A/N: So I would just like to apologize again for my mistake on the last chapter, but it is all fixed so if you haven't read the new version please do because it will make much more sense. Anyways, here is chapter 9! Please read and review!
Will held Rachel close to his chest, not wanting to let go of her but she finally pulled away and looked deep into his eyes.
"Thank you," was all she said.
"For what?" Will asked.
"For being here for me and for planning this even though I ruined it," Rachel replied.
"You didn't ruin this Rach, Shelby did. It's not your fault," Will said as he moved a strand of hair out of her face.
"I know but it still feels like it is," she said. There were a couple minutes of silence as the two tried to figure out what to do.
"Should we go back inside?" Will asked. Rachel looked up at him slightly surprised.
"I don't know. Why do you want to go back in knowing that Shelby is in there?" Rachel asked.
"So we can show her that nothing gets to us. We have to let her know that she didn't win this battle just because she doesn't support us," Will explained. Rachel thought for a moment before deciding.
"Alright, but if she comes over to us again I'm leaving," Rachel stated. Will nodded and they walked back inside back to their table.
Once they got there Will pulled out Rachel's chair like a gentleman and then took his own seat at the other end of the table. A couple of minutes later, the waiter returned.
"I assume that will be the last of that little outburst?" he asked.
"Yes. We are very sorry about that," Will said. The waiter nodded and proceeded to take their orders. He smiled and headed off to the kitchen with their orders.
"Rach, did you really mean what you said about telling your dad's about us when we get back?" Will asked nervously not sure how she would react to the question.
"I want to but I understand if you don't want to yet," she said. Will paused for a minute before he answered.
"I do want your dad's to know, it's just that it may be too soon. I mean are we positive that we are going to go through with this?" Will asked.
"I'm positive. You want to know when I realized that?" she asked Will. He shook his head no waiting for her to continue.
"When you said that you cared for me, just now outside. I knew you really meant it right when you said it, even if Shelby didn't. It was sincere and it made me realize that I could be happy with you the rest of my life. I also understand if you are confused about things with Emma but when you realize that she won't make you happy, I will be here," Rachel said looking at him. She reached over and grabbed his hand and gave it a light squeeze. He had never seen Rachel act so mature. It made him forget that she was still in high school and his student.
He smiled back at her and before he could answer, their food came. They began to eat and made small talk throughout the meal. When they were almost done, they spotted Shelby leaving. It turns out that Shelby was on a date as well. Before she left, she shot them a glare and shook her head in disbelief.
Rachel watched her leave with hurt in her eyes. She didn't wave, she didn't smile, she just stared at her hoping that she would pick up how upset and hurt she really was about the whole situation. Will on the other hand, shot her a glare while he reached out to grab Rachel's hand to try and comfort her.
He knew how hurt and upset she must be at her own mother not even supporting them so he did the best thing he could think of.
"You don't need her Rach. You have plenty of people who care about you and support you, especially me," he said. "I love you," he added.
Rachel looked at him with a smile on her face. "Do you want to know when I fell in love with you?" he asked. She shook her head no just like the way he had when she asked that question. "When we were having coffee together this morning. I noticed you giving me glances and it sent chills down my spine. I tried to look away as to not make it obvious that I was staring but I couldn't do it," he said.
"After we had coffee, everything had felt so clear to me and I felt happy," he added. "I was happy to be with you." Rachel smiled at him. She studied his face and he truly meant every word he was saying.
"So, you want to get out of here?" she asked. He nodded and asked for their waiter. The waiter came and dropped the bill off. They both got up and Will paid for the meal. They stepped outside into the cool air. It wasn't too hot but not too cold either. It was just the right temperature to take an evening stroll through the park.
"Hey Rach?" Will said. She looked up at him.
"Want to walk around Central Park?" he asked. "We didn't get to do that earlier," he added.
"I would love too," she replied.
He took Rachel's hand in his and they strolled down the street in the direction of Central Park. The walk was silent but not awkward as both took in their surroundings of the park.
"I love it here," Rachel finally said as they were coming around a corner in the park.
"Why is that?" Will asked.
"There's just something about it. The energy, the people, Broadway. I could really see myself being happy here," Rachel said.
"I know you would be happy here," Will said reassuring her.
"You would be happy here too, Will," Rachel said. "You could have a great career on Broadway."
He smiled at her. "You think so?" he asked.
"I do. You should have least given April's show a chance," Rachel said.
"To tell you the truth I really wanted to go, but I couldn't just leave you guys. I care about all of you too much to let you guys go," he said.
"We would have understood," Rachel replied. She paused for a moment before thinking about how she was going to word her next sentence.
"It's never too late you know. In a year I will be coming back here and well you could come too. Most of us will be graduated from the glee club anyway so it's not like you will have that to coach. This could be our chance to really live out our dreams Will," Rachel said to him.
Will thought for a moment. He really wanted to come to New York but he couldn't just pick up and leave everything in Lima, could he? New York in a year would be a perfect start for him and Rachel though. They could be married and actually let people know. It wouldn't have to be a secret here but he still had doubts.
"I would love to move here with you Rach, but everything is happening so fast. I mean in this past weekend we have gotten drunkenly married plus many other things and now you want us to move here after you graduate?" Will said.
"It was just an idea. We don't have to decide anything yet," Rachel reassured him. They stopped walking as they came to a bridge. Will put his elbows up on the ledge and looked over at the water down below while trying to process everything.
"Are you okay Will? You aren't saying anything," Rachel asked.
"I'm fine Rach. I just need time to sort things out, but when I know, you will be the first person I tell," he said while smiled at her. She gave him a light kiss on the lips.
"I understand," she said.
After hanging out at the bridge for a while, they walked around the park some more. They were getting tired so Will pulled a cab over and told it to take them back to the hotel.
The cab ride was peaceful with Will thinking about Rachel's offer to him. Could I really just pack all my stuff up and move? What if I don't even make it on Broadway? I would be right back where I was if I were in Lima, he thought to himself as a million other questions flooded his head.
What about Emma? Could I just leave her behind and live happily with Rachel? She would be heart broken. I couldn't do that too her, but then I would be hurting Rachel. I'm so confused, Will thought.
He knew that he loved Rachel but he also knew that he had feelings for Emma. He didn't understand how Rachel could be so sure about her feelings towards him. How she could just make a decision like that without thinking of the future and of Finn. She was so positive about wanting to spend the rest of her life with him. He was pretty positive that he could spend the rest of his life with her also but he still had doubts.
The cab came to a screeching halt which pulled Will out of his thoughts.
"That would be forty dollars," the man said.
"What?" Will asked confused as he was still thinking about Rachel.
"Forty dollars, pay up," the man said again. Will nodded at him and pulled out his wallet. He paid the guy and they both got out of the cab. They walked back to the room in no more than ten minutes.
Will opened the door with the key and he and Rachel both dropped down onto the bed. He heard her sigh which made him concerned.
"Are you okay Rach?" he asked.
"Yes. I have just been thinking." Will looked at her with pleading eyes wanting her to continue.
"It hurts bad enough that Shelby didn't support us but I'm starting to wonder if you even do," she said quietly.
Will's mouth dropped open. He didn't want her to think that just because he wasn't sure about their plans of the future. He took her hand in his and began to draw small circles on her palm.
"Rach, just because I'm not sure about the future doesn't mean that I don't love you. It's just that everything is happening so fast and I don't know what to think of it. You are acting so mature in this when I feel like it should be the other way around," Will said to her. "I feel lost and confused about everything and I'm supposed to be the adult," he added.
"It's okay not to know what is going to happen Will," Rachel said to him. "It's okay to be confused," she added. There she was being more mature than him again.
"How are you so mature about this?" he asked.
"I don't know. I guess I am growing up. I love you though Will and I know you love me even if you are confused about it," Rachel said as she leant into give him a kiss.
The kiss was slow but soon turned rough and heated making all the worries and doubts leave Will's head. Will had leaned back on the bed and pulled Rachel on top of him barely breaking contact. Will then moved his lips from hers and started to kiss her neck. Rachel moaned in pleasure and didn't even notice when Will had flipped them over so that he could be on top so he could have more access.
Will had moved them up the bed more so that they had more room and weren't falling off of the edge. He then returned back to Rachel's neck and began the process of sucking, licking and biting making sure that he left his mark on her. Rachel was moaning in pleasure and was surprised at how good it felt. She noticed that Will was enjoying this as well as she could feel his length growing and pressing into her.
Rachel decided to give some attention to him so she reached her hand down to the waist band of his jeans and gently moved her hand over his length which caused him to grunt at the contact.
Will couldn't take it anymore so he moved his hand to the hem of her dress. He looked up at her and she nodded at him that it was okay. He quickly removed her dress leaving her in a black bra and panties. He stared at her like she was the most beautiful thing in the world.
"God Rach, you are so sexy," he grunted before he slammed his lips back to hers. With that statement, Rachel took her hands and lifted his shirt off of his head and throwing it to the floor. His sculpted body was before her and she marveled at it.
"You don't look so bad yourself," she said with a smirk on her face. Will smiled at her and proceeded back to kiss every inch of free skin he could find. They were both moaning in pleasure at the contact and friction between them. Both were hot and starting to sweat.
Will couldn't take more of this. He needed to be inside of Rachel. He pulled away from her causing her to whimper at the sudden loss of contact.
"Will? What are you doing?" she asked.
"Hang on, I'll be back in a second," he said as he quickly got up off the bed and ran over to his suitcase on the ground. He zipped it open and pulled out a box that had been in his night care bag. He opened it and pulled out a condom.
Rachel looked at him with eagerness and nervousness. He made his way back to the bed and started to kiss her again although he could tell that she was acting nervous now.
"Are you sure Rachel?" he asked. "We don't have to continue this if you don't want to," Will said to her. He really hoped that she would want to continue though because he didn't think he could stop.
"I want to," Rachel said with a pause. "It's just that I don't want to disappoint you because I'm not as experienced as you," she said while looking away.
"It's okay Rach. We love each other. Like you said, it is okay not to know what is going to happen. I promise I will be as gentle as I can be and I won't do anything till you say it is okay," Will said truly meaning every word of it.
Rachel smiled at him and lent up to kiss him. "I'm ready, Will. Make love to me?" she asked.
He smiled at her and lent down and gave her a slow but passionate kiss as he moved his hand to unhook her bra. Once he unhooked it, he tossed it onto the floor while he then stared at this beautiful creature in front of him.
"You are amazing Rach," he said while kissing her neck again. "I love you and care about you so much," he added.
"I love you too," Rachel said while she went to go unbuckle his belt. She fumbled a bit trying to unhook it but finally got it off with Will helping her. She then proceeded to unbutton his jeans while he kicked them off to the floor. He was left only in his boxers and she was left in her panties.
Will gave her one more look to make sure that this was what she wanted before he slipped her panties off. She nodded at him and he quickly took them off while she reached and pulled his boxers off.
He was already hard and she was already wet. Not being able to last any longer, Will slid two of his fingers into her. Rachel let out a moan of pleasure as Will began to stroke her. He picked up his movements and before long Rachel yelled out screaming his name.
"Will. That feels so good," Rachel said while coming back from her orgasm.
"I need all of you," she panted out. He nodded at her and he ripped the condom package open and slid it on.
He positioned himself at her entrance.
"Rachel, I want you to tell me when you are comfortable so I don't hurt you as much okay?" he said. She nodded her head.
He slowly pushed in and he heard her gasp. Her finger nails where digging into his back and she was trying to fight back the tears.
Once he was all the way in, he waited for her to say that he could continue. She nodded at him once she was confortable.
Will slowly pulled out and back in a couple of times so Rachel could get the feel of it. She let out short gasps but they soon turned to moans of pleasure. Soon she was meeting Will with her hips feeling even more pleasure. He started to quicken his pace which caused both of them to moan in pleasure.
"You feel so good Rach," he grunted.
"Faster Will, please," she said. He nodded and sped up his movements. Rachel let out a scream as she felt her orgasm hit her again. She dug her nails farther into his back. Soon after she heard Will groan as he came down from his orgasm.
They were both panting and dripping with sweat. Will rolled off of top of her and quickly got up to throw away the condom.
He returned to bed with a smile on his face. He leaned over to Rachel who was still trying to catch her breath and gave her a gentle kiss on the lips.
"That was amazing," Rachel said to him. "I'm glad that you were my first time," she added.
"I agree," was all Will could say. "I'm happy to know that I didn't disappoint you. I'm honored to be your first," he said. She leaned her head onto his chest.
"I love you Will," Rachel said.
"I love you too, Rachel."
They both lay in silence as they let their minds process what had happened. All the worry Will had about them was gone. He held Rachel close to him as they both drifted off into a deep sleep.
A/N: I hope this smut was good enough. I'm not that great at writing it so hopefully people are pleased. Please tell me what you thought of it so I could write it better for later chapters. Thanks!