My Dirty Little Secret Chapter 4: She's Gone, a big time rush fanfic

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush

Kendall POV

I can't believe that dude told my Baby Sister he loved her. We had some serious talking to do tomorrow.

"Who was that?" Logan asked.

"I don't know. We are gonna find out though." I said.

"Nobody can tell Katie they love her besides us. She's to young to date." Carlos stated.

"True, but we don't know they're dating." James exclaimed.

"We have to get some major explaining from Katie in the morning." I told the guys on the way up to the apartment.

*~ The next morning ~*

Katie POV

I was woken up the next morning by a loud pounding on my door.

"KATIE GET UP!" I just groaned. All of a sudden I felt hands creep up my sides and mercilessly tickle my sides. I shot up with laughter "I'm awake, I'm awake."

I was then hoisted up and swung over one the guys shoulder. I still trying to wake up to care which one it was. I was not in a good mood so far. I was plopped unto the bright orange couch.

"Who was that Trever person last night, Baby Sister?" I freaked out in my mind, but my facial expression didn't change.

"Who are you talking about?"

"Cut the crap Katie, you know who we are talking about?" Kendall raised his voice and was very angry. Tears started to form in my eyes.

I hated when this happened. He sounded just like dad. He would yelled at me right before he beat the living daylight out of me.

*~Flashback~*

"KATIE ALEXA KNIGHT! GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!"

I ran down stairs knowing if he had to come find me, I would get beat worse.

"YOU ARE A MISTAKE IF YOU WEREN'T HERE WE WOULDN'T BE HAVING ALL THIS FINANCIAL TROUBLE!" He started to punch me all over my tiny little 5 year old body.

*~End of Flashback~*

The guys didn't know about that, he only did that to me. James saw me almost start to cry.

"Katie are you ok?" he asked me.

"James don't try to comfort her."

"Kendall where is your big loving heart for your little sister. Can't you see she's about to cry?"

"She just doesn't want to tell us she is a slut."

With those door I was out the door in a second running as fast as my legs could carry me.

Carlos POV

I can't believe Kendall said that to Katie.

"Good going, Kendall you just made it worse." I yelled at him. He snapped out of his rage, consuming what he just said and what just happened.

"Oh my god! What did I just do?"

I decided to run after Katie. I searched the park, pool, gym. Pretty much every where at the Palmwoods. I ran back up to the apartment.

"I can't find her. She isn't at the Palmwoods."

"Guys, we have to find her. Do you know how many creeps are out there." Logan stated.

James grabbed the BTR Mobile keys and we were all running toward the car.

Katie POV

I ran until I couldn't run know more. I had my phone on me and I called Trever and told him to come pick me up. I waited in a random park for 2 minutes before he pulled up in his navy blue ferrari. I got in the car and he saw my crying.

"What wrong Katie?" He pulled me into a hug and just rubbed my back.

"So the guys must have been spying on me last night. They asked you were. My brother Kendall raised his voice. I don't like it when he raises him voice."

"Why?"

"The guys don't know this, but I was abused my dad when I was five. He always raised his voice before he started to beat me."

"Oh Katie. I can't imagine."

"James saw I was about to cry and he came to comfort me. Kendall told him not. James yelled at him for not having a heart. Then he said "She just doesn't want to tell us she's a slut." I ran out of the apartment and I don't plan on going back anytime soon.

"Let's bring you to Gustavo's and we can sort this out. You aren't a slut Katie."

"I know. It just hurts that my brother thinks I am."

We arrived at Gustavo's about 2 minutes later.

"Gustavo?" He walked out of his kitchen and he saw me crying. He was like a father to me, so being concerned he walked me to the couch.

"Katie, what wrong." I told him the same thing I told Trever.

"Well Katie you can stay here, for a while if you want. Will your mom care?"

"No, she moved to Minnesota last week."

"I will have some people clean up your room and you can move here." He walked to a computer and tracked their phones. "Good they are all the way on the other side of the city." I'll send them there now."

"Thanks Gustavo." I hugged him. "Can we go record?"

"For my next superstar of course." He smiled at me.

I sang my heart out in that booth. It was all from my heart.

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

I ran up to one Gustavo's guest room and cried myself to sleep.

Kendall POV

I can't believe I said that to Katie. We've been looking for her all day.

"I think we should just call it a night." Logan said.

"No, there's one place we haven't checked yet." Logan knew what I meant. Since she grew up with us playing hockey, we could all clear our heads in the rink. We had to go see if she was there.

We parked in the parking lot. I ran as fast as I could to see if she was there. My heart broke when I saw she wasn't there.

"What have I done." I said as I pulled my knees to chest and just sobbed. The guys did the same.

"We should probably head back home. She could've come back." Logan pointed out.

He did have a point. It was a dead silent drive back to the Palmwoods. When we got up to apartment, she knocked on her door. No answer. James peeked his head through the door. He gave us a horrified look.

"What?" Carlos asked him. James then swung the door open for us to see.

Her room was completely empty and the walls were painted white.

She was gone.

Well there you go!

Will try to update later today

Song "It's Not Over" - Daughtry

With lots of love,

Crazygurl5and11