Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush


Katie POV

This was a hard decision to make. If I got signed, I couldn't let my brothers know. I had the perfect plan though. I decided to talk to Gustavo bright and early before the guys got there.

"Gustavo, I need to talk to you."

"Katie. Office. Now." I took my usual seat in his office and he folded his hands together and place them on his desk. "So, Katie. Tell me. Did you make your decision?"

"Yes. I have conditions though."

"Of course." He muttered under his breath. "What conditions."

"The guys can never know."

"Why not?"

"I don't want to make them feel like you moved on to their little sister."

"I understand. Well then, you will sign with me."

"Yes, but I want to look over the contract first. Also, I'm not gonna record here at the studio."

"What! Where are you gonna record then."

"Well, since you are always saying that your amazing-"

"I'm Gustavo Rocque. I'M AMAZING, I'M AMAZING!"

"Noted, you could record me at your mansion."

"Deal. The dogs?"

"I'll come up with something. If I mention you play along."

"Ok, so we have a deal?"

"Yup."

"You start tonight."

"Can I record a song I wrote."

"We'll see."

Just then my brothers walked in. Ok, so one of them was actually my brother, but when you've grown up with them (vice versa) you consider them as brothers.

"Baby Sister what are you doing here?" Kendall asked me.

"Oh nothing. So I'll see you tonight at your mansion Gustavo."

"Yup. 7:00. I'll have a driver come pick you up."

"Deal. Bye guys." I gave them each a kiss on the cheek, leaving them wondering what just happened.


Kendall POV

Ok? What just happened? I looked at the guys and they all had the same exact look on their faces. Confusion. What is Katie going to do at Gustavo's at 7.

"Dogs. Studio. Now."

"Gustavo, what is Katie doing at your house later?" James asked him.

"Griffin is giving you guys a new contract. Since Katie's good with contract, she can help me make corrections."

"Oh, ok. Can we come with and play in your mansion?" Carlos asked him.

"NO!" You think I'd let you dogs be unsupervised in my mansion again."

We all shut up after that. We got in the studio and recorded Epic. We had to redo it 25 times or at least that's when I stopped counting.

We got home at about 6:30 and saw Katie sitting on the orange couch watching TV. I started to run and jumped on the couch next to her.

"Whatcha doin' Baby Sister?"

"Nothin' much." I noticed that see had a notebook in her lap and she had been writing in it.

"What's that?" Her eyes widened and hid it.

"What's what?"

"Katie, just give me the notebook."

"NO!" She yelled at me and got up off the couch and started to run toward her room. When James grabbed her from behind and swung her over his shoulder, while she kicking and screaming for him to put her down. He set her down on the couch.

"Katie, is that a diary of your giant crush on me?"

"NO! Well I have to get ready to go to Gustavo's." She started to get up off the couch.

"Not until James and I know what's in the notebook." I looked at James and he nodded knowing what to do. We grabbed her sides and pulled her back down onto the couch.

"NO! GUYS STOP!" She screamed as we tickled her.

"Tell us what's in the notebook." James yelled while we continued to tickle her.

"Never!" She yelled back at us through laughter.

"Well, I guess we while have to keep tickling you." I said with smirk. We eventually ended up on the floor and she was trying so hard to get away from all tickling, but she was failing miserably. Since me and James were on both sides of her and above her.

We continued until her face was purple and tears were running down here face. We lost this battle.

"Well, I guess I have to go get ready." She stated with a sly smile while waving with her notebook in her hand. We grunted, thinking that would work.


Katie POV

That was horrible. I knew while I was gone the guys would look for my notebook. The notebook was actually a notebook filled with songs I wanted to record. I couldn't let the guys know about it.

I decided to wear a pari of BKE jeans with plain black t-shirt. I was about to walk out the door, when Kendall walked up behind me and hugged me from behind. "Have fun, Baby Sister. I love you."

"I love you to Big Brother. Good luck trying to find the notebook. His eyes widened knowing that he was more determined to find out what was in that notebook. I walked out the door, into the lobby. Waited a while for the driver Gustavo sent for me to drive me to his mansion.

"Excuse me are you Katie Knight?" A very good looking dude asked me.

"Yes. Can I help you?"

"I'm here to drive you to Gustavo Rocque's mansion."

"Oh of course."

He escorted me to one of Gustavo's many limos. It took about 10 minutes to get from the Palmwoods to his mansion.

"Gustavo?" I yelled into his huge mansion.

"Katie. How was your driver?"

"Very good looking! Did you manage to get a studio here in your mansion."

"You are doubting thee Gustavo Rocque? Bad move."

I just smiled and followed him into the studio.

"So can I show a song I wrote. If you don't like it, I can sing one of your songs."

"Belt it out Katie." He told me with a smile.

Just when you had me down
I go changing my ways
And I wait till the moon is out
It's just part of my game

This is a cautionary cry to you
Before you figure out what I've been turned into

Just close your eyes and try to think it over
You realize I'm not the girl you know, boy
I hypnotize ya
I paralyze ya
Go on and scream 'cause nobody's gonna find ya

Did I ever think to tell you that I am a monster?
You have never seen this side of me
Maybe I should wear a warning that says that there's danger
If you ever get too close to me

I've been telling you to run away
But you say you're not scared
But when I break your heart some day
Boy you need to be prepared

So listen close I got a dirty little secret
The kind that takes away the air you try to breathe in
You won't believe it
Until you feel it
If your love is blind I guess that's why you didn't see it

Did I ever think to tell you that I am a monster?
You have never seen this side of me
Maybe I should wear a warning that says that there's danger
If you ever get too close to me

Well you don't know
What I know
And you don't know
What I know
That you're not safe
Woo hoo
Woo hoo

Did I ever think to tell you that I am a monster?
You have never seen this side of me
Maybe I should wear a warning that says that there's danger
If you ever get too close to me

Did I ever think to tell you that I am a monster?
You have never seen this side of me
Maybe I should wear a warning that says that there's danger
If you ever get too close to me

Did I ever think to tell you that I am a monster?

"Katie that was amazing! Perfect actually. Here again tomorrow night, same time?" He asked me.

"Deal." I told him while giving him a thumbs up. "Can you hold on to this notebook with all my songs please?" He nodded and called for his driver to drive me home.

When I walked into the apartment James attacked me.

"Katie! Tell me where the notebook is!"

"Never in a million years." He got that look in his eyes. I hated that look. The look all my brothers got before they tickled me.

I ran up to the balcony while James climbed up the swirly slide and tackled me.

"Are you gonna tell me now."

"Let me think. Nope." He then tickled my sides. He knew I was EXTREMELY ticklish especially there. EXTREMELY meaning if you poked me somewhere I would burst out laughing.

"James. No. Stop. I. Have. To. Go. To. Bed." I said inbetween laughs.

He finally stopped "We will find that notebook one day, Baby Girl." I just nodded sarcastically.

He picked me up bridal style and carried me to my bed and tucked me in.

"I love you Baby Girl." He told me right before he kissed my cheek.

"I love you to Jamie." I told him as I kissed his cheek. He walked out my bedroom door and turned around and smiled.

I just stared at the ceiling thinking of what would happen tomorrow.


She recorded her first song and Gustavo liked it!

Also Epic is a song Big Time Rush only released in the UK!

The song I used was "Monster" - Kris Allen.

Will update ASAP!

With lots of love,

Crazygurl5and11