A/N: OKAY! I am FINALLY sitting down to write this. Ik, yay yay yay. This week has been crazy though; you'd think with classes out thing would be less busy? NOPE! (: Well, I hope you guys enjoy this.
I sat down the dining room table in silence across from Burt Hummel as Carole was in the kitchen preparing me ice packs. I couldn't dare to bring my eyes to them; they must be so ashamed. Carole walked over to me, giving me a warm cloth to clean up my blood stained face and ice packs for my eyes and nose.. She sat down, teary eyed and sad, reaching for Burt's hand.
"Blaine, honey, look at me." She said sympathetically. I did not respond.
"Blaine, you have to trust us. We care about you." I rose in rage
"DON'T YOU GET IT? DON'T YOU SEE I'M NOTHING? I CAN'T EVEN PLEASE MY OWN FAMILY! THEY ACT LIKE IT'S SOME 'CHOICE'! WHY WOULD ANYONE CHOOSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS? WITH THE INSULTS, THE HARRASSMENT? I'M A FAILURE! WHY WOULD ANYONE GIVE A CRYING FUCK ABOUT A FAILURE!" I screamed, holding back my tears.
"Blaine, bud, calm down." Burt said
"HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN! I HAVE NO FAMILY, I HAVE NO HOME, I HAVE NOTHING! CAN'T YOU SEE THEY'RE RIGHT? I'M NOTHING! I'M WORTHLESS! AND WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO, HUH? IT'S ONLY A MATTER TIME BEFORE KURT SEES I'M A FAILURE, AND HE LEAVES ME, AND THEN THE ONLY THING THAT I'VE EVER HAD THAT LOVED ME WILL BE GONE! AND THEN WHERE WILL I BE? NO WHERE! I'LL JUST BE MORE OF A FAILURE THAN I WAS BEFORE!" I screamed. I took one of my ice packs and hurled it across the room as it smashed. I collapsed on the floor, sobbing. Sobbing for the excuse of a life I have. I felt arms wrapping around me, hugging me close.
"Blaine, honey you are not any of those things. You are not a failure. You are the single most charming man I have; talented, intelligent. And Blaine, Kurt NEEDS you. You saved his life. You saved HIM, Blaine. You're not a failure. You're a hero." I looked to Carole, through my tear blurred eyes. I slid my body over to lean on the couch, sobbing.
"Honey" She continued, lifting my bent head to look at her. I still would not look into her eyes.
"You, Blaine, are not a failure." She said. I leaned over, sobbing into her shoulder. She patted my back, holding me close. I opened my eyes to see Burt looking at me, crouched down to my level. Carole released me so Burt could come closer.
"Blaine, you saved my son. You are nothing but a hero. Failure isn't even in the picture. Look what you've already been through in your life! Being gay wasn't a choice for you, we know that. And you're wrong Blaine; you have a family, and a home. You have us, Blaine. You know, I've longed for so long for someone like you to come into Kurt's life. You are a blessing, Blaine. You were like a miracle for us. You know, most high school relationships aren't like your relationship with Kurt. But you two have something special and none of what happened today is going to change how he feels about you, and anything that WE think of you. You didn't choose for any of this to happen. You are special Blaine, special to me, to Carole, to Finn and especially to Kurt, and there's nothing that's going to change that." Burt said, reaching out and patting my back. I looked to him through my swollen eyes, and hugged him.
"Thank you." I whispered. Burt just held me tight rubbing my back.
"It's going to be okay, shh." He consoled.
"What's going on?" I heard a higher pitched voice whisper. I felt Burt release me from me
"B-Blaine?" I heard the voice waiver again. I couldn't bring myself to look at him. I heard his steps coming closer until he was right next to me. I heard his knees thump to the ground and felt him taking me into his arms. I let out another sob into his chest.
"Shhh, Blaine. Blaine. It's okay." He said, planting a kiss on my head. I nuzzled my face into his shoulder, letting my tears fall. His hands rubbed the back of my head, stroking my hair.
"No." I sobbed. "I have to be strong for you."
"Blaine, honey, look at me." He said. He released me from his embrace and I looked at him through my squinting eyes.
"Blaine, you don't always have to be the strong one." He whispered
"But Kurt, I c-can't let you down. I have to be h-here for you." I sobbed
"Blaine, listen to me. We can't always be strong; we fall and we break apart. Sometimes, we all need someone to be here to put us back together again. And that's what I'm here for; just like you are for me. And right now, we're both broken, but I promise, together, we're going to make it through this. We're going put each other back together." He said, now crying too.
"I love you so much." I whispered.
"I love you too. We're going to get through this." He said, moving in closer to me to wipe my tears. He leaned in closely to kiss me, moving his lips on mine. I released from him, relieved that Carole and Burt had left us to ourselves minutes before.
"Kurt, he beat me. He beat me and he threw me out, he beat me and told me I'm nothing Kurt, I'm nothing." I said, letting the tears fall again.
"Blaine, you are everything. My everything. I have nothing without you. You saved my life; my heart; just… you saved me. I was so… lost when I met you. And when I found you, I found myself again too. Your father… he's the one who's nothing. His hatred is ignorance Blaine, you don't need him. I promise you, it's going to be okay." He whispered
"I love you, Kurt."
I know, this is a really short chapter; I probably could've put it in the last chapter, but honestly, what's life without a cliffhanger? (: Things are starting to look up for our boys! (: …. Or are they? :)
Hopefully I'll update soon.
