Author's Note: So...I'm not very tired so I decided to have a Glee Marathon! I have both The complete season 1 and season 2 dvds :D Plus I have cookies and Cherry Coca Cola..yummm. Thanks for the reviews..:D Take out the spaces for the picture of what Elizabeth looks like. :D http :/ www. cutebabieswallpapers .com /cute-baby-girl-with-her-curly-hair/
Unbreakable
Blaine
Kurt is on the phone with Sebastian. He won't admit it, but he isn't quite sure how to take care of me when I'm an emotional wreck. I hope having Sebastian here will help. Kurt needs it, taking care of me and Elizabeth has to be getting exhausting. Both of us get exhausted when we are taking care of Elizabeth together, I can't imagine how he feels doing it by himself and taking care of me too. I close my eyes as I hear Kurt shut his cellphone. I'm supposed to be resting, but I just don't want to rest right now. Maybe if I act like I'm asleep..he won't bug me.
Kurt
Sebastian is on his way over, to stay over a few nights and help with Blaine and Elizabeth. I need a long, warm shower and a few moments alone. Sebastian promised me both, I'm so happy I could almost kiss him. It will take alittle over an hour for him to get here, so I pick up Elizabeth.
"Guess who is coming over Elizabeth..Sebastian is." I tell her, kissing her nose lightly as she giggles excitedly. "He is gonna help with you and daddy."
"Da..daddy.." Elizabeth attempts to say as I set her on the bed. She crawls toward Blaine and curls up next to him. I smile and watch, I swear she knows something is wrong with Blaine. I've been keeping my cool around Blaine and Elizabeth, but I need sometime to let it all out.
I lay on the bed next to Elizabeth and Blaine, waiting patiently for Sebastian to get here. I drift off a bit until I hear a knock on the bedroom door.
"Come in.." I say groggily, sitting up slowly, looking toward the door. Sebastian walks in with a duffel bag. Sebastian looks at me and points at the bathroom.
"Go...relax...have a good hour to yourself in the bathroom. I've got everything under control." Sebastian says, tapping his foot lightly as he continues to point at the bathroom. I smile alittle and stumble tiredly to the bathroom, where I already have something for me to slip on after my shower. I turn my Ipod on and close my eyes for a moment. It feels wonderful to just be able to stand here in the bathroom, alone, and not have to worry about Elizabeth and Blaine. I turn the shower on and slowly pull my clothes off. As I step under the warm water, my whole body just seems to completely relax for a moment, so I just close my eyes and let the water fall on me, soaking my hair and body. After a moment I open my eyes and start to wash my hair and such, trying to keep my mind clear.
My mind doesn't want to stay clear though. I haven't even began to come to terms that Blaine miscarriaged, I've been too busy thinking about other things and caring for him and Elizabeth. I chew on my bottom lip and try not to start crying. I can feel the tears that are threatening to escape. Even though part of me knows that a good cry with help with coming to terms with the miscarriage I still don't want to break down.
Sebastian told me I needed to be alone and break down when I was on the phone with him. I know I should listen to him but I feel like I have to be strong for both Blaine and Elizabeth. I lean back against the cold shower wall and slide down it, then I hug my knees to chest and just let myself cry.
Sebastian
As I hear the shower turn on I walk over to Blaine and poke him on the forehead, saying, "Blaine..you aren't asleep..I'm not stupid." Blaine opens his eyes and sticks his tounge out at me. "How are you doing Blaine?"
Blaine sits up and shrugs lightly, looking at me as he says, "It hurts...so much." I hug him close and let him cry on my shoulder, just rubbing his back lightly. I glance at Elizabeth, making sure she hasn't woke up. She is still fast asleep, looking like a perfect little angel.
"Blaine, lay down and rest, you don't have to sleep, just rest." I tell him softly as I let him go. I pick Elizabeth up carefully and put her in the crib, covering her up. I turn toward Blaine again, he is nearly curled up like a cat, his eyes red and pufffy from crying. "Oh Blaine..what am I going to do with you?"
Blaine looks at me and raises an eyebrow, mumbling "You know how to handle emotional me much better then Kurt." I pat his hand lightly and smile.
"Kurt will be able to handle it, I'll teach him." I say with a small laugh. Blaine smiles lightly and chuckles. "Hey..I made you chuckle and smile..I'm good aren't I?"
The next thing I know I'm being whacked in the face with a pillow. I smile big and grab it, throwing it back at Blaine. We spend about 10 minutes just throwing pillows at each other. Finally, we just lay on the bed trying to catch our breaths from laughing too hard. I glance at Blaine and smile, knowing I'm already getting his mind off the miscarriage and I've only been here less than an hour.
"Blaine, it's gonna be fine. I promise." I say softly, patting his hand again. He smiles lightly and closes his eyes, mumbling something about resting for a while. I put my hands under my head and listen to the shower running, slowly drifting off to sleep.
Kurt
I spend half an hour on the floor of the shower, sobbing with my knees hugged tightly to my chest. Once I just can't cry anymore, I stand up and wash myself quickly and turn the water off. I dry off slowly and start putting on creams and stuff, not that I do it as much as I used to. I don't have the time.
I put on the clothes sitting on the counter and walk back into the room. Sebastian and Blaine are fast asleep on the bed and Elizabeth is asleep in her crib. I put my hand on my hips and grumble. This is fair...where am I supposed to lay?
I sigh and turn the light off, then start to wiggle myself in between Sebastian and Blaine. Once there, I cuddle close to Blaine and let myself drift off.
Author's Note: Sebastian is here :D yay...:D reviews are love...:D