Chapter 8-Think Twice, Look Back.

The resounding of alarm clock kept beeping, on the bed side table. The blonde woman laid in the bed, with two pillows underneath her head. Her blonde locks strewed across the pillow case as she laid asleep.

Torrie's head moved slightly, hearing the alarm clock. It kept on beeping, it was her usual wake up call. Torrie usually heard the sound of her alarm, she was up on her feet and getting ready for the day.

Not today, Torrie found herself lying still in bed. She had hardly any energy. Her body was still asleep.

As the beeping continued, Torrie's arm reached out. Without looking, her head still on the pillow she tried to find the off button so the resounding beep wouldn't continue.

A moan slipped through Torrie's lips, she was still half asleep. Torrie kept tapping on her alarm clock, in the end her hand made it fall on the floor.

Lord and behold, the alarm clock stopped beeping.

Torrie turned on her side, wanting to stay asleep for a few more hours. She was so warm, and comfortable cuddled up in her bed.

Torrie's eyes slowly opened, to find a window. She continued to look for a few more seconds. She felt warm and comfortable. Torrie remembered the last time, she felt the warmth and comfort. It sure wasn't a cozy bed spread, Torrie found herself in the arms of the face of wwe, Cenation leader John Cena all night.

Torrie let a soft grin surface on her face, she sat up in the bed. She turned her head, she saw a empty space. There was no other lying beside her. All there was, was the brink of silence.

Torrie lowered her head downwards, a sense of loneliness went through her. She took another moment, to take a breath. Today was the start of a new chapter, Torrie on her own and she's still going to smile, continue on with her life.

Torrie softly sighed, she heard a little bark on the floor. The Boise Belle looked down, and smiled to see her lovable puppy Chloe was already awake, sitting down by the bed.

"Oh my lovable baby, come here" Torrie reached down, she scooped Chloe up on the bed. Torrie cuddled her fluffy white puppy.

It wasn't to soon, that Stewie and Pepper woke up. Torrie cuddled all her babies, while she sat alone in bed.

"Well babies, it's just you lot and mommy for now on"

Another sense of loneliness went through her mind. She replaced it with a gentle smile. Torrie climbed out of bed, started to get ready for the new day.

The sun was bright in the sky, it was early in the morning. Torrie has always been a early bird, so she was going out for her morning run.

Torrie always loved keeping fit, always shone in fitness competitions so she knew exactly how to keep fit. She ran every morning to keep herself fit and healthy.

Dressed in her black pants, a pink tee with white trainers. She started to stretch her body, Torrie stood in front of her dressing mirror. She bent her upper body, with her hands touching the floor.

Her hair flicked up before her hair flowed freely on her back and shoulders

when she stretched up. Torrie bent her upper body sideways, having her morning stretches before she goes out for her usual run.

Torrie turned to the puppies on the bed. "So how's coming for a run?"

Chloe lowered her head to the bed, Stewie laid back asleep and Pepper climbed on the pillow. It told Torrie, she was running alone today.

"Well okay then" Torrie giggled.

She left her bedroom, made her way downstairs. Torrie got her ipod from her purse.

Opening her front door, Torrie locked her front door and began for her morning run.

Torrie ran alongside the sea front, listening to her music. Torrie took a break, and leaned on the wall looking out at the beautiful ocean. The rays of sunlight, reflected on the sea, crystallising the water.

Torrie took a moment to admire the view, it bought a smile to her face. The ocean was such a calming place, the image was so beautiful.

Torrie went to continue running, her head turned towards the street. There he was, a muscular man, baby blue eyes. A gorgeous smile. Torrie continued to look, it was John Cena. At least that's what her eyes saw before her.

How can it be possible? John's not in LA. At least she didn't think he was.

"What in the world?"

Torrie turned back to the ocean for a split moment, she took another glance….no one was standing there. Torrie let a few breaths out, before she continued on running.

Torrie continued running slowly down the street, listening to music. Once again, the image of John appeared before her very eyes. It looked real, her eyes couldn't be imagining something? Could they?

It was weird, and unexpected. Torrie's eyes glanced as the figure kept walking away. She followed him, until a car went past the road. Once again, the figure was gone.

Torrie shook her head, before she started to run. This time, she ran in a different direction. Torrie turned back to the other side of the road, seeing if the figure re appeared.

Torrie kept her head turned, not looking where she was going. Torrie ended up bumping into someone.

"Oh I'm so sorry," Torrie apologised.

Her eyelashes perked up, he was standing right before her. The light crystal blue in his eyes.

"John?"

"No problem love" an middle aged man said.

Torrie looked at him, she smiled politely. As he walked along, Torrie could have sworn the man that she bumped into. John Cena. Then moment later, the image turned to someone else.

Torrie started to feel the thud in her chest, "What? The hell…is going on?" Torrie started to run, picking up the pace.

Everything that was happening, was certainly starting to freak Torrie out.

…...

John Cena walked into his brother's living room, he had come back to Tampa Florida, since he has to start his divorce proceedings, in the next few days. Luckily, John wasn't missing any live events

John was coming up against something that is going to be hard, the end of his marriage. There was only one thing to do, his divorce. The next few days, were going to be tough.

It has been weighing on his mind, since the separation. Now the time has come around. He had to face his wife, in a few days so they can move on with their lives.

Before John could say anything, a sweet little girl crawled at his feet. John looked down, saw tiny little hand touching his jeans. "Hey Shelby" John bent down, he picked up his adorable little niece.

"God, it's so good to see you sweetheart" John cuddled, the happy little girl.

He needed all the happy times, he can get right now. John kissed Shelby's cheek, and gave her teddy bear. The little 1 year old, gurgled happily patting the bear.

"Shall we go and find your daddy, shall we?"

Shelby giggled, putting her little hands on her uncle John.

"Hey bro, what are you doing here?" Matt asked.

"Well its great to see you too, I mean I get moaned at when I don't see you guys, then I get that…I can't win" John spoke holding Shelby.

Matt chuckled, John placed his niece back down on the play mat. "It's always great to see you" John manly hugged his brother.

Shelby once again crawled over to John. He picked her up and cuddled her.

"Shall we play sweetie?" John bent down, played with Shelby a little.

After a short play with Shelby, John took a beer from his brother.

"I'm happy to see you and all, but why are you here?" Matt asked.

John sighed, taking a sip of his beer "My meeting with my lawyer is on Wednesday"

"Lawyer?"

"My divorce proceedings" John explained.

"Oh, that's come around quick. So you're definitely going through with it?" Matt asked.

John took in a breath, thinking of what Matt just asked. Is he really going through with his divorce? Could there still be a chance? Will John move on? Accept that his marriage has come to the end of the line.

"John, you are going through with it aren't you?" Matt repeated, struck by John's sudden silence.

John cleared his throat. "Yes…of course" his hands loosely on his hips, with his eyes glancing.

"John, I know its tough but…..seriously, you and Liz have been on and off more times than….I count.

"Yes, Yes I know but…."

"John, She makes you miserable, not too mention….half of the family can't stand her"

"She wasn't that bad" John muttered. "I still love her, that's not ever going to change"

"In time, it will"

"I am going through with the divorce"

"If you don't, I'm ringing dad" Matt warned.

John looked at his brother, before he chuckled softly "I am, that's why I'm here" John played with Shelby, as she touched buttons on her toy.

Matt watched on with a smile, he didn't notice a certain look on John's face.

Will he really end his marriage completely?

…...

After her morning run, Torrie walked along the shore line in a long sleeved off white shoulder dress, with a decorated flower in the side of her hair.

Her straps of her silver sandals were dangling from her fingers. Her feet felt the soft grains of the sand. Her golden blonde hair blew gently with the breeze.

Her emerald eyes watched the gentle waves on the shore, the blue skies were reflecting on the ocean.

While she walked along, Torrie felt all her worries, doubts all blew away. She just enjoyed a pleasant walk on the beach.

Taking a moment, to be on her own. Torrie stopped, turned to the ocean. There was a few moments she took to look out to the sea.

Her eyelashes blinked at the view, taking a moment to herself.

After all, the way Torrie knew…..she was alone now. Torrie was thankful for the beautiful night she shared with John Cena, she felt lucky to spend time with a loving, caring friend. Nothing beat, a warm embrace.

It turned a dark, tearful night for Torrie into light. It made the loneliness fade away.

As beautiful as the night may have been, time didn't stop for anyone. It still slipped by as the time went on….

The moment, the night will become just another distant memory. One that Torrie will remember forever. Some moments are just that special.

They linger within the heart.

…...

"Are you sure, you want to do this now?" Matt Cena asked.

"Well I have to do it, sooner than later" John told his brother, John was back home.

Tampa Florida. Being a WWE Superstar, Cena was on the road all the time. Out of year, he's only home 30 days a year. He wasn't home enough, that's one of reasons why his marriage drifted further apart.

John wouldn't have it any other way, WWE is what John loves to do. It's what he's most passionate about. John Cena has become the heart and soul of the WWE due to his hard work and dedication to the organisation.

"I wonder what else has changed? usually when I come home…..something has changed" John spoke, he and his brother approached the front door.

John touched the door handle, he went to unlock the door but to his confusion, the door opened. It was unlocked.

"Wait, out here. If I don't come back out in 5 minutes call the police" John went through the open door. He walked into the hallway, he saw loads of letters on the table.

He softly sighed to himself, looking through them. Each one, was a credit card bill.

he'll have to deal with all that too. "I'm not at all surprised…bill, bill, bill…she spent…what on a china set…." John let the letters cover the table.

All there was, silence. John turned to his head. He walked into the living room, he found a woman sitting on the couch. Hearing his footsteps, she stood up to face him.

"Oh….that's just great"

Cena groaned softly when he saw his wife standing in front of him. "What are you doing here?" John asked.

The brunette stood in the centre of the room, "I came to talk to you" she softly explained.

"How did you get in?"

"I still have my key John, It's my house too" Liz Cena told.

John looked at her, he walked up to her. "Give me the key" he held his hand out.

Liz curled her hand, with a determined look in her eyes. She gripped her hand,

holding onto the key to their mansion. "Not until you hear me out"

John glanced at his wife, he didn't want to hear a single word. For weeks, John has told himself that once he's here. There won't be any kind of delay.

"Far as I'm concerned, we have nothing to talk about" John told firmly.

"Yes we do"

"Well I don't want to hear a single word, without being surrounded by lawyers" John explained.

The wife of John Cena gazed at her husband, her eyes were pleading. "Please John, for the sake of our marriage"

"There is…no marriage, all it is a piece of paper that will be replaced by another piece of paper, saying divorce" John told.

Liz shook her head refusing to accept it. "I don't accept that"

"Well I don't really care, or bothered. Don't hold your breath. Get out of my house and I'll see you in a few days" John walked past his wife.

Liz followed John, she grabbed hold of his arm. "Please John, just hear me out"

"Id rather swan drive, into a deep fat fryer" John shrugged his shoulders, to get out of his wife's clutches.

"Oh goodness sake! Will you just listen to me!" Liz screamed.

"Get out of my house, I'll see you in court!" John snapped back.

John looked towards the wall, Elizabeth's eyes welled up in tears after her husband's refusal to listen to her.

John turned back to hear a soft sob from his wife. He watched as the brunette lowered her head, acting like she was hiding the tears. John let his eyes slowly close, when he heard the soft sobs.

John felt his strength fade, when he saw his wife was succumb to tears. John took a moment, he wanted to keep his back straight but seeing his wife crying, he just caved in.

"Please don't cry" he mumbled.

John sighed, he sat Liz down on the couch "Wait here"

John walked away, unknown to his eye. Liz lifted her head, dapping her fingertip underneath her eyes. She flicked her hair, as she waited for John to return.

A smirk went across her face, she was going to get John back. She already had him exactly where she wants him.

John walked out of his front door, He saw his brother waiting in his car. Matt stepped out, "So stalker or burglar"

John sighed softly "Worse than that"

Matt blinked at his response "What could be worse?"

"My wife" John answered.

"Oh what, What is she doing here?"

"To talk to me"

"You told her to leave right, I mean she's left…." Matt asked, John looked at him before he turned away.

"John, you're not actually going to hear her out, are you?" Matt asked.

John turned back to his older brother, "No,…..I…." John paused in his sentence, "Umm,…you know maybe, yes I am"

"You're gonna actually hear her out?"

John looked at his brother, he let his head lower to the ground. "She's still my wife"

That's all Matt needed to hear, he slammed the car door shut standing in front of John "I knew it,"

"You knew what?"

"That you just couldn't do it, can you? Anything else bro you have your head screwed on right! But when it comes to her. You are her doormat. You let her just rail in, hook in with what? A few tears, a smile. It's all the same shit!"

"I'm going to talk to her, doesn't mean I'm taking her back!" John shouted back.

"You know everyone else believes you'll go through with it….I guess I just knew you better. You're just a push over John"

"She's still my wife" John tried to say, staying as calm as he could.

"Yeah a wife that has lied to you, betrayed you with every guy probably in Boston area"

"I'm going to talk to her, doesn't mean I'm not going to continue with the divorce"

"No you won't, you'll talk to her. Give her another chance because that's what you always do John. She turns on the waterworks, you fall for it every single time."

"No…" John firmly shook his head.

"You're soft….when it comes to that bitch" John pushed Matt towards the car.

Matt glanced at John, the steel blue eyes glared at his brother. Matt pushed John back

"Like I said, bro" Matt got close, while John was against his car.

"You're soft" Matt snapped in Cena's face.

"Say what you want, I'm going in there to talk to wife. You can wait, or go" John spoke, he walked away from his brother.

Matt just sighed. Why can't his brother just let go?

No good comes from duelling on the past. He just wanted, John to move on.

…...

Torrie strapped on her silver sandals, after a lovely afternoon on the beach. She had a few errands to run. After the past few eventful days, Torrie had decided to take a day to pamper herself, she had a energising morning run, a great afternoon on the beach and now she was going to have a movie night.

Torrie walked down the street, adjusting her silver purse. Clicking her heels on the pavement, she crossed the road. As her eyes wondered around at the view.

The gentle breeze blew her golden locks onto her back, a sudden tree caught her wondering eye. Torrie got a closer look, 2 names, initials. "JC 4 TW" a heart shape surrounded.

Torrie took a second glance, it was something completely different. Torrie just blinked her eyes, before she continued on walking.

"I'm losing my mind"

Torrie unlocked her Mercedes. She put her shopping bags in the boot, she opened her car door. Torrie climbed into her driver seat, she put her sunglasses on top of her head, so she had a clear vision.

Torrie turned her keys, the radio started "Lovely tribute to….from Torrie to John.." Torrie's finger quickly turned off the radio getting spooked.

A few seconds later, she turned the radio on a little slower than usual.

"That's when love can build a bridge of light, that's what turns the wrongs all right….that's what makes it worth the fight…."

The song "Bridge Of Light" by artist Pink, played in Torrie's car. She leaned back on her seat, closing her eyes breathe in deep,

She listened intentionally, the lyrics of the song suddenly bought the flashback.

One look in his eyes, was enough. She just fell into his eyes. So beautiful, and blue.

One step closer, one breath in. John's hand went on her cheek, he bought her closer planting a kiss to her lips.

Torrie re opened her eyes, she was back in reality. Torrie turned off the radio, and drove home.

These signs were becoming clear, but will Torrie listen to her heart?

Am I crazy? Or Am I Falling For John?

….

After the brief argument with his brother over John's decision to talk to his wife, before the divorce starts. John found himself conflicted, he found himself thinking twice and looking back on the past.

Will he try work on something that is only going to fail and fall, will he decide to give himself just another patch of pain, when it all goes wrong again. Will he hold his breath, hope that they can make it…..

Or will he, refuse to fall for her ways and continue with his divorce.

John Cena had a choice to make.

One thing that is so important to Cena, is family. He loves his family so much, his dog tags he has around his neck every night, has the names of loving family members. He hated arguing with Matt, even If it was for a minute.

When it came to anyone else, John would know what to do? But when it comes to his wife. He just loses that strength, becomes fallen to her. Each time, she ruins it. He leaves her, she cries for forgiveness. John gives it to her. It was the same old story…

Can John change it, or will it just have the same old ending?

For weeks, John has told himself countless times. To keep strong, hold on….but as soon he glances back, like poison, it makes him fall. It just falls apart.

He has to think twice, look back, that's the moment, nothing is clear.

John walked back into the hallway, he saw her sitting there. He took in a soft breath before he made his way back over to her. "So enlighten me? What do you want to talk about?" John asked.

"I wanted to see you before, we are in that room" She told softly.

John glanced at her "Fine, I'm listening. What is it?"

Liz lowered her head, before she looked at John. "Why are we doing this?"

"Because you and me are over, we've tried so many times. It just falls apart every time I'm done"

"You don't mean that, everything we have been through over the years. We've been through everything together John. We belong together. There is no other, you know that"

John rubbed his temple, he could feel his walls slowly breaking down. The Resolve within him, was crumbling "This is always what happens, you and I….its just a train wreck"

"No, it's called a marriage. John. There's good times and bad times." Liz came closer to him. "But we get through whatever gets thrown at us, when it's good, its great"

John listened to her words, his eyes lowered to ground. The walls were breaking. The guard was lifting slowly. What lies there….forgiveness.

"Remember our first kiss, all those years ago. I remember exactly what you said to me. The times we had nothing, going to fast food restaurants…." every inch. She came closer to John.

"Yeah I remember…" he muttered.

"When you proposed to me, our vows….the day we got this house, we can do it John….I love you so much, please don't leave me" she touched John's chest.

John closed his eyes softly, he was vulnerable. Liz knew it, she inched closer and gently kissed John. Feeling the kiss, John kissed back.

He was weakened. John's arm rose around her back.

That's when it hit him…..

A sudden beautiful smile flashed through his mind. The echo of voices went through.

"So what do you do then? If you still love them?"

"Sometimes love isn't enough"

John suddenly stood up, breaking the kiss. "No, no,"

Liz's eyes hid a blare, she was so very close in getting him back. All she had to hear was those few very words, they would be together once again. John broke away, before those words were spoken.

"John…"

John turned to face, his wife. All those memories flashed through his mind but a sense of strength kept the wall up. "No, don't you get it?"

"John, just…listen to me, we have to try. Try with me. Let's do this again"

John stepped away, "I don't want to try anymore, okay I don't. I don't want to hope, try that we can work, because it never will!"

Liz shook her head firmly, "No don't say that"

"It won't, because you won't change. Neither will I! we make each other miserable. We don't connect like we used too. I go and give everything I have, you just take and take, then when you do something bad. You actually make me feel like I'm the one that forced you….when really, I never did…"

"John," she tried to stop him.

"No, no, no I'm not going to fall for it again…" John moved her hands away from him.

"You aren't no saint, yourself! You are put an career before me! I tried, I tried to accept it. I supported it…"

"Supported it? You ignored it! You know Sam, Randy's wife. She actually comes along! You don't come to Hall Of Fame ceremony's. You barely show at arenas….

As long as you had the nice things….you got pretty things, that's the only reason you're here. Because you realise, without me. You're not going to have those nice things anymore"

"You're ridiculous…" Liz dismissed.

John scoffed, "Oh really?" he walked to the table where the bills laid.

"So all these, are what? Invitations….to charities," John picked them up, before he threw them towards the wall.

"You were never here! So I was depressed, I get lonely…I felt like you and I had a online marriage. You were married to a schedule"

"Yeah well, I'm done. I've had enough…."

"The next time I want to see your face, is when there's lawyers present. Because I'm going to put an end to you and me for good" John firmly told, he was standing strong.

A sudden flash of anger went through her eyes, she swung her hand and slapped John across the face. "You're making a huge mistake, you will regret this! You'll wish you didn't do this. You'll wish you had accept my offer….because I will hurt you"

"You'll wish you were with me, all those nights. When you finally do lose what you love the most…you'll regret this!"

"Get out of my house, then after the divorce. Get out of my life!" John snapped back.

Liz's eyes beamed a glare. "Go to hell,"

"No thanks, I don't want to see you there"

Liz's eyes grew like a wildfire, she grabbed her purse,

"Whoa, whoa. I want my key back"

"The house is half mine" Liz folded her arms.

"Fine, I'll change the locks" John gave her a smile, Liz huffed angrily before she stormed towards the door.

Matt Cena had stood by the door, he had a smile across his face. He had heard everything. He was definitely proud of his brother, not falling back into her clutches "Hey Liz, good to see you…"

"Drop dead, Matt" Liz slammed the door.

Hearing that door slam, John took a breath lowering his gaze to the floor. He had done it, done everything he could to hold himself together without crumbling to pieces. Cena had achieved that.

Matt walked into the living room, John looked up from the floor to see his brother.

"Well id say, I owe you an apology. I was wrong" Matt told.

John shook his head, he gently chuckled "Just don't say a word" the brothers slapped hands.

"Okay, I won't….but just 1 question?" John turned his head towards his brother, waiting for the question. "What changed?"

John glanced at him, before a gentle grin came on his face. "It was never meant to last"

"I'll be there with you on Wednesday"

"Thanks bro" John smiled.

Matt just smiled back. Finally his brother was free.

…...

Torrie came in with a bowl of ice cream, barefoot. She cuddled up on the couch. "Ready for Sam & Dean's world" Torrie got in the blanket. Chloe, Stewie, and Pepper were all sitting on the blanket.

"Now this is heaven, who needs guys" Torrie leaned back, she let a spoonful of ice cream in her mouth.

Torrie pressed on the DVD remote, started to watch series "Supernatural"

Of course, fate had decided to interputt Torrie's night when the door suddenly knocked.

"What?" Torrie groaned, she pressed the button "pause" on the remote. Torrie put her bowl of ice cream on the table. She walked to her front door. Brushing back her blonde hair, she opened the door.

"Hey Tor!"

Torrie looked at her woman that was standing by her door, her longtime best friend forever. Stacy Keibler.

"Stace, oh my god…." Torrie found herself hugged to death by Stacy.

Torrie hadn't seen Stacy for months, so she was surprised to see the tall blonde show up on the doorstep.

"Hey Stace, it's good to see you!" Torrie said happily, she loved Stacy like a sister. They had been through absolutely everything together.

Stacy looked at Torrie, with excitement. "Soo…."

Torrie's eyebrows rose, with slight confusion, "Yeah…"

Stacy's smile slowly faded, seeing Torrie barefoot. She didn't look like she was ready to go anywhere. "Did you forget?"

"Forget what? Okay now I'm confused"

Stacy's eyes widened "Oh gosh, you haven't packed. Tor, don't tell me you forgot"

Torrie stood there, she waited for Stacy to tell her exactly what is going on. "Well it's pretty obvious, I've obviously forgotten…now can you tell me what I forgotten?"

Stacy rubbed her temple, "Tor, Mexico. Spending Thanksgiving together"

Torrie looked at Stacy, "Oh crap, I totally forgot. I'm sorry Stace. Look thank you for the invite but I'm so beyond tired of travelling. I only got home few days ago"

"From where?"

"New York"

"Oh right, well please still come. I mean we hardly get to go on vacation with each other. We love Mexico Tor, please, please shopping, dining out…you'll get to meet George" Stacy smiled

Torrie looked at her. "Sounds lovely, but I really just want to stay at home" Torrie said.

"What? Oh Tor" Stacy whined.

"I'm sorry Stace, but I'm not packed. Who will look after my pups? I suppose Candice but I'm so tired right now"

Stacy just moaned, folding her arms.

"Look I'm sorry, Stace. Look I plan to watch this" Torrie picked up the boxset of

Supernatural. "Movies, my babies, ice cream is all I want to do"

Stacy looked at her, "Please, Please Tor. Ive so been looking forward to this. Beach, the weather will be perfect. We can go shopping, please, please" Stacy pouted her lip.

Torrie moaned softly, "Oh alright," Stacy beamed happily, she hugged Torrie with delight.

"Yay! We are going to have so much fun! George can't wait to meet my BFF" Stacy smiled widely hugging the blonde again.

Torrie giggled, exhausted. She loves her friends so she would always put them first. "Great, another vacation. Travel, planes, great…" Torrie managed a smile.

She could have sworn she felt her ping in her feet, her body wasn't looking forward to yet another trip. Lately, Torrie hasn't had much time to relax.

"Well I better go and pack," Torrie slowly made her way to her stairs.

"Do you need some help?" Stacy asked.

Torrie shook her head, "No, its alright" Torrie walked upstairs, taking in slow breath.

Torrie breathed. "Here We Go Again" there wasn't a slightest chance, that trip to Mexico will be as memorable as New York.

"I still can't believe you did that" Matt Cena said, while he and John were doing some sorting out at his home.

"Did what? I could sell this stuff on Ebay." John was in process of clearing out all the fancy things, mainly his wife's high price china.

"Finally, told her to leave and never come back. Proves that you can go through with the divorce"

"It's depressing, but has to be done. Nothing is forever." John spoke.

"Where, why did she buy all this? What's the point?" John held a very delicate glass china.

"Where not sure, why….not sure, how….I know that. Your bank account" Matt spoke.

John picked up the glass plates, but them on the kitchen table "Well this is my house, I'm taking it back. I may not be here much." John spoke.

"Well hardly ever, still" Cena added.

"Good for you" Matt smiled.

"Do you want any of this stuff?" John asked.

"No, neither would…Cara" Matt said speaking of his wife.

"Well in trash, it goes"

"Mom might like it"

John slowly turned his head, after he put the delicate china in the trash. "You couldn't have said that, before I broke it all?"

"Sorry came to me, never mind" Matt got a bottle of water from the fridge.

"Are you sure you want to do all this now?" Matt asked seeing John clearing out.

"Yeah, I'm here so why wait?" John spoke, he walked into the living room. He went around, picked up the photo frames.

He went to matel piece, he saw his wedding photo. John slowly stepped towards it. He picked up the silver frame. One of the happiest days of his life replayed in his mind.

He lowered his head looking at the photo.

"Hey can Shelby have this?"

John just put the photo back, snapping out of his thoughts "What?"

"This,"

John turned around, the shock just rose into his eyes when he saw what his brother was holding. "Whe-re wh-ere umm…did you get that?" Cena struggled with his words.

"Closet, at the back" John looked at the Disney fairytale "Snow White" ordanment. He had forgotten about it, he still had it all these years.

"No it's not Liz's"

Matt blinked, "Is it yours?"

"No of course not," John said.

"But you know who it does belong too?"

John nodded his head, as his mind started to think back on the past. "Sure do" he knew exactly who it belonged to, he remembered exactly why it was here. Its been years since he had even thought about it.

"Then…who?" His brother questioned.

"An Old friend"

"Really?"

John nodded, he smiled. "I think its time, she has it back"

He remembered taking it, holding and keeping it safe after a heartbreak, desperate act to change her life….she let it go, she thought she lost it years ago. John had kept the special possession.

He knew it was too special, for her to let it go. John had forgotten all about it. This took place years ago.

As he held it, his eyes looked at monument

It was time, he gave it back to her.

Beautiful blondes, Torrie and Stacy finally arrived at their destination.

It was glorious sunshine in Mexico. Torrie was given another short vacation this time, with her BFF Stacy Keibler.

Torrie was happy to spend time with Stacy, but she would be pretending if a part of her wanted to stay back in LA, relax after the weeks that have passed by.

Stacy opened the hotel room door, "Wow look at this place"

Torrie wheeled her suitcase in, her eyes gazed around the room. The hotel room was great, best thing of all. It had a balcony viewing, so she could just look out and gaze at the wonders of Mexico.

Torrie walked over to the closed sliding doors, she unlocked them. She slid the doors open, to look at the view. She could see the bright sunshine with blue skies.

Seeing the gentle sparkle in the ocean, bought a smile to her face. The blue sea sparkled, lightly. It looked like small sapphires crystals lying underneath. It just sparkled with sunshine reflecting.

Torrie felt the gentle breeze in her face, while she stood on the balcony. Stacy joined her looking out at the view.

"It's so beautiful" Stacy smiled.

Torrie nodded while her hands leaned on the rail. "Yeah it is" her emerald eyes peered at the light blue shade of the ocean.

A sensation went through her, Torrie thought of the moment the crystal blue light in his eyes. It warmed her, It shown Torrie that her loving reunion with Cena had a sudden effect.

Torrie found herself thinking about John, no matter what she does. Trying to push it away, its burning like a candle flame in her mind.

"Id love nothing more but to see you again John"

She wanted to search, run miles for him. Torrie had to wonder just how deep these feelings will go? Could it change? Could John and Torrie have some kind of future.

All Torrie did know, ever since the first kiss.

With every heartbeat, Torrie found herself falling for John Cena.

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End Of Chapter. Thank You to all read/reviewed the last chapter.

Well Wrestlemania has come, been & gone. I'm upset John lost "tears" I was beyond angry On Sunday. I'm not surprised if I woke up everyone where I live. Day later, I'm not as angry still depressed. John gave everything he had in that match, I'm so very proud of him. Yes he lost, but I hope John knows he's still a winner :D

The Match was amazing, memorable. I do hope there isn't another because I don't think I can handle anymore of Rock's selfish behaviour. John looked distraught on the ramp and Rock didn't even invite him back shake hands like I honestly thought would happen regardless of the result. But…...nope, Rock just took the spotlight, I hope he stays away and never comes back. Stay in Hollywood, Rocky.

End Of An Era saved the night, it was fantastic. The Hug at the end bought tears to my eyes! So heart-warming.

Happy to see my favourite diva, Torrie at Wrestlemania. She looked so beautiful as always! I swear John recognised her in the crowd, he was looking at the direction and smiling…There's a picture of Torrie holding John's hand at Mania, yay! Any Jorrie related is so cute! :)

I have to say, John handled his loss very well. That's why I love him so much. Brock Lesnar is back! F-5 To John! :(That looked painful, dropped John hard . Very interested to see what will happen, it looks Rock/Cena is closed!

Well next thing for me to look forward to, is RAW in London. I'll be there! :D

Enough updates from me lol, Thanks for reading

Bye-Bye x

Chapter 9-Torrie & Stacy fall out, To make amends for being an absent friend. Stacy sets Torrie up with a guy. Torrie's feelings for John spiral out of control, John starts to feel the effects of his decision to end his marriage. The story is revealed about the special "snow white" ordament, when Torrie arrives home to find it sent back to her. How did John have it all this time? All will be revealed in chapter 10!