A/N: Hello my fellow Muffins XD
I hope you'll enjoy this chapter, it's a long one! There are 4 chapters left of this story, they will all be longer than usual, please enjoy ^_^
Warning: This chapter contains fluff and some things that might disturb some people ;)
It's Got To Be Love-AkuRoku
Chapter11: A Day To Be Forgotten...
"Roxy, get up!" Axel exclaimed, shaking me violently "It's Christmas!" I sighed at Axel acting like a 6 year old.
"Fine, just 5 more minutes!" I growled. I was NOT a morning person.
"No, get up nowww!" Axel whined.
"Fine!" I shouted. Why did Axel have to be so childish?
"Good" Axel grinned as he got off my bed. I groaned as I looked at the alarm clock, it was 6 in the morning!
"Axel, have you seen the fucking time?" I groaned. I punched him in the arm out of frustration.
"Ow! What was that for grumpy pants?" Axel complained. He stared at me and pretended to cry.
"For being a dick, just go back to bed!" I said as I pulled the covers over my head. I sighed happily as I heard Axel leave. Finally, I can get some sleep... I gasped as Axel jumped on me, his bony elbows digging into my ribs.
"Get the fuck off Axel!" I yelled. Axel pretended to hump me, I growled as I got out of my bed. "Are you happy now?" I snapped. Axel nodded and sat on my bed; he pulled me onto my bed and cuddled me tight. He may be annoying, but he gives the best hugs.
"Merry Christmas Rox" Axel whispered into my ear, his hot breath tickling my skin. Merry Christmas Axel" I smiled. He kissed me on the cheek and held me close. I was disappointed as he pulled away.
"One sec" Axel whispered as he went into his room. I stared at the ceiling, wondering what my childish boyfriend was doing... I smiled at a grinning Axel walking in with his dressing gown and boxers with a present in his hands; I looked at him lovingly, what did he get me?
Axel handed me a small box, decorated with Christmas trees and hearts. I giggled at the present. He had given me a dog tag, with 'I love you' engraved on the back. "Thank you Axel" I grinned gratefully.
"Your welcome babe" Axel grinned back at me, he hugged me again, tighter this time. I pulled away to go and get Axel's present. I had got him a red jumper revealing his favourite band 'My Chemical Romance'.
I gave Axel the present, hoping he wouldn't laugh at my dreadful attempts at buying gifts. He took the box gratefully and opened it with excitement. He held the jumper up and read the writing on the back. He chuckled and gave me a kiss.
"Thank you Rox, I love it" he told me. I kissed back with more force, I felt so happy. Although, there still was a part of me missing, the part I missed most. Sora... I pulled away from Axel at the thought, I missed Sora so much. I can't wait to see him later, he phoned late last night to say he was gonna visit me today, just to see his cheesy grin will keep me going for days.
"What's wrong Roxas?" Axel asked me confused. I smiled at him as I put Sora to the back of mind.
"Nothing, I'm fine" I reassured him, I smiled to make it more believable. Axel nodded and hugged me again.
"Good, good." Axel yawned "I'm tired..."
"Serves you right for waking up at 6 in the god-damn morning!" I exclaimed. I yawned at the memory; I could do with a nap. Axel looked at me; he nodded as if he just read my mind. He turned off the light and we both lay on the bed motionless. I leaned my head against Axel's chest and fell asleep.
"Everyone downstairs in the Lounge, we're opening the presents!" Xemnas shouted up the stairs. I got out of bed and got dressed; I threw on my blue top, black skinny jeans and my blue Vans. Not forgetting my Christmas present from Axel. I styled my hair with gel; I brushed my teeth as it hardened. I smiled at the young, happy and content boy in the mirror. I have never been this happy; I don't want this day to end.
I tried to wake up Axel by shaking him; he wouldn't budge the lanky git!
"Axel, you have to wake up now!" I exclaimed, rolling my eyes.
"We don't have too. Xemnas can't force us!" Axel mumbled from under the covers.
"Fine, you can stay here by yourself!" I snapped. Axel mumbled something, too muffled for me to hear. I ignored Axel and went downstairs to see Xemnas and all of the children that I share a home with.
They all stared at me as if I was a murderer; their eyes looked evil, ready to kill.
"Hi Roxas! We've been waiting for you! Come here and sit next to me!" Xion squealed excitedly, everyone sighed at Xion. I looked all around the room as I sat down on the crème coloured sofa. I took in all the new faces. A pretty face stood out, a young girl in a white dress smiled warmly at me, her blonde locks resting on her petite shoulders.
"Here is your present Naminé" Xemnas smiled at her, giving her a gift wrapped in white tissue paper. She opened it so gently, trying not to rip the paper. She soon revealed a sketch book, with her name printed on the front.
"Thank you so much!" Naminé whispered, stroking the paper with her small hands. Xemnas nodded at her, before giving out a whole bunch of presents to everyone else. I soon lost count of everyone, as there were too many to remember.
"Here you go Roxas!" Xemnas grinned as he gave me a small box. I took it gratefully and smiled back, I opened the box, revealing a pair of pyjamas and a £20.00 note.
"Thank you" I squeaked quietly, putting the pyjamas back. I put on a fake smile for Xemnas as I headed back to my room. I felt someone poke me in the back gently, I froze at the touch.
"Urmm... Roxas?" Naminé whispered from behind me. I turned to see her innocent face, her blue eyes staring into mine.
"Yes Naminé" I smiled at her.
"D-d-do you have a g-girlfriend?" she stuttered, looking at the floor with embarrassment.
"Well, I'm flattered Naminé but I'm gay and in a relationship" I whispered to her quietly, she pouted at me, but she soon smiled sexily.
"I'm sure I can change that..." She purred into my ear, she started nibbling my ear lobe. I shivered at the touch.
"Naminé, I'm gay alright? Your very pretty but your a woman, so that sort of clashes with being gay. I don't want to upset you, bu-"
"Say no more Rox. I understand, but once you realise that you aren't gay, you know where I am sweet cheeks" Naminé whispered, she winked as she walked away, her hips moving side to side.
I sighed at her, she really shouldn't wear a white dress (see what I did there? ;) ) . I walked back up to my room, to be greeted by a sleeping Axel and a ringing mobile. I picked up my phone and pressed it to my ear.
"Hello?"
"Hi Rox!" Sora exclaimed.
"Hey Sor, Merry Christmas! Can't wait to see ya later!" I said quietly, desperately trying not to wake Axel.
"Merry Christmas Roxas... Urgh, about that, I can't make it there today Rox, I've got too much on for today Roxas. I'll try and visit you soon, yeah?" Sora whispered quietly. I didn't say anything. I felt like he had stabbed me in the heart, Sora's visit was the only thing that got me dressed and ready. What was more important than spending quality time with your own brother?
"Rox?" Sora asked. I hung up the phone and stormed out, I couldn't deal with Sora right now. I needed time to myself...
I breathed angrily, how could Sora do this to me? I was his only brother, his only family and he blows me off because he has 'too much on'! I don't care about Sora anymore, or that it's Christmas, I don't even give a shit about my life! It doesn't matter anyway; I don't even have one. I'm a nobody...
I stormed out into the unknown street; I needed to go somewhere that would calm me down, somewhere I was familiar with. I turned towards the Clock tower, a place that I was used to, and a place with so many memories. I ran towards the stairs, I ran in a desperate pace, I really wanted to feel the fresh breeze to wash my darkness away.
Once I finally reached the top, I collapsed in a heap onto the floor, feeling empty inside. I looked over the edge of the clock tower, what an easy way to die. All it would take would be 5 measly seconds till I'm away from this fail of a life. I sighed as I stood up, I put my toes towards the edge. I closed my eyes, ready to feel death.
'clunk'
I opened my eyes at the noise, I saw my Christmas present from Axel. The metal jewellery shone back at me, I picked it up and read the message again.
'I love you'
Exhausted, I fell onto the ground, feeling the coldness of the concrete on my skin. I'm not a nobody, I still have Axel. He loves me so I'm still someone to him; I closed my eyes as I thought of him. I love Axel so much...
As my phone started ringing, I got up sleepily. I must have fallen asleep...
"Hello?"
"Thank god Roxas, where the hell are you?" Axel burst angrily.
"Calm down Axe! I'm at the clock tower; I can go out by myself can't I?" I huffed.
"Not if you don't tell me Rox, you do remember the last time you went out when no-one knew?"
"How could I fucking forget Axel? Look, I'm old enough to go out on my own..."
"Just come back now Rox" Axel instructed.
"No Axel. I'll come back later, if you're so lonely, talk to fucking Larxene!" I shouted.
Axel sighed "Rox, we've been over this. I don't love Larx-"
I ended the call, I felt really mean by what I said, we have been over it and I promised that I would never bring it up again, but I have broken that promise. I'm such a failure...
As I started to walk back down the stairs, I heard a familiar voice, Olette! I started to run, desperate to talk to someone with such a calming personality. I ran out of the Clock tower and ran over to Olette sitting on a wooden bench talking quietly on the phone. She hung up immediately as she saw me running over. She stood up and gave me a hug; I hugged back gently, wanting to feel loved again.
As we both sat down, Olette soon saw through my smile and asked me what was wrong.
"Nothing's wrong Olette. I, I, I" I stuttered, I soon gave up trying to be happy, there was no fucking point.
"Are you going to tell me what's wrong?" She asked, staring at me with her deep, emerald eyes. I nodded tiredly, there's nothing to hide.
"It all started this morning. We had all opened our presents and I was really looking forward to seeing my brother, his names Sora, and then I get phone call from him saying he couldn't come because 'he had too much on'! Well, I was pretty pissed and I stormed out, I had an argument with my boyfriend over the phone so I pissed him off. I went to the clock tower to calm down but I just can't calm down without Sora, he's my brother. My only brother..." I whispered quietly, staring at my hands. Gradually, I looked up to see Olette looking up at the Clock tower.
"Roxas" She paused "Sora must have lot on if he changes his plans with his only brother. Don't you think that he needs your support, I mean, on top of the things he says he's taking care of, do you think that being ignored by your only brother is going to help him get through all those things?" She asked, looking into my eyes intently, waiting for an answer. I nodded sadly; all I've been doing is thinking about me, I'm so selfish and worthless...
"You should go and see your boyfriend and make up, do something nice together and live life to the full. There's no point moping" Olette smiled, I smiled warmly and hugged her tight. I started to walk away before she tugged my arm.
"Merry Christmas Roxas" She whispered, I smiled again.
"Merry Christmas Olette" I replied. As I headed back home, I started to run, desperate to apologise to Axel and enjoy the rest of Christmas day. Once I had reached the door, Xemnas opened it and smile broadly. That's gonna give me nightmares! I thanked Xemnas and began to walk up the stairs. I stopped immediately as I heard giggling, an evil giggle... from Axel's room. I walked up silently, trying to quieten every step. As I silently reached Axel's door, I barged in forcefully. Revealing the redhead that I was looking for and my worst enemy snogging on Axel's bed...
"Well hello Roxas!" Larxene giggled, tugging on Axel's hair sexily. I glared at Axel, that bastard has got some explaining to do!
A/N: Like it? I enjoyed writing this chapter, apart from how long it took. Sorry about that, I have had a lot going on lately. Well, I'll try and post the next chapter on quicker. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it! Sorry for any mistakes!
SeeYaLater!
-HereGoesMyReputation