A/N: SRY I haven't updated in a while and decided that Haymitch and Katniss needed to get it on again so yeah. This is set in Mockingjay a few hours after Annie and Fnnick's wedding. So the plot is pretty much Katniss is upset over Peeta and Haymitch tries to help. It contains some rape so just warning you. R&R if you want and enjoy.

I don't own the Hunger Games.

KPOV

I think I might cry right now, but I swallow the idea. I can't cry now. Especially here. Annie and Finnick are eating their wedding cake that Peeta beautifully frosted. I feel happy for them.

It's real love, true love. They can't be parted.

The sad thing is Peeta's not doing very well and I barely feel his love anymore, he thinks I'm a mutt, a monster. But I can't cry here. Plus I hate crying in front of people. Always have.

Always.

I start to tear up and run to the nearest door. I burst it open and find a storage room. I open it and bury myself with cleaning supplies, and start sobbing. When the door opens.

It's Haymitch he looks at me cuddling with a mop sobbing. He comes and wraps his arms around me. I bury my head in his chest. He sits down on a chair and I'm sitting on his lap, still sobbing.

"Shhhhh, its okay to cry, don't worry everything will be okay, I promise.' He whispers, rubbing my back. I keep crying and he kisses my forehead. He keeps peppering my forehead with kisses and touches my bruised neck with gentle fingers.

I look up at him and he comes closer to my face. "Are you ok?" he asks. I shake my head. Then all the sudden he kisses me No this feels wrong I don't want him now. I want Peeta. My crazy Peeta. "No Haymitch stop" I say pulling away. 'No Katniss you need this' he says coming closer again. I push him away and get up. "I don't I need Peeta that's it'. He gets up and comes closer to me. 'C'mon' he says. ' NO please Haymitch last time it was a mistake please."Well it's my fault you could have stopped at any moment, but no' he got closer to my face I stepped back a little. 'You didn't do anything but moan' He grabbed my shoulder hard. I winced and backed up to the wall.

I regret everything kissing him, having sex with him, everything. Right now all I want to do is run away from this man. He comes closer to my face. "What is it sweetheart already lost the spark" he kisses my lips hard enough to bruise. I wince more trying to pull away but he grips my shoulder even harder.

I can't move, and he pulls away. He looks at me in the eye, "You're not leaving for loverboy this time" touching my breasts. I try to push him off me but he pins my arms above my head and keeps touching my chest and takes the top of my dress off

I hate this so much right now, I try to scream but he slaps me and continues taking off my bra. I start to tear up when he starts to touch my breast. He licks them and looks up at me. He sees me crying and goes faster trying to make me moan. I can't help but let a moan out. He smirks and goes down to take off the dress completely.

I'm crying now and he slaps me again to shut me up. He takes off my panties and waste no time at all and takes off his pants and underwear. He lifts my leg on his shoulder and thrust inside me. I start to cry quietly trying not to make a sound as he pounds inside me. I let a few moans but I'm not enjoying this at all. He keeps pounding and moans.

I regret everything I did with him and wish Peeta can come in and rescue me. But Peeta changed, he's not the same shy, quiet, gentle, loving boy that loved me. He's now a changed crazy capitol project whose mission is to kill me. I still love him but still know he can punch me at any second. All my thoughts clear out of my head as Haymitch grabs my neck and comes. I scream and cry as his cum fills me. When the door flies open.

It's him, it's Peeta he looks at us and gets the wrong idea, thinking I enjoyed and cried in pleasure. "You're despicable Katniss" he growls and leaves slamming the door.

Haymitch lets go of me and I fall to the ground naked, used, and yes still sobbing. Hatmitch zips his pants and knees to meet my face. "You tell anyone and I'll hurt you so hard, you'll be worse than Peeta. Got it sweetheart" he whispers. I nod my head quickly and watch him leave. I lay on floor and everything turns black.

A/N: YEP he just raped katniss. Poor girl anyway I wanted to make haymitch the bad guys cause I decided to make a katniss and peeta lemon next chapter but I won't take too long since it's the weekend so R&R if you want and follow me so you can see the updates and stuff thanks for reading.