I'm really glad people are liking this story. All will be explained in the next chapter, so stay tuned! Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy. I really tried my best on this chapter, so I'm sorry if there are mistakes, or whatnot. But back to the story!
Important Notes: In the last chapter Shizuo had take a nap at 11:00 and had called Tom before he drifted off to sleep and in this chapter it's still on the same day that he called Tom. Tom told Shizuo he'd meet with him at 10:30am tomorrow. In the next chapter it will be tomorrow. I'm sorry if I confused people DX
"Shizu-chan…" Izaya says as Shizuo holds the smaller man tightly. He kisses his lips tenderly and travels down to Izaya's collarbone and places butterfly kisses. "Shizu-chan…I'm sorry…"
"You don't have to apologize…" Shizuo says as he rubs his hardened member against Izaya's. A soft moan escapes the younger man's lips as Shizuo continues his actions. He kisses Izaya again and this time slips his tongue in to taste the sweetness of his lover's mouth. He tastes really good, Shizuo says to himself. His hand suddenly travels down and into Izaya's boxers to carefully pump his lover's needy member.
Shizuo then feels Izaya's hand travel to his boxers as well and slip inside to grasp on Shizuo's hardened member and pumps it lovingly. Shizuo then hastily releases Izaya's member and with his other hand he presents his fingers to Izaya and tells him to suck them. Izaya gladly does so, all the while seductively coating the digits with saliva slowly, making Shizuo go crazy. Shizuo removes his fingers from his lover's mouth and slowly slips them into his entrance. Izaya flinches and his head turns to the side as Shizuo starts to stretch him a little by scissoring his fingers. A third finger enters the smaller man, which makes his breathing become more heavy and rapid. Shizuo places butterfly kisses on his lover's chest and then plays with his nipples with his tongue.
"Ne…Shizu-chaahh…" Izaya says as Shizuo starts to suck the tender skin. "Shizu-chan…you're gonna…make me come…"
"No, not yet…" Shizuo says as he rubs his thumb on Izaya's tip. Shizuo positions himself at Izaya's entrance and enters his lover slowly as Izaya becomes used to his size. Izaya starts to moan and writhe in pain, but then settles down as Shizuo starts to thrust into his gently before picking up the pace.
"Aahh…" Izaya manages to say as Shizuo rocks back and forth into his lover. "Deeper…Shizu-chan…" With that, Shizuo begins to thrust harder and deeper into Izaya. After two or three more thrusts, his member finally hits Izaya's prostate. "Aahh!" Izaya screams as his body becomes limp with pleasure. Shizuo smirks happily and continues to thrust into Izaya, hitting his lover's prostate over and over again.
"Let's come together…Izaya…" Shizuo musters as he holds onto Izaya's hand with his free hand. Izaya nods exhaustedly and holds Shizuo's hand tightly as he feels himself closer to his climax. After a few more thrusts both of them finally have their releases while screaming each other's names.
Shizuo collapses onto Izaya and pants heavily before getting up slowly off of Izaya and kisses his lover before covering him with the sheets. Izaya turns over to look at Shizuo and smiles. Shizuo smiles back as he runs his fingers through his lover's black, soft hair. Izaya puts his arms around Shizuo and sighs tiredly. Shizuo holds onto Izaya and then suddenly hears the sound of the…alarm clock?
I get up and look at my alarm clock that I had set for six o'clock at night so I could get up to go to work at the bar, but I then remember I don't have that job anymore. I slam my hand on the snooze button and then sit up but notice the uncomfortable feeling in my pants. I pick up the sheets and curse myself for stooping so low as to actually have a dream like that…I head to the bathroom and change into some clean, lounge-wear clothing.
"Fucking louse." I say as I wash my face. A part of me wished that I never had that dream to begin with while the other part of me wished that I had never woken up. I feel like I'm battling with myself and I hate it because how can I win or lose that kind of battle? I slip on a jacket and then head out to walk around Ikebukuro for a while to relax my body and mind. When I get out of my apartment and head downstairs I come across my younger brother and his girlfriend, Hina. I want to try to avoid talking to him because I feel really guilty for getting fired even if it wasn't my fault. Kasuka doesn't allow me to escape though.
"Hello big brother." He says as he approaches me. I slide my key into my pocket and nervously say hello back. "Where are you going this late?"
"Huh? Oh, well it's not that late…Besides, I'm just taking a walk. What about you?"
"Oh, just spending time with Hina before I head back to shooting the new movie. Since I'm town I thought that I should come and see how you were doing, especially since I heard from Shinra that you had an encounter with Izaya-kun." Hina clings onto my brother lovingly, which kind of reminds me of the flea when he used to do the same when we were younger. I doubt he'd do that now though…What the fuck am I saying? I don't want him to do that to me anyway, I hate him!
"Yeah, I just discovered that that fucking louse is back and I just want you to know that he's the reason why I got fired! He framed me just like he used to do when we were younger, the little snake!" I say as I suddenly see two little figures scampering around not too far from me, Kasuka, and Hina. I then realize that it's Izaya's crazed sisters approaching us.
"It is! it's really Yuuhei!" Mairu says as she and Kururi approach us suddenly. "Gah! You're even more handsome in person!"
"Handsome." Kururi says happily.
"What the fuck are you two doing around here!" I ask angrily.
"Hmm? Oh, it's you Shizuo." Mairu says as she points at me. "Kururi and I were just in town and we thought we saw Yuuhei walking around here."
"Is…is your brother with you?" I ask nervously.
"Why would he be with us?" Mairu asks curiously. "We haven't seen him since he moved out."
"What do you mean? Didn't you and your family move away?" I ask curiously.
"No, Iza-nii was the one who moved out and moved to Shinjuku." Mairu says simply. "Our family just moved on a different street two years ago."
"W-what?" I say angrily as I clench my fists. He's the only who moved away? "Why the hell did he move away?"
"We don't really know. I mean, it could be because of dad, but…we're not entirely sure."
"What do you mean 'because of dad'?"
"I don't think Iza-nii wants us to tell you about what happened. Let him tell you himself. He told us that he was back, maybe you should talk to him." Mairu suggests as she shrugs. So even his family doesn't know why he left? Could it be that Izaya moved because of me? Did he want to get away from me? But what could I have done wrong? "Yuuhei! Can we get your autograph! Please!" Mairu asks loudly towards Kasuka. I tell my brother that I'm gonna go walking so I excuse myself from the group and head off.
So, it wasn't his family that unexpectedly decided to move, it was only him. Mairu said something about their father, but what could he have done to make Izaya leave town? Could it really be that bad? Come to think about it, I never met his father. In fact, I never met his father during the time when Izaya and I were together, which is kind of weird because isn't it common to meet your lover's parent's? God, I was such an idiot back then. Why does all of this matter to me now though?
"Ah, Shizuo! Come eat sushi! Sushi good." Simon, the big, dark skinned guy who works at Russian Sushi says as I pass the restaurant. I tell him that I'm not in the mood and he seems to leave me alone for the time being. I swear if I pass by there again he'll start bugging me again. When Izaya and I were still dating we'd go to Russian Sushi every now and again. They weren't really dates, per say, since we did that kind of thing when we were just friends, but the atmosphere around us was different than before. And the stuff we did while we were at the restaurant was pretty lovey-dovey too. Izaya was the one who usually did all the lovey-dovey stuff in public though. I usually did romantic things with him in private places like our houses or something. And no that doesn't mean we had sex, it was just the usual small things couples do like kiss or cuddle, stupid shit like that.
Flashback
"Shizu-chan is such a shy guy at heart~" Izaya says as he picks at his fatty tuna. I'm sitting next to him, a little more closely than when we weren't dating. People are looking at us, but that doesn't really surprise me since we're acting unusual. After two months in this relationship I feel really comfortable laughing with him and playing around with him. "Are you sure you don't want some of my fatty tuna? It was made by the Gods, you know?"
"You always say that, flea." I say as I roll my eyes and continue eating my sushi.
"I'd expect you to say 'There's nothing special about that fatty tuna, flea, except for the special person eating it~'" Izaya tries to mimic my voice. I spit out my drink a little in anger and push him a little.
"What the fuck! I'd never say something stupid like that!" I say angrily as I wipe my mouth off with a napkin.
"You guys, eat, eat. No more fighting." Simon says as he approaches us with his usual smile.
"Ah, we're not fighting Simon. Shizu-chan is in love with me now; we don't fight just bicker." Izaya says with a laugh.
"Flea!" I say angrily.
"And I'm in love with Shizu-chan too." Izaya adds sincerely as he looks at me passionately. I suddenly choke up and stop dead in my tracks. A blush rushes to my cheeks and I avoid making eye contact with Izaya. Simon just says that 'that's good, that's good' and heads off to help other customers. "Ne, Shizu-chan, try it." He says as he pushes the fatty tuna piece in front of my mouth. I mumble something incoherent to Izaya and then open my mouth and let him feed me.
Despite being a little embarrassed that day, I also felt really warm and happy. It was always the little things that Izaya did that made me really happy and lovesick. He'd constantly tell me that he loved me when I woke up in the morning and also late at night before I went to bed. Now I just feel like punching him in the face!
I check my cell phone and see if there are any new messages, but nothing new is in my inbox. I feel slightly disappointed. I mean it's not like I want to read more of that fucking flea's messages, but it's sort of fun when we bicker like we used to. I still hate him though.
I suddenly feel like someone's watching me so I turn around, but no one suspicious is around. Suddenly there's a scream heard a couple feet away from me before a gunshot echoes. People around me start to panic and head off running away from the direction of the gunshot. As the street clears I see the victim's body lying on the ground. I slowly back away and high tail it out of there before the cops think it was me.
When I turn a corner my mouth is covered and I'm forced into the shadows. When I turn around and grab the person's wrists I'm face to face with the man I've had my mind on all day.
"You!" I say as my hand suddenly goes to his throat and I slam him against the wall.
"Shizu-chan…this is how you treat someone who saved you?"
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"You really don't know, do you?" Izaya says as smiles. "Look, enough of that. Just let me go, please."
"Not a chance. I finally have you right where I want you." I tell him as I tighten my hold on his throat. He suddenly looks at me with fear and puts his hand on my wrist, trying to make me let go. As I see that he's in pain and struggling to breath I finally let go, making him fall to the ground. He coughs and looks up at me.
"Ah, I see your strength hasn't left you." Izaya says as he struggles to breathe. "Shizu-chan…I really wish I could tell you about everything, but I can't…It's much too dangerous to…at least for now…"
"What?" I ask as I bend down and eye him curiously. "What are you talking about?" He smiles and then, without much warning, brings me towards him and kisses me on the lips. He holds onto the back of my head and pushes me so that I don't escape. I then realize what I'm getting into and push him away and rid my lips of his saliva. "What the fuck!"
"It would be best if you just stayed in touch with me through my phone. It's safer that way." Izaya says as he looks at me seriously. "I know you're not really happy with me right now, but trust me when I say that I still love you, Shizu-chan." He pauses and then turns around. "Well, we'll see each other again." He says before disappearing into the shadows. I touch my lips and wonder why it is that it felt so good. I feel nostalgia suddenly hit me as I remember how good it felt all those years ago. The feeling of his lips was always so inviting, so warm.
What the hell did he mean when he said I don't really know? Know about what? Why am I always left in the fucking dark!
I walk over to the corner and see if everyone's gone, but then I see a group of guys near a parked car. They kind of look like yakuza. I then overhear them talking about something.
"Well? Where did that little snake run off to now?" One of the guy's asks as he looks around. "He said he wouldn't run off like last time."
"That doesn't matter. Let's go. He can't get far. He can't escape anyway." The other guy says as he enters the car. Then the second guy follows. The car drives off and I'm let without any questions answered. I just have even more questions. Who were those guys looking for? What were they doing here?
God, my head is spinning. If only everything could be solved. If only I could get the answers to all my questions then I could figure things out and then I wouldn't feel so frustrated.
I walk home after going to the convenience store to buy more cigarettes. I open the package up and light a cigarette so it can calm my nerves. Man, my head suddenly hurts. Why is everything so stupid? Even if it may or may not be Izaya's fault, I still blame him for all the trouble he's caused me. This headache is his fault too.
When I enter my apartment after looking for my key for almost five minutes, I set down my grocery bag on the kitchen counter and head to my bedroom to go back to sleep. I collapse on my bed and sigh tiredly as I rub my temples. Maybe tomorrow will be better? I close my eyes and drift off to sleep hoping not to have a similar dream like I had before.
"Shizu-chan…you love me right?" Izaya asks me as he and I look up to the clouds as we lie down with each other on the grass.
"Yeah of course I do." I tell him happily as I put my hands behind my head.
"And you promise that you always will, right?" Izaya asks nervously.
"I promise." I say as I sit up and kiss his cheek. "Stupid flea."
"I'm gonna make sure you keep that promise." Izaya says as he tackles me onto the grass. "Protozoan."
A/N: What the heck? Who are the yakuza looking for? What did Izaya mean by "You really don't know, do you?" and why doesn't Shizuo just admit to himself he loves his dear flea? Too many questions to answer for my brain, but all will be revealed in the next chapter, if not then the next next chapter! YAY. Bye, until next time!