OKAY OKAY YES YES I KNOW I KNOWWWWWWWWWWW... I'm sorry, jezuzuzuz ._. I have a list of excuses:

1.) School

2.) Winterguard (which is ending saturday, so I will have soooo much more free time after to finish this story)

3.) Project (community project that i'm running = stress)

4.) Failing miserably at the next chapter.

I started and restarted the next chapter soooo many times but I can't get it right. I know exactly what i want to do, but I can't seem to put it down. MAJOR writing block in a way. Ughz. I want the next chapter to be DRAMATIC and SOBBINGLY emotional. So, for now, enjoy a crappy piece of shit that I created in order to say, "Sorry that I'm a horrible author, here's something to hold you over until NEXT Wednesday where I hopefully will have a beautiful piece of artwork for you."

Poeko: I'm sorry for the wait D: GOOD! Give your neighbors heart attacks, and then they will ask, and you'll be like, I JUST READ THIS AWESOME FAN FICTION YEAAH.

PhantomFan01: I'm sorry, you'll be sad with this chapter then ;_;

RedDeathLvr: ;_; I feel so evil seeing everyone asking for updates. I promise next chapter will be for realz.

Xxnikkigirl123xX : Well, next real chapter will be next Wednesday, so just hold off until then!

goodie58: BOOM.

Maxine I Love Erik: Teehee. Poor Doug, getting thrown into the bad guy position

SammiRichGurl: NoooOooOooOooOoOoo dont kill me ;_;

TheIdesofMarch: I-I'm sorry ;_; Next chapter... I SWEAR

PanicAtTheEpicness: Don't kill me ;_; By the way, "he"? I'm a girl . Anywho, I hope you did well!


Bang.

Time freezes,

The world stops.

I look down,

My jaw drops.

Upon my chest,

A bloody spot

Why now?

Why me?

What have I done?

How can this be?

Oh save me, love,

Protect me, dear,

I need you now,

My end is near

I'm too weak

I can't go on…

Save me, please!

It's… so dark…

I'm so afraid

I need you near

Don't let me go…

Only your voice I hear.

You are so kind

I know it's true.

You may not see it

But it's your heart that grew.

I need not look into your eyes

To know the truth behind your lies

I will die here, I know it's true.

I wish to die alone with you.

Hold me close, please, don't go

I want you here to sooth my woe

Before I go, I wish to say

A few words I have kept at bay.

Darkness ceases to exist

Only in the absence of light does it persist

You are my light, and I am yours

Promise me you will find another source.

Now, let me close my eyes,

Pretending to believe your lies,

Praying for my life to last

Knowing my future is my past.

Watch me closely, my dear love

For they only listen when they die young.

Lay me down before my prize

Let me say one last goodbye.

I see death; he smiles at me

I see life; you cry over me

I see peace; it calls my name

I see love; you are crumbling away

Love is my essence

You are my love.


I'M

Next chapter will be full of awesomeness and emotional roller coasters. Just wait.

Can you guess who got shot? Review and let me see how many of you guess right!