Wedding Bell Blues Chapter 10: Prewar Room, a gilmore girls fanfic

I am so sorry I haven't updated in a few days but this weekend was crazy for me. I will try and get to chapters up today. Thanks to everyone who had reviewed you guys are awesome.

Rory rolled over and looked at the clock. It was 3pm and she was still in Finns bed. She rolled back over to face him but the bed was empty. She sat up to look around the room when she seen a note written on his pillowcase.

Hey love

I had to do some running around ill be back in a bit. Ill bring coffee and a new pillowcase. See you later

Finn

Rory couldn't help but smile at the note it was such a Finn thing to do. Rory laid back down in no hurry to get up because their house was still empty Steph wasn't even home yet. She was looking at the ceiling when she thought back to the moment she started to feel something for Finn. She was scared that he didn't feel the same and she was with Logan so she didn't say a word. The more she thought about it the more she could see that he did like her and he was trying to tell her but she was blind.

Flashback

Stephanie and Rory walked into the ballroom. They were at one of the last big LDB events of the year. Both girls looked beyond amazing in their beautiful ball gowns and their hair done. The night was going the same as every other night until Finn asked her to dance. It was a slow song she had only heard once or twice but Finn seemed to know it off by heart. He pulled her close to him so he could sing the words to her.

"Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
cause I can't make you love me, if you don't"

There were chills going up Rorys spine. She had never been this close to Finn and she liked it. His hot breath on her neck and ear was driving her crazy.

"I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight.

The song ended and Finn held on a little longer. She loved his voice it was amazing and she wanted to hear it again. Rory was having a hard time catching her breath and her head was spinning. Finn pulled back to let go and gave her a soft kiss on the cheek. Before he walked away he whispered in her ear "I'm doing what's right" Finn walked off the dance floor leaving Rory confused and wanting more.

End Flashback

Rory stayed in the same spot just thinking. He was telling me he would give up the fight as long as I was with Logan. She had never told anyone about the song or what Finn told her after because she didn't really know herself what it meant or what had happened. Rory finally decided it was time to get up and get dressed. She grabbed Finns shirt that was lying and the floor beside the bed and pulled it on. She slowly got out of his bed and made her way to her room. Using stuff to help her walk along the way she finally made it. She notice that there was clothes lying out on her bed already for her to get dressed. She got her clothes on sat on her bed and begin to look around her room. It was the pre war room. All over the dresses desks and walls there were pictures. The pictures were all had her and Logan in them some alone some with the group they were all pictures she didn't want to see. She got up and started taking them down there were so many and with each passing one she got madder and the tears started to fall again. Once all the pictures were lying in a pile on the floor she sat down beside them and cried. She needed to talk to her mom not just about this but about everything. She looked all over the floor and found her phone under her desk why it was there she didn't know but it was there. She picked it up at hit one on her speed dial.

"Hello sweet child of mine" Lorelai was sitting in the kitchen at the inn.

"Mom have you been listening to guns and roses again." Lorelai could hear in her daughters voice that she was crying.

"Sweetie what's wrong why are you crying."

"Mom I slept with Finn" The tears were coming again

"Was it that bad"

"No mom it was amazing. That's not why I'm crying that's just one of the things that I wanted to tell you. I came into my room and there are pictures every where of us pre wedding and pre everything. Why does it hurt so much"

"Aww babe. Its still fresh that's why it hurts. The pain will co away though I promise and don't be afraid to let Finn help you with the pain. I know you are worried its too soon for you to be with someone but if you love him or have feelings for him then let him help you."

"I know mom. Stephanie just got home I'll call you later love you"

"Love you to kiddo"

Rory tired to get up off her floor but it was no hope.

"Steph come in here" She yelled into the house hoping she heard. Stephanie had just put her bag down when she heard Rory calling out.

"Coming me love" She walked into Rorys room and looked around at the mess she was sitting in. "What happened in here"

"Prewar pictures" Stephanie and Rory started calling everything before the wedding prewar and everything now after was postwar. Stephanie pushed some of them aside so she could sit beside her friend.

"I'm sorry Rory I should have taken them out I just wanted it to be your choice weather they were here or not." Once she said that she remembered she had the ring still. She got up and went to her purse then back to the room. "Your mom gave me this to hold while you were still in the hospital. She said if she had it she would throw it away and she wanted it to be your choice." She handed the ring to her and Rory just looked at it in her palm.

"It really was a nice ring" She slid it on her finger one last time then took again.

"That was Logans thing Rory. He buys nice things and wows everyone with his money and his taste. He's a scum bag and you were way to good for him" Stephanie pulled Rory into a hug and rubbed her hair. Once they let go Rory put the ring on her bed and looked Stephanie in the eye.

"So I slept with Finn" Stephanie was shocked. She just sat there with her mouth open

"Was it good" was the only thing Stephanie could think of.

"Why is everyone asking that" Rory just shook her head.

"Sorry I just I'm shocked and excited" She clapped her hands and smiled at Rory.

"Are you two again" Rory smiled back at Stephanie. "And it was freaking awesome." She couldn't help but now smile and clap the same as Stephanie was doing. "I really like him Stephanie."

"I know you do and he's crazy about you" They were giggling again when they heard the front door open. Stephanie got up and was about to get Rory up when they seen Finn standing in the door way with roses.

"What happened here" He looked at the mess surrounding the girls but when he looked closer he noticed what they were. "Oh, Well love these are for you" He bent down in front of Rory and handed her a dozen roses and kissed the her forehead.

"They are beautiful thank you" The 3 of them stood up and went into the kitchen where Finn had placed his bags.

"Shopping without us how dare you" Stephanie told him with mock hurt.

"I need some things some gifts for the beautiful girls in my life." He handed the girls both jewellery boxes. They both had charm bracelets with different charms.

"Finn what is this for" Stephanie asked with a smile on her face.

"As a thank you for letting me stay here and for being there for me" He smiled at both of the girls while they both hugged him. Finn let go of the girls and got the pillow case out of the bag.

"Rory be a dear and put this on my bed for me." He smiled and gave her a wink.