Look at me, updating within… not a long time.

Thanks go to suppressedanonymous and KEALY KAMES for reviewing.

And suppressedanonymous, I never told you guys much about the Cargan on purpose, it was supposed to be told by Logan in this chapter, to give it a little purpose. I do admit the last chapter was pretty rushed, I just felt bad by promising an update by Friday and it being Tuesday, so I wrote one last draft to just give to yall.

So here's the next chapter. I know there's no real Kogan here like I said. There's probably going to be Kogan in the fifth chapter, and the major drama will probably be in the seventh chapter. Hard to tell. I'll try to update within the times I give you from now on. Enjoy!

Logan's POV

Kendall stared at me blankly. I could almost see the questions churning in his head. He showed no emotion, yet I could see what he was hiding. Confusion, disgust as to why I could lie to someone like that, and probably fear as to what would happen to the four of us if Carlos ever found out. After a few minutes, all Kendall could say was, "Why?"

I sighed. This would take a long time to explain. "Well, I never loved him in the first place. I got together with him in June becauseI normally let anyone in if they like me, and I would probably feel horrible for the rest of my life for rejecting him. And I thought that maybe I would develop feelings for him.

"Flashback:

You and James were on a date, and Mrs. Knight and Katie were doing some mother daughter bonding thing. Carlos was playing video games, and I was reading a book. About an hour before you guys came back, Carlos barged into our room sobbing hysterically. I was on my feet immediately, and he buried his head into my chest and I held him.

"What's wrong Carlos? Did James beat your high score?" He shook his head. "Did Kendall eat the last corndog?" Again, he shook his head. "Alright. I'm stumped. What's wrong?" I asked.

He looked up at me, and I could see the tears in his eyes. "I love someone who doesn't and probably never will love me back," he whispered.

"Who?" I asked softly, not wanting to upset him.

His eyes averted mine. "You," he whispered, looking down, probably mentally preparing himself for rejection.

And right then, I made up the biggest lie I could ever make up. I just couldn't stand seeing him like this. "I love you too, Carlos." He immediately perked up.

"Really?" he asked. I nodded, smiling. We were immediately kissing. I'm not saying it was a bad kiss, it just wasn't good, if you know what I mean.

That night, I was thinking that if it took pretending to love Carlos to make him happy, I'd do it."

Kendall looked… troubled. I didn't blame him, I wouldn't like it if someone dumped all of their problems on me. Especially if at the end they say they love me when I clearly loved someone else.

"And you didn't develop any feelings at all for Carlos? It's been nine months since you got together," he asked. This was good; he was beginning to recover from the shock. I shook my head. "Do you know why not?"

I pondered this for a minute. "I think so," I began. "He's always been a controlling boyfriend. I mean, he's always making me pay for dates. That boy can't keep a penny in his wallet. And his dates are never cheap, but not always nice." Kendall gave me a look that was basically saying Is that all? I sighed. "Lately I've seen him staring at James. It's like he wants him."

Kendall nodded, and spoke. "He can't have James, he's mine," he said, all protectively. It made my heart sink. I basically heard the memory come flying back in his head. "So you love someone else. Who? Guy or girl?" he asked, knowing I preferred both.

I sighed. "I'd rather not answer that question, but it's a guy." I said trying to stay calm. "And he'll never like me back, he's dating someone else that he's so obviously in love with.

He raised his eyebrows. "Logie… Who?" he said in a begging way.

Ugh, he could always get me to do anything. "Fine, fine. But you'll hate me after I tell you," I agreed, then paused, trying to delay the inevitable.

His eyebrows raised. He motioned for me to go on, and when I didn't, he said, obviously frustrated, "Logan, I'm not going to hate you unless you murdered my mom or Katie or something like that." He paused. "It isn't James, is it?"

I decided to just spit it out. "Kendall I love you. There, I said it, now go ahead and take your words back and admit you hate me."

He shook his head and laughed. "Logie, this is a shock, but I will never hate you, unless you kill my mom or Katie, like I said. I know this is super awkward, but I will try to cut off the affection with James when you're around, okay? I'm sorry I don't feel the same way about you, I hate to see you this upset. But I'm James's," he told me. I nodded.

"I'm sorry for dumping all of my problems on you, Ken," I said apologetically.

He put a hand on my shoulder. I felt a huge spark there. Ugh. It would take years probably to get over this. Logan Mitchell is not the kind of guy to have problems, even these kinds. "Hey, don't worry about it. At least you told someone, and didn't let it stay bottled up inside of you," he said smiling. I smiled back and pulled him into a hug. It took no time at all to hug back.

"Can I ask how long?" Kendall said. I looked up at him, much like Carlos did nine months ago, but not with that much desperation.

"Four years…" I muttered.

"Holy shit Logan, that's a long time. I can't believe you've never made a move on it until now. That must have been… torturous." He seemed a little hesitant at the end.

James suddenly barged in. "Logan, I heard everything you said, and I'm not happy about it. You better not jump my man," he said sternly. I cringed. Kendall shot him a look. I then felt a wave of fear. Was he going to tell Carlos? "No, Logan, I'm not going to tell Carlos, as long as you stay away from Kendall."

Kendall spoke up before I could. "Logan doesn't have to stay away from me. He's not going to make a move on me, James. Just leave him alone okay? Respect his feelings too."

"NO! Can't you see that he's just going to get more attached and take you away from me?" James yelled, probably waking everyone in the apartment, even Carlos, but that didn't stop them.

"Nothing can take me away from you! I love you, remember?" Kendall replied, not as loud as James. But it really hurt when Kendall said 'I love you' and it wasn't directed to me.

"Guys! Stop fighting!" I shouted. I really did not need my best friends to get into a fight over me.

"This doesn't concern you at all!" they both chanted. I sighed and sunk into my bed, trying to be invisible as possible. I never would forgive myself if Kendall and James split up, as much as I wanted it to happen.

Oh, how I really wanted it to happen.

I didn't really like it, it was all dialogue, but I guess it was okay?

I'm going to try to update my other story first, but I might not because I am stuck there but not so much here. I might have a new story up soon too, because I have an idea, but I won't tell you just yet.

The next update should be here about Sunday/Monday, maybe Tuesday.