His hands cupped L's flushed face, caressing as he slid his fingers down the side. The detective's ragged breathing was delicious to hear, something that made Light feel more… in control. L, as everybody knew, was always in control of his emotions. Light had suspected that perhaps L hadn't had any emotions. Well… until now, that is.
L's long, slender fingers grabbed his wrist firmly, pulling Light's hand away from his face. Raw passion was something instinctual, the need to feel, to touch... However Light's glazed eyes held something apart from that… it was something more, something that was similar to a strong need to possess? L was certainly not stupid, regardless of any situation. He could see it in Light's every move; that Light was determined to control every fiber of his being. To make him, L, bow down to Light in all possible ways. It didn't surprise him that Light was acting this way. It was why he had suspected Light to be Kira in the first place. Light's characteristics just screamed Kira all over. It was because the only person that could fit Kira was Light.
L wasn't afraid (when had he ever been afraid?), he was, in fact, slightly annoyed. How Light was underestimating him… it was rather insulting. It was true that he hadn't had sex before with either gender. However it didn't mean that he was completely ignorant of the concept of sex. Yes, he didn't really understand how males would be able to achieve sex, but he knew the basic concept of how sex between a male and a female was like.
Other than that… he did not have much more to complain about. After all, Light treating him like he didn't know a thing gave him an advantage.
An advantage he would use.
The difficult part being that the sensations he felt were (he had to admit) rather overwhelming, and Light… he was very, very experienced with such… things. It was very distracting indeed. To the point where he could not even calculate mentally with his usual efficiency.
Very infuriating.
But he enjoyed a challenge once in a while… Especially since challenges (to L) were exceedingly rare. He hated that there was a good chance (fifty-six point two percentage) that he would lose. It was, however, the fact that he could lose that added to the thrill of the challenge presented at hand.
Of course, not that he would allow himself to actually lose. Losing, to L, was something not available in his dictionary. L losing… it was incomprehensible to him. With his level of intellect and judgement (plus the wide range of connections he possessed), it seemed near impossible that he could even lose any sort of challenge…
Until Light came strolling along, stuck in his world of absolute righteousness and justice. Arrogant, confident… similar to L himself.
And too much like Kira.
The very being that was Light was a challenge; the most difficult and entertaining one yet.
"You're enjoying it." Light leaned forward, breathing into L's ear. It was a statement, not a question. Both of them were still hard, evidently so. L was now sitting up, since his hands were not restrained anymore.
L could see the smirk blatantly plastered on Light's face. Knowing that it would be wiped off soon, L felt very pleased.
"It is a natural response, Light-kun. An inherent tendency that coerced me to respond as such." L replied breathlessly, the gears in his brilliant mind turning. L's hand snaked to Light's groin, beginning to massage similar to the way Light had done before…
Light sucked in a deep breath. He kept his even breathing as L worked on him, pale graceful fingers working their magic. It was rather good, considering it was L's first time. Light hadn't completed his hand job with L earlier (nor the one with his mouth), hoping that it would prolong the moment enough so that he could find a chance to enter the detective. However, with L now picking up the pace with his hand, it was possible that Light would be the one who would come first…
It would be absolutely humiliating that L, being a complete virgin, hadn't come before he had… right? Light was, after all, supposed to be in charge, with him letting L experience things that the arrogant detective had never known before. Being an experienced player, Light wasn't one who lasted only a short moment. However, with the way L was working on him, it was obvious what L's intentions were. And that he would have succeeded, had Light not stopped him in time.
Light did not feel like stopping it at all. It felt so good… L was certainly learning more quickly than he had thought. However it was necessary. Allowing L to continue would deal a great blow to his pride… and maybe even his plans.
He grabbed L's hand in a vice-like grip, earning a slight puzzled look from L. He then quickly pulled L's hands above his head and pushed him roughly on the bed.
"Light-kun!" L exclaimed, panicking. He hadn't thought that Light would react in such a way. And now that he was back into this vulnerable situation…
How could he turn the tables now?
L lashed at himself inwardly. He should have, according to his plan, pushed Light down while he was still distracted by… L's own ministrations. Now that Light had foiled his plan, he felt like kicking the boy right in the face as he had done several times in the past. It would bring him great pleasure to see Light in agony…
And Light squirming underneath him as he roughly pounded into the lithe-
L squeezed his eyes shut.
"Don't you remember that I always win, L?" Light grinned, flashing a triumphant smile. L opened his eyes, glaring at the boy above him.
"You don't, Kira." L's eyes flashed, shooting Light a malevolent glare. Although Light said nothing, L could see the swirling depths of rage in his hazel-brown eyes growing.
Light responded with a rough twist of L's wrist.
L involuntarily cried out. A lance of pain shot through his wrist as his eyes began to water.
It hurt.
"Not so talkative now?" Light sneered, still tightly gripping L's twisted wrist. Seeing L in such a vulnerable state, he was certainly enjoying it. His groin area was growing hotter and hotter. L had no control whatsoever. L was his. His and his alone.
Despite himself, he had to admit; the detective's cries of pain were surprisingly erotic.
"Let go!" L whimpered, struggling from Light's steel grip. At this rate, he was certain his wrist was going to break. The worst thing was that he could see, and feel that Light was enjoying so much more with him in such a state.
Bastard.
Light loosened his hold. L took the chance to attempt a desperate punch at the cruel boy straddling him. Light sighed as he grabbed L's wrist again, stopping the punch midway from its target: his face.
"Have you actually read the whole story on the iPad, L?"
L paused. The exasperation on his face lessened. Confusion and wariness crept into his expression.
"I didn't think it was necessary."
"Then let me show you what happened… Everything."
Before L could respond Light bent down to kiss him. He explored the other's mouth hungrily, sucking L's tongue into his mouth and playing with it delightedly.
L squirmed, trying his best to escape Light's hot… (no!) disgusting kiss.
Ugh, but Light felt so good…
Light slid his hand down to L's groin area, massaging in a way he knew was mind-blowing. Heh, the stubborn detective needs a little persuasion to give in… he thought.
Again…! L's hazed mind processed, struggling for any control whatsoever…
And ultimately failing…
L couldn't think anymore. All he could do was feel and touch as his traitorous body betrayed him…
Light was pleased. He realized L responded very nicely to that form of stimulation… The detective was now shivering and kissing him harder; his pale face flushed with passion and beaded with glistening perspiration as he looked up at Light with intensely pleasure glazed eyes…
Light shuddered. It was good that L was sensitive; it would make it more fun. He was so inviting and vulnerable that Light wanted him, intensely.
Light paused to fumble for some lube in the top drawer of the nightstand before returning quickly to L's arms; performing his preparatory ministrations, his fingers delving deeper now to start prepping in earnest…
He would make sure L's first experience was a far cry from his own; he'd make sure it was nothing short of mind-shatteringly incredible. L's body stiffened the second Light started his ministrations and he looked up at him with something between desire and alarm.
No. It was impossible.
"What are you-?" he murmured softly, panic seeping into his voice.
The look on his face was precious and Light bent to kiss him fervently. "I want all of you, L..." Light murmured seductively. "I will feel you to your core and please you like you've never known..." he purred. "You'll love it..."
It didn't take a genius to notice that Light hadn't asked L for any permission and was not going to stop now, no matter the consequences.
L's eyes widened.
Light, as usual, did not wait for L to respond. He took L's mouth roughly as his fingers continued to tease, probe and search out all the places that made L respond the best.
Two fingers… Three…
L tensed, as pain shot through his body again. It was unnatural, uncomfortable and painful. He winced as Light stretched him again. The lubricant was cold and slippery… it felt disgusting and-
What was that that he felt?
Fear clawed at him as he felt Light's tip slowly nudging him.
"No…" he managed to moan, "It can't… It's impossible…" Panic was now evident in his voice.
"Shhh… it's fine. Loosen up, L. It'll be fine. If you tense up like that it'll hurt more, and I won't be able to fit properly." Light attempted to soothe him.
Did he just hear Light correctly? Because the boy had said that it would hurt more. Which meant that no matter what it would hurt! Before L could have a panic breakdown, Light settled between L's knees and he pulled L's legs up around his waist entered him, hard. L tightly gripped the sheets, knuckles turning white, and cried out. The pain… it was everywhere. He felt like he'd been ripped open.
"Get… it… out!" he said through gritted teeth. It was unbearable and it hurt so bad…
"Just relax… relax…" Light managed to say between gasps. L was so tight… and hot. The heat was killing him. He did not thrust in and out yet, but he felt like he was going to die if he didn't.
The heat enveloping him was so hot… and L's cries (albeit of pain) were so erotic…
Maybe he was a sadist, after all.
L, having not much of a choice, tried his best to relax. It didn't help soothe the pain at all, but hopefully it would make this experience go by much quickly. Light felt L trying his best to clamp down the panic and relax beneath him, and soon it was much easier to move inside him.
L concentrated on his breathing. In… out… in… out…
However strong his will was though, he didn't manage to stop the tears that had been pooling from falling. It was humiliating and disgusting… But perhaps at this point he shouldn't have to care about his pride anymore. The magnitude of pain was so large that he could see black spots obscuring his vision. Maybe he was going to lose consciousness soon? In his mind, he earnestly begged for the bliss of unconsciousness…
Until suddenly, amidst the pain, a weird relief of pleasure shot through him. "Nngh!" he cried out. The unexpected pleasure hitting him hard. Light smiled as a sense of victory came upon him. Ah… so this was his spot. He had seen L, the-Great-L, reduced to tears below him. And it pleased him greatly…
Wait, L was crying? He kicked himself inwardly, feeling a little regretful… Maybe he'd gone too far...? No! This was right. He was Light Yagami, the God Of the-
What? No!
Light felt the feelings hurl themselves at him in full force; confusion, pleasure, anger, regret… The mix of emotions overwhelmed him as pounded on that spot again, sending waves of overwhelming pleasure to the detective. The pain. The pleasure. L didn't know which was which anymore. Both consumed him whole simultaneously, eating away at his very core.
It hurts. It feels good. It hurts so good.
L shivered with a soft, delighted moan. Yes, his body was wracked with pain and it was horrible. However, the pain, mixed with such intense pleasure… It was good? It was so deliciously good…
No, he wasn't delighting in the pain... Was he?
Soon L was groaning softly and moving his hips urgently, as Light picked up the pace. They were both moving together rapidly on the bed, soft groans and cries of passion escaping and mingling in the air.
Pain, confusion, pleasure, anger, desire…
The strong desire to posses and to feel.
Light made sure that L came first, as he had originally planned. He wanted to watch the moment when those deep dark eyes drown in pleasure and glazed with complete bliss. He wanted to always be able to remember that and taunt the detective for the rest of his existence. He wasn't far behind, and then they slumped together tiredly on the bed in the glowing aftermath. Light rolled off L onto his back, lying on his side beside him.
Ragged breathing and pounding hearts slowed gradually, their body heat still more than enough to keep them warm.
Minutes went by…
Light wanted the detective to talk first. He would then respond accordingly. After all, he had won and L had lost. Wait, he had won? Yes! He, Light Yagami, had won the stubborn, intelligent, arrogant, attractive…
Attractive…?
He found L to be attractive? Well, he wouldn't deny it. L was rather, much to his delight, sexy. Mmm, he felt, for the first time, like he had gorged on sweets and was deliciously full. Said sweets being L himself.
More time slowly crawled past. He wondered what L would say…
Until he realized the detective was too quiet.
He turned to L. The sight that met his eyes was surprisingly endearing. The detective was still naked, his fair skin glistening with perspiration. He was sleeping on his side, facing Light. His lean frame was slack, for once not tense and wary. He was in a cuddling position, long, lanky fingers slightly grasping the sheets. His breath was even and still, his eyes peacefully closed. Those eyes were adorned with his signature eye circles, making him look like an adorable panda. Dark, luscious lashes contrasted with the pale creamy skin tone of his face, painting shadows. His ebony hair beautifully framed his face, giving him a softer appearance than ever before.
Light looked away, a blush slightly coating his cheeks. L was... beautiful. Insanely infuriating, yet unmistakably beautiful. He looked back to L's sleeping form, unable to look away anymore. Slowly, he reached out with one hand, caressing the sleeping L's face; a soft sliding motion down his cheek. Smooth, flawless skin... His hand left L's face as his eyes looked over his body. His chest was falling up and down peacefully... Completely asleep. Utterly defenseless.
L. An alphabet that meant so much more to him now than ever before. The very being sleeping beside him. Infuriating, arrogant, childish, cruel, intelligent, attractive... and oh so beautiful.
His angel of death...
L.
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note.
A/N: So... how was it? I hoped it was okay :) Thank you so much everyone! And so I was going to collate the results of how many thought who would top, right?
Undecided/Either is fine : 2
No. of votes for L to top : 5
No. of votes for Light to top : 11
Yup. There is all to it. I think most of you already expected Light to top... ( ) As I said, this is dedicated to my friend, Kay, so... it was rather obvious that L was uke xD However! I did leave a tiny leeway for myself in which I can write an alternate ending whereby L's plan to push Light down works! ;) Maybe I'll get to that someday... And please take note. This is NOT THE LAST CHAPTER. C'mon, I'm not that cruel xD
I'm sorry I didn't reply to reviews! D: My new school's real stressful T_T I will try my best to get to that when I've got free time. Oh and since I posted it on my old Chapter Four, I might as well say it again. Yes, I am fifteen in 2012, but my birthday isn't on New Years' xD I wonder why FF authors are sensitive about their ages? O-O I don't see how it affects anything when revealed xD (But really, if you guys don't mind sharing with me the secret why it's forbidden... xD)
And wow, you guys! 52 reviews! Thank you so much for all the encouragement and feedback! I really do appreciate it!
Hopefully this chapter is satisfactory...! :P
-Anony
(P.S. I've tried a few humor-themed stories recently... as some of you guys know. If you guys want to... check it out! xD)