cena.
Torrie's heart thumped, even though she felt herself drawn in. Torrie still felt the ability to smile.
"Did you forget something?" John asked, trying to avoid the chemistry flying around.
"….my bag, I forgot my bag" Torrie added.
"Oh, okay" John let Torrie back in, she walked in feeling the softness of her blonde hair between her fingers.
Torrie slung her gold handbag on her shoulder, she turned on her heel to find herself very close to John. Their eyes connected in a split moment, falling back in to the moment.
"I….should go….it's late…" Torrie muttered.
"Right" once again, she tried to leave.
Torrie ruffled through hair, brushing it back to land on her chest. She turned back to look at John. "Goodnight John"
"Goodnight Torrie" he told.
This time, Torrie hadn't left the room. She was still standing there. Something wasn't letting her leave. The magical rhythm was becoming stronger, both of them felt it within.
Torrie had been weakened, she couldn't leave, something was making her stay.
John became closer to Torrie, her golden bag slid off her shoulder to the floor when she found herself falling back into John. Torrie felt his breath on her neck again "So why aren't you leaving" he softly spoke.
Gazing back at John. "I don't know…."
"Do you want to leave?" John asked softly, he felt the softness of her hair on his fingers when he moved a few of her locks to flow freely on her back.
"I don't know" Torrie let her eyes lower to the carpet, before she looked back at John.
The chemistry was getting stronger and stronger as the time went by. It was bringing Torrie and John closer than ever.
"I'm finding it difficult to keep away from you"
Torrie blinked her eyelashes once, softly speaking in the moment "Then don't"
"Stay" One whisper is all it took.
"It's wrong, but feels so right….why?"
"I can't stay away from you any longer"
Torrie took one more look into his eyes before she leaned her gloss lips onto his. Her eyes closed, the moment she felt his breathless kiss.
John's fingers went in her blonde hair as he began to kiss Torrie. While she kissed him back, Torrie felt the warmth from his embrace.
John kept Torrie close, his hand was at the back of her head. He felt the silkiness of her golden blonde hair. Torrie's hand curled on John's wrist while they kissed. Her hand slid down from his wrist, his fingers slid out of her blonde hair. John's strong arms wrapped around Torrie's body bringing her closer.
Torrie's fingers were on John's cheek before they were on his chest while they continued to kiss passionately. The sensation of passion was flying around the room.
Torrie wrapped both of arms around the back of John's neck while his hands were on her back, keeping her locked in his embrace. Somewhere where she definitely wanted to be.
Felt like she belonged in his arms tonight.
Torrie's fingers started to play with black t-shirt covering John's chest. Torrie felt John's hand on her top, sliding it up to reveal the bare side of her left body. The top fell back down covering her body. Torrie continued to be caught in a beautiful kiss.
Nothing was in her mind, it was just pure passion. Nothing else mattered, not doubt, fear of the unknown. Nothing but this moment was in her mind. Not her future….just this.
Torrie started to stand on her tiptoes, till John picked her up. Torrie wrapped in John's arms, her legs went around his waist. Torrie was completely swept off her feet.
Torrie continued to lock in the kiss while she pushed off everything on the couch. As they made out, things were scattered on the floor.
Torrie lied down on the couch kissing John, the same one where she and John had been talking all night. While she laid there, she could feel her heart racing in passion.
Torrie stood back up, still kissing John. They moved backwards, the bedroom door opened. Torrie felt herself be laid down on the bed by John. Torrie's heels were kicked off, along with John's trainers.
Her off shoulder black top was the first piece of clothing that was left lying on bedroom floor. Torrie felt John's fingers slide up her slender, tone sides before his fingers landed once again in her golden hair.
Torrie felt butterfly kisses on her bare shoulder. She bent her head back slightly feeling the passion within. Her diamante pink bra was on the only piece of clothing covering her upper body.
Her heart was racing, she felt the pleasure of being touched. The passionate moment was happening right now, made Torrie very happy, Very turned on.
Torrie felt John's hand behind her head, with his hand on her cheek. Torrie's legs were moving in motion. Lying on the bed kissing. Torrie loved John's touch, being so close felt amazing to her.
Torrie lied in her jeans, she took in a deep breath when she felt John's hand slide on her slender waist. She sat up on the bed, lifting the bottom of John's shirt. His shirt was the next to come off and fall on the floor. The moment she saw his bare chest with her own eyes, it made the red blood attract her even more.
It just made her want him just a little more, if that was possible.
Torrie let her fingertips brush up on his chest. She felt her the touch of skin when she slid her fingers up his body. Torrie wanted to stay in his arms, she wanted to feel herself embraced in his strong, musuclar arms.
Torrie felt the touch of his skin on her fingers. It lingered on her. Her heart thumped even louder, she could feel herself struggling to breathe.
The passion was that hot. Torrie climbed on top of John, since he was lying on the bed. She continued to lock her lips with his. Her fingers gently glided up his chest, touching his belly button.
She stopped kissing him for a moment, she watched the abs appear in his chest, midsection area going with his amazing physique. He's in terrific shape, the only thought that did go through Torrie's mind.
He was right, drop dead gorgeous! Not to mention, Hot! With a capital H.
John took in a soft breath, the abs appeared. It bought a smile to Torrie's face, she had fallen completely into John's charm. Her senses were knocked out of her head, she had never seen John get so hot!
The pearl white smile shone as she leaned down and caught John in another kiss. Her hand balanced comfortably on John's chest.
Torrie lied on top of John Cena's chest, he only had blue jeans, black belt on his body. John grabbed Torrie's frame with his strong arms, Torrie lied back on the bed.
Torrie felt herself breath in, with her jeans and pink bra. Sweet kiss were softly placed on her neck. Torrie opened her eyes, to see John hovered before her. Torrie felt her heart racing as their eyes met.
John leaned down, Torrie collided her lips with John's lips again. John unbuttoned Torrie's jeans while they kissed. He pulled the jeans off, leaving Torrie in a set of pink lingerie lying on the bed. It was John's jeans to slid off next, revealing black "Nike Pro" boxers.
It didn't take very long, before the rest of the clothing of both came off.
The enchanted moment turned very passionately, The Night continued on.
From this moment, this night. For John Cena & Torrie Wilson.
Everything had changed.
…..
A sudden shadow of light came from inside Torrie's purse. Torrie's cell phone voice message came through.
"Torrie, It's Nick. Listen I thought about what you said. I still love you. I don't want to settle down too quickly. If I'm honest I'm scared that it will all fall apart. Look, just give me a call. Maybe we can still work this out okay bye"
Once the message ended, Torrie's pink iphone cover lit up "1 message"
….
The colour of the night through the window, detected it was still night. The window of the room had a double sized bed. Torrie laid asleep on the chest of John Cena. Her hand was softly on the centre of his chest. The soft breathing between the two continued all night.
They were cuddled up asleep after something that will change their lives forever.
The Bridge of the light had lit up a new direction….it will find Torrie and John's destiny tied together forever.
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End Of Chapter. Hope you enjoyed it! I tried so hard with this chapter. so I hope my hardwork paid off :)
Thanks so very much for all the reviews! this story really heated up huh :P
Chapter 4-Night After, Torrie and John deal with the fact they slept together.