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WARNING! This chapter is M rated. I repeat, this chapter contains MATURE content and explicit sexual language.

Wake up,
Look me in the eyes again.
I need to feel your hand upon my face.

Words can relay knife,
They can cut you open.
And then the silence surrounds you and hunts you.

I think I might've inhaled you.
I could feel you behind my eyes.
You've gotten into my bloodstream.
I could feel you floating in me.

Bloodstream by Stateless

Chapter Eighteen - Blood Ties

When I woke up, I was lying on a comfortable bed. I slowly rose to a sitting position. The room was dim enough for me not to see anything beyond the bed I was lying on. The only light in the room was coming off a lamp that was by the bedside. I looked down when I felt the slightly low temperature of the room. I was sitting on the bed dressed only in my panties and bra. Just before I could wonder about my clothes, a soft icy flesh lightly ran down my back, giving me a tingling feeling. I turned toward the touch to see Godric lying on the bed with one of his hand tucked behind his head. He was shirtless; his pale, creamy skin was exposed, presenting me his toned chest and arms.

My jaw dropped as my eyes moved over his bare skin, ogling at him with no shame. DAMN, I didn't even notice he was on the bed. His lips curved up, giving me his usual smirk as he rose to sit beside me. "… Don't get up." He said gently in his smooth voice as he pushed me back to lie on the bed again before he moved to hover over me. My hands seemed to be itching to touch his soft looking skin, so I tentatively raised them to brush it against his strong chest and shoulders to his bicep, feeling his strong muscles underneath my finger tips. One of his leg moved between mine as his hand caressed my bare stomach to my rib bones. His skin felt better than it looked, and I couldn't help but close my eyes as the coldness of it did wonders against my warm body.

He bent down to press his soft lips against mine as he kissed me passionately. His tongue glided slowly against my lips before moving to slip in-between. God, why does he taste so delicious? Godric's tongue skillfully moved around my mouth longingly touching everything as if trying to memorize the taste. I could feel my own tongue touch and explore his cold mouth, trying to battle against his. "Tell me." he demanded as his lips tore from mine to trail a line of open-mouthed kisses down my throat. My head seemed to move on its own, tilting to the side, granting Godric full access to lick and suck at my neck. "…Tell you… what?" I questioned in between straggled moans and whimpers. He found that particular sensitive spot just at the juncture of my neck and shoulder and concentrated there, as he seemed be urged on by each and every sounds that I made. Oh my god, it felt so unbelievably good.

He spoke in between kisses, sucking and biting lightly, "Tell me your mine." Each and every single nerve in my body was alive, responding to his soft, feathery touch. "Tell me… you were waiting for me. You kept yourself pure and sweet, just for me." he claimed and I couldn't voice my answer, all it came out when I open my mouth was breathless moan. His lips were moving as if his taste buds were intoxicated with the sweetest taste he ever experienced. His hands seemed to know what they were doing—whatever they were doing. I was so high on sensation, I didn't even notice that one of his hands was tracing up and down my spine, slipping in-between the bed and my back, slowly pausing only when encountering an obstacle: my bra hook. He slipped just a finger between the material of my bra and my back before snapping it with a quick vampire speed jerk, causing me to let out a yelp in surprised.

"No one else but me… tell me, you have always been mine." He ordered as his lips and hands dominated my body. I felt like I was melting, as something between my legs was throbbing. His hand moved to yanked my bra from my chest and carelessly throw it over his shoulder. My legs shifted so I could wrap them around his waist. Using his vampire skills, Godric's lips slide against my skin, moving between my breasts. I let out a strained moan, my hand tightening in his hair to hold him there as my other hand digging into the bed sheet. His open mouth drifted to a nipple, his tongue lightly licking. I groaned loudly, my fingers digging deeper into the sheet as the sensory overload threatened to drive me insane. It was as if my body was on fire… a delicious fire. His fingers moved to cup one of my breasts as his other hand glide down my stomach, descending to my panties. The moment his fingers slid passed my panties, touching the sweet sensitive spot there, I shot up in pleasure.

I swiftly shot up feeling disoriented from jerking up to quickly. I slowly set up on the bed, pulling myself together. My heart was beating rapidly, like I just ran a million miles, and I could feel the wetness between my legs. Ok, what just happened? Was that all a dream? I mean, I had wet dreams before, but it was nothing like this. This was like wet dream to the extreme. My body was tingling; I could have sworn some invisible force was touching me. That was the most realistic and vivid dream I ever had in my life, in fact, it left my entire body covered in goose bumps. I took a breath, inhaling in and out, trying to come down my body, for I could still feel the excitement. It was as if my entire body was covered in highly sensitive nerves. I looked down just making sure that the dream didn't really happen in reality. Instead of my partially naked body I was expecting, my eyes met Godric's white shirt. I have no idea why I was wearing the vampire's white button up shirt. I slowly touched the fabric, feeling the softness of it. It fitted a bit loose on me, and the sleeves brushed against my finger tips. Maybe my dream did happen, or why else would I wake up wearing a man's shirt.

There it goes again, the throbbing between my legs, damn it. I quickly begin to inhale and exhale, forcing myself to think about something else, hoping maybe if I busy my mind it might go away. And it did, after a moment, it slowly eased away. I looked up, finally noticing my surroundings. It seemed like I was in some sort of hotel room, a very elegant and fancy looking room. I pushed the covers away and set up properly, taking in the fact that I was laying on a comfortable, large king size bed, covered with a white, soft, cloudy like comforter. The room was bright and well-decorated to the finest things. Not that I don't enjoy such beautiful rooms, but I still have no idea what in the hell I was doing in a hotel room?

That was when it hit me. The explosion; Godric's home had exploded and… the burn… that agonizing pain. It was as if somebody just dumped a bucket of cold water on me. I could almost feel the pain, the unbearable burn. I frantically looked down, trying to find the nasty looking burnt that happened on my arm, but there was nothing there. I wasn't going crazy, I might have been out of it at the time, but I know what I saw. I was definitely hurt. My hands swiftly moved down to my abdomen, feeling where the excruciating pain had occurred, but yet again, there was nothing. There was not even a scratch on me; in fact, my skin looked a bit flawless. How could this happen? I wasn't dreaming that too, or was I?

Just then, the door opened and Godric stepped into the room. He walked toward me his eyes scanning my body up and down. The moment my eye laid on him, the throbbing came in full force. It was as if my body was responding to his presence. My fingers dig into the bed as I bit on my lips. I could tell his vampire eyes did not miss a thing. "How do you feel?" He questioned his voice slightly sounding monotone. I looked up into his silver-blue eyes, noticing the sparkle in them were gone as his face looked a bit gloomy and somewhat… depressed. I could tell right away there was definitely something wrong with him. I don't know why, but I was immediately alarmed, somehow gaining the strength to completely ignore the ache between my legs. "I feel great. In fact I never felt better." I answered, trying to read his face. It was true, I felt like I was about to burst with energy too, as if every fiber in my body was alive. I felt like I could literally fly and do anything. Godric gave me a quiet humm as a respond, while sitting down at the end of the bed, his back facing me. If there ever a moment I resented the vampire for sitting so close, well, it was now. Damn it, my body was responding like crazy, as if he was calling me to him. My fingers dig deeper, almost tearing the bed sheet, but it wasn't holding me back.

I slowly moved, crawling on the bed toward him, a predator finding its prey. He had changed his clothe as he was dressed in the white attire, similar to the one he had on back in the cage. The first a few buttons were left undone, exposing his soft looking skin and the tattoo around his neck. I dropped my arms around his neck as I rested my chin on his shoulder, taking in his sweet scent. I always thought he smell like the first drop of summer's rain. It was like a drug moving through my system, driving me wild as his aroma wrapped around me pulling me in deeper. God, what's happening to me? I nuzzled my cheek into his neck, pressing my lips to the soft skin of his collar bone, right on the stroke of his tattoo before slowly moving up to kiss the curve of his neckline. I slowly kissed and nibbled his sweet smelling skin, sometimes biting on to it, not enough to draw blood, but enough to make him groan softly. This was somehow making me feel a sense of empowerment, biting one of the most powerful vampires in the world. It was that dominating feeling that seemed to push my excitement over the top.

If anyone happened to see us at that moment, it would look like a simple kisses on the neck, yet it was beyond anything I ever felt. God, have mercy. "You had consumed quite a bit of my blood." He stated knowingly. I pulled back from his, oh so inviting skin, to look down at him inhaling in and out. Did he just say I drank his blood? Godric moved his head to look up at me as if knowing exactly what I was feeling. "Vampire blood is able to mend wounded humans." He continued his eyes scanning my face before landing on my sex driven foggy eyes. I knew it, I knew I wasn't hallucinating, and there was an explanation to why I'm still alive. It made sense; Godric had given me his blood to heal me. "Vampires' blood comes with a few side effects, for the next few days you might experience increase in strength, speed, reflexes, increase senses to stamina… and you will also be drawn to me, become sexually potent… toward me." he spoke as if reading a newspaper or something, but at the same time his voice was held a bit of hesitation. I guess, this definitely explains the dream and why I feel like jumping him. Imagine if all vampires' blood could have such effect, the blood of one as old and powerful as him will probably have more affective result. Not to mention, he said I had consumed too much of his blood. Godric spoke again breaking my thought. "Blood bond such as this is strong, connecting us as one. I will be to sense your location, and feel your emotions." I wonder if he could sense how much I wanted him, the desire that seemed to burn within me. My eyes wondered back to his neck, daring me to come to it. No, no, no. I shook my head; I have to get a hold of myself, this wasn't me. Well, it was kind of me; the blood is just bringing it out of me ten fold. I force myself not to think about that sort of things. No sex, no jumping. Instead, I tried to pay attention to what was wrong with him. The look in his eyes reminded me around the time when we first met. He had the same look back then, as if he admitted defeat. It was starting to worry me. I bent down, resting my head against his. It seem like no matter what I do, my body have to come in contact with his.

"I never said thank you for saving my life." I stated expressing my appreciation. At the same time, hoping this could be the way for him to open up to me. "There is no need for gratitude, It should have never happened. This was my fault." He stated, his voice sounding dishearten. I drew back gazing down at him. "What? Godric, do not think like that. You had absolutely no control over what happened." I spoke sturdily. I hate it when he took all the responsibilities like that and blame himself for everything that happened. If anyone is guilty for what happened, it's Steve. He is the one who is beyond obsessed over vampires and can't except his failure. "Anna, you have to understand that you almost died." Godric voiced, bringing me back from my irritated thoughts toward my brother in law. He slowly undid my arm that was around his neck and stood up, leaving me kneeling on the bed slightly reaching out toward him. I didn't want him to leave my arms, and now, all my nerves seemed to be awake again, begging me to follow him and glue myself to his side. Godric's voice was strong as he spoke, "You had broken silver chains embedded in you, and if I had not appeared in time…" he looked away, his voice softening at the end. He closed his beautiful eyes and let out a sigh.

"It should have never happened. I shouldn't have…" he paused as if he was forcing the words out. "I should have never inquired you to come with me. You should have stayed home, where you were safe. I have caused you nothing but harm, Anna. I do not know what I was thinking… I do not realize the endangerment I was placing you in. I just…" He shook his head, swallowing as his Adam's-apple moved in his throat. It hurt a lot more than I thought it would to hear him say this, but I could tell he was hurting too. I could tell this was something he had to say, and he was forcing it out. I slowly got off the bed I was kneeling on before stepping toward him. The vampire's white shirt I was wearing came just pass my panties; I guess it was enough of a cover.

"Godric, please look at me." I requested cupping his cheeks with both of my hands, catching his eyes with mine. "I am fine. See, I'm perfectly fine. And I'm happy here with you, Godric. If I could be any where in the world, this is exactly where I want to be." My voice came out low, but perfectly clear. Doesn't he realize that he makes me feel safe more than any home could provide? Besides, if I'm meant to die, if it's my time, there is no vampire or power that could prevent it. All happens in God's will. The bible says, for dust thou art, and unto dust shall thou return (Genesis 3:19). Sooner or later, we all have to depart from our physical form. I wrapped my hands around Godric's waist, resting my head against his strong chest. "So don't worry about it too much. And if you need to talk, you know I'm here for you right? You don't have to carry this burden alone any longer, Godric. Share with me, and I promise I won't let you down." I voiced into his chest where I had my face buried. His fingers moved brushing through my hair.

"Have I told you, how beautiful you are, Anna?" He asked and I looked up a bit taken-back by the randomness of it. "No, I don't think you have?" I laughed raising my eyebrow at him. His hands moved from my head to my face as he tucked a few strands of hair behind my ear. "You are breathtakingly beautiful, in and out. In my 2000 years, I have never encountered a creature as lovely as you are. You have embraced me so freely, with such affection, and by a human no less. Sometimes, it unsettles me greatly. You have given me such compassion and trust I had never known in my centuries of life." I was stunned by what he just said, and the way he said it was filled with such sincerity and tenderness. I couldn't help but feel my heart increase in size.

He slowly leaned his head to press a soft kiss on my waiting lips. It was the first time he actually kissed me; through out all the time we kissed, it had been me that made the first move. His kiss was a gentle, lingering touch of his cool lips to mine, and it was filled with so much passion and warm… yet at the same time, it held a bit of hesitation as our lips caressed against one another. It was the perfect sweet kiss as if we both are taking the time to memorize the feeling of being in each others arm. I could feel my knees go weak, and I grabbed onto his shirt for a support. The only thought that ran through my head was those three little words that meant so much... I love you. God, how did I live my life for this long without him?

Godric was the one to break the kiss as he slowly pulled back. "I have to go; I must be present for a meeting." But I didn't pay attention to what he said; I was a bit out of it, my head going completely foggy by the passion of the kiss. Instead, my head leaned forward trying to follow the soft, sweet lips that just left mine. Godric chuckled slightly before pressing one last peck on my lips. "I have to go, Anna. I'm needed." He repeated only making my hands tighten on his shirt as I groan in protest. "I must go." He spoke his voice sounding rather amused as he pried my fingers from his shirt. I nodded my head not trusting what will come out if I open my mouth. "Please, stay here and order room service if you need anything." I nodded my head again as I tried to flatten the wrinkles my fingers had created on his shirt. With that said he pressed one last soft kiss on my forehead and walked away toward the door.

When he grabbed the door handle, he turned and stopped. His eyes fell on me one more time as he said, "good bye… my angel." His voice sounded a bit distant, but I didn't pay attention much.

"Yeah, see ya later." I called back as he walked out of the room and closed the door behind him.

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