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"Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me, I waited for you for seven years. But now it's too late.
I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year.
You wrote me?
Yes... it wasn't over, it still isn't over" –The Notebook

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Rorys days in the hospital past fast. Lorelai came and spent as much time there still not fully knowing the reason that had put her baby there. She wasn't happy with not knowing but she knew she would find out when Rory was ready. Rory first night home Finn didn't leave her side. No mater how many times she told him she was fine and it wasn't his fault even though it was he still felt bad. The four roommates were sitting watching movies trying their best to get everything back to normal. Along with the normal amounts of junk food there was healthy food for Rory to eat.

"Guys do I really have to eat this?" She asked holding up a carrot.

"You can eat some junk but you have to eat the healthy stuff too." Stephanie answered her. The four watched 3 movies before Rory started to fall asleep. Finn felt her body relax and knew that she should be in bed.

"Rory baby wake up." He kissed her forehead and rubbed her arm trying to wake her. Rory didn't open her eye but just wrapped her arms around Finns neck.

"So I guess I'm carrying her to bed." He smiled down at his two friends. Finn carried her into their room and laid her on the bed.

"Finn promise me that you will never drink to that point again." Finn knew what she meant.

"I promise I will never be that drunk again." He laid down behind her and started to rub her hair. "Rory I am so sorry I know I have said it before but you will never understand how sorry I am much it killed me to cause you any pain." Rory rolled over to face him.

"Finn I fell in love with you and right now I need you the most." She wasn't crying fully but the tears were starting.

"I love you too baby." He wiped away the tears that silently fell. "I will never hurt you again as long as I can help it." She smiled at his gesture.

"Finn can you rub my back for me?" she rolled over so her back was facing him. He started rubbing her back and watched her slowly close her eyes. Before she was asleep he whispered into her ear a song her heard that reminded him of her.

"Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all..." he thought the song was perfect for their relationship. Rory rolled over and smiled at him

"Where did you hear that?"

"I've heard it before but I heard it again at the hospital when I was waiting to hear how you were and it reminded me of you and how I want to be clean for you." They both just smiled at each other then Rory cuddled into his chest.

"I think its perfect."

A/N: ok so this chapter was a pain in the butt to write. I couldn't think of anything for it and I still don't really like it. If you guys have any ideas of what you want to see in the story just let me know and if I use them I will for sure give you credit. You guys are awesome and I can never thank you enough for reading and telling me how you life it.