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Chapter Five
Forgotten
"If you had to choose between loving me and breathing, which one would you pick?"
"The only reason why people hang onto memories so dearly is because that's the only thing we've got when we lose everything else."
"I would use my last breath to say 'I love you', no matter what."
If you are happy where you are
If you can smile in an angels arms
If you can say that you will never cry
Then neither will I
I'll breath the air like it's my last day
I'll say that everything will be okay
Cause you gave me the grace to say
I can move on
"Why must we run? Why must we hide? Why must we cry? Why?"
"Because life is never fair, and it never will be."
"Then tell me how to live a life."
"Just keep smiling and look forward."
"What will that do?"
"If you never move forward you'll always be stuck in the past."
"But, I want to stay in the past."
"There's a saying, some people walk out of your past but others walk in, there's a reason why some people never made it to your future."
"..."
"So let go, Let go and go towards your future, where people who love you now are waiting for you with open arms."
"..."
"Go.."
"But.."
"Go now before it's too late!"
I watched as the hand was ripped away from me and I was thrown out of the darkness and into the light..
"OKAA-SAN!!!"
Have you ever felt that your life was always going around in circles? It never really had an ending? And sometimes even, when you love someone so much, your still the cause of their pain?
Why?
Life gives you so many questions that remain unanswered and it's up to us, human beings, to find it ourselves. Life is cruel, but so is the World.
The world created us, and we're the ones who get to live our lives the way we want it to but yet so many people throw away that little life of theirs and think they'll be sent to somewhere even better when reality is .. your life is a circle. Nothing ever ends.
Take my hand, and let's move forward together.
Let's go towards the future with open arms and embrace our tomorrow.
Yesterday is gone, today is forever and tomorrow may never come.
Cherish your life.
(Sasuke's P.O.V)
Usually human beings would probably given up by now after waiting for four months.. but no, I refuse to give up on her, I've waited years for her and I'm not afraid to wait that long again. She will wake up, no matter how long it takes. Even if I can't even move from this chair anymore then so be it. I refuse to leave her side.
But as I was sitting here holding her hand that hasn't moved for four months, eight days and twelve hours. I thought of something. I thought, the only reason why she was in this damn bed was cause of us, no me. I brought her into this damned fate. I brought her here and I swore I would protect her with my life yet here she was, unmoving, lying there on the bed.
I loved her so much, I want to keep her forever, I want to protect her, I want to be the one there for her but in the end I'm the one whose causing her pain, whose making her lie on this stupid bed for four fucking months.
But, the thing that I hate the most is the fact that I don't regret meeting her. I loved meeting her, I wanted to, I had an urge to.
I have been looking for a girl like her for like almost a century. I have been looking for a girl like her for my whole entire immortal life. And let me tell you, it's a long, long time.
I want to take her away, take her out of this horrible life that I invited her into but I can't, no, I don't want to. I want to keep her by my side forever, for eternity yet my selfish request is making her lie in this bed. I want to be able to help her, save her but all I'm doing so far is watching her, unmoving, on this stupid bed that I swear to burn and rip apart as soon as she wakes up.
Yes, I still believe that she will wake up soon, even if I have to wait for centuries and centuries, I will, I've done it before and I can do it again. I promise to be there for her and I will, this is the one thing I can do for now, no not now. This is something I will do with or without her consent. I will believe in her and make things right.
But, Please, just come back Sakura. Open up your eyes for me.
Please.
(End of Sasuke's P.O.V)
"What's the situation on this matter right now?"
"Currently they have hidden themselves somewhere around Konoha."
"Well? Did you find where they hid?"
"Sir, we have lost their whereabouts after they disappeared."
"Well then what the hell are you doing standing here?! Go find them immediately! We mustn't lose them!"
"Sir, Yes Sir!"
"Dismissed!"
(Sasuke's P.O.V)
I watched, and watched.
I longed, and longed.
I wished, and wished.
I prayed, and prayed.
Just for you.
To you.
It's been half a year now Sakura, when will you wake up? I had finally listened to Naruto and had some, but not a lot, of blood which happened to be just from animals. It doesn't mean I'm satisfied with it, it doesn't mean I gave up on you. I just want you to know. That I'm always here for you no matter what happens.
Twitch.
My head snapped up, I swore I could've gotten whiplash but then again I was already 'dead'. I stared at Sakura for the longest time, I swear I had seen a twitch, a movement from her. My eyes immediately shifted into blood red color from my anxiety and excitement as I continued watching her.
A quiet knock was at the door but I didn't remove my eyes from Sakura and didn't mutter a word.
"Sasuke."
"What is it?" I said as I already knew who it was without even looking up.
"I know you wouldn't like to hear what is going to be coming out of my mouth but don't you think it is time to let go? It's been half a year now Sasuke, half a fucking year. Six months. She hasn't even moved an inch, or gave any signal of even waking up. The only reason why we even know she's still alive is cause of her breathing and the beats of her heart but you, yourself, even better than all of us should know that both her breathing and heart beats are slowing down. Her body needs food and nutrition but there's no way for her body to take care of itself if the human isn't even able to move it or function it. She's not like us, Sasuke, we are immortal, she's a mortal who can break easily and this incident had just proven that. We have no guarantee that she's going to wake up. You might as well think of her corp—" Naruto was cut off by a slam into the wall by his bestfriend.
"What the hell did you just say?" I hissed out as my grip on Naruto's neck did not loosen, this time my blood red eyes were flashing dangerously in anger.
Naruto, who seemed unfazed, merely stared at me as his arms remained limp at his sides and his sapphire blue eyes stared straight back at me, "Sasuke, quit playing games. It's Game Over."
I raised one of my arms and was about to launch a punch straight into Naruto's face and probably break his nose, bruise both his eyes and bust his lip but before I could even do such a thing, something.. no, someone spoke.
"Where am I?"
(End of Sasuke's P.O.V)
When I had opened my eyes all I could see was.. well black.
I blinked, it felt so weird, my body felt so stiff as if I haven't moved it for ages. I sat up on whatever I was lying on, probably, hopefully, a bed. I glanced at my dark surroundings only to find two shadows on a nearby wall, one of the shadows had the other one up against the wall and it looked like it hurt, "Hey! What the hell are you doing to him?! Let go!" I would've got up and helped the poor person but my body wouldn't respond, my legs felt so heavy, my arms could barely move. The only thing I could move properly was probably my mouth, nose and eyes.
And before my brain could register what was happening, the shadow that was holding up the other one disappeared and reappeared right in front of me and had me in an embrace. I blinked but nonetheless returned the kind reaction, "Um, not to ruin the moment or anything but where am I?"
"Sakura.."
The voice sounded so deep, so smooth, so addicting, so pleasurable. Especially when they had said my name, it rolled off their tongues so fluently and perfectly, "Um, How do you know my name?"
Suddenly a flick was heard and the room was immediately brightened, though not too bright to hurt my eyes, just enough for me to see a handsome man in front of me and a blonde haired man near the light switch grinning at me. I was in a room. A room I did not know, and two men in a room with me. Alone. Oh boy.
My eyes widened slightly as I glanced down quickly to see if my clothes were still on, in which I sighed in relief when they were. I blinked and looked up at the two again, "So um, where am I?"
The man in front of me, who was very handsome by the way, stared at me and it looked like his eyes shown hurt for a slight second before returning to it's emotionless state, "Do you know who I am?" The voice had sent shivers down my spine.
I blinked at him before tilting my head slightly, "Um, no I'm sorry, I don't."
Somehow please understand
The meaning past the words that no one else can find
What you offer in your hand
It is not what I need, its not what I desire
Freedom is what I demand
Please do not take me there, where I do not wish to be
I know that even if you can't
Say that one word I need, I'll wait eternally..
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