A/N: I didn't think I would get around to two chapters today, but look at me! This one is kind of a filler, but it does have some REALLY important stuff in it. Enjoy!

Kurt and I did nothing more than cuddle for the rest of the day. We felt safe and happy. We lied on Kurt's bed all day, exchanging lazy kisses, innocent touches and loving looks. My heart was wasted on happiness as Kurt's were too. Both of us were remembering how life was before somebody smashed us into a million pieces. We ended up falling asleep that night in Kurt's bed, cuddled up together happily. I woke up the next morning to someone shaking my arm, urging me to wake up. I opened my eyes to see Finn, looking down at me, very concerned

"Hey dude, I'm sorry to wake you, but I really wanted to talk to you, alone." Finn whispered.

I nodded, rubbing my eyes and slowly getting out of bed. I followed Finn into his room; a place I had never been before. He shut the door behind me.

His room wasn't nearly as nice as Kurt's; it was messier, and well… Finn-ish. There were rock band posters all over the wall, clothes scattered about, and a tiny drum kit in the corner. Finn gestured for me to sit down on his bed, while he pulled up his desk chair.

"Blaine, I know what happened, dude, and I'm really sorry." Finn said. I smiled sadly and nodded in thanks.

"Blaine, you're kind of like.. my other brother. When Kurt was going through all of the shit leading up to this, I wasn't there for him like I should've been because I was an ass. But you… you were a miracle for him. You are someone just like him; someone he could relate to. And Kurt deserves someone like you in his life. I'm so glad he found someone like you. I used to worry about Kurt getting a boyfriend; I was worried that he was going to be some douchebag guy that pressured Kurt into doing stuff. And I do love Kurt. He's family now. But when you guys finally started dating, I was so happy because you were everything opposite than I expected." Finn said. I smiled, knowing that Finn was happy that I was with Kurt.

"Sometimes, Blaine, I get so jealous because you can make him happier than I ever could. And I don't mean that in a 'I want to get into your boyfriend's pants' thing because obviously I'm his brother and I'm DEFINITELY not gay, but I still do care about Kurt. And when you're with Kurt, he always seems so happy. Even when he was at his lowest, he was HAPPY with you. I could never make Kurt as happy as you make him. You are a real blessing to us Blaine. But, I'm worried about YOU." He continued, looking at me with concern. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion

"Blaine, before everything went downhill, you and Kurt looked at each other the same; lovingly, happily; it was really endearing. And when Kurt was in the hospital, you still looked at him like that; you never left his side. But since we've gotten home, I've gotten worried because now when you look at Kurt, you look sad. You look like you're longing for him, which doesn't even make sense because you HAVE him. And Blaine, I just don't understand it. I totally saw you guys when you were waking him up yesterday for breakfast. It just… Blaine I don't know why. And I know all of that stuff went down yesterday, but I'm just worried about you." Finn said. His eyes were watering; he was not crying, but I could tell he was on the verge of tears, like I was.

It was funny, everyone perceived Finn to be sort of… nim-witted. Well, really, he wasn't. Finn may have some stupid moments at times, but he is very intuitive. And he just proved it to me now.

"I love Kurt more and more every day. " I started, Finn looking at me intently

"Kurt is my life. I lost everything yesterday, Finn. My family. My home. All I have left is Kurt. But I'd rather have Kurt than those other things in my life, because they can't love me like he can and I can't love them like I love him. When I kiss Kurt, I'm not happy because I'm kissing Kurt, I'm happy because I'm kissing Kurt. I know he's the only one for me." I said truthfully. Every single statement of that was true. And this is where I started to lie

"But everything has taken such a toll on me too. I can't help but now process the fact that he could be dead right now. I feel so terrible that he's so… broken. And I just want to help him. And I'm so sad, because now he feels he has to worry about me with the whole thing yesterday, and he just needs to worry about himself. I love Kurt, and I want him to get better. I don't want him getting better to be delayed because I can't sort out my family issues. That's not fair to him."

What I said was true; everything was taking a toll on me. And sometimes, when I look at Kurt, I can't help but feel awful when I starting thinking what life would be like if he followed through with his plan. I try not to think about it because it's too painful and I want him in my life. But I'm not about to tell Finn about my Bulimia, because if he finds out, Kurt will find out. And if Kurt finds out, he'll realize I'm too broken to fix, so he'll leave me. And then, I will literally have NOTHING.

"Blaine, Kurt told me about this thing you have… he says you box when you're angry, or need a release. So I think that you should come to the gym with me, once a week. Blaine, I see you spending the rest of your life with Kurt; I really do. Your relationship with him is so… deep. And I want to build a good relationship with you early on, because I want us to be close in the future. " Finn said, smiling at me. I smiled the best I could back; his words killing me.

I was scared to get close to Finn. If he found out I was broken too, after I had gotten close with him, not only would my heartache over Kurt, but I would lose someone that has the potential to be a great friend too. One heart break is enough.

"Blaine, I want you to trust me to the point where you can tell me anything, and vice versa. You are going to be my brother in law someday. Well, my step brother in law, but Blaine I'm not considering you a step brother in law or even a brother in law; you are my brother. And we're family now. And this is what family's do for each other." He continued

This is what families do for each other. Why is everyone saying this all the time? Evidentially, that's not what all families do; mine never did. They never even did when Cooper still lived at home, and he was straight.

"Finn, I would love too, but I don't really…"

"Please, Blaine. It would mean so much to me. To me, to Mom and Burt, and Kurt."

I sat there, staring at Finn. I weighed my options. Now that I discovered Epsom salt, I could hide my bulimia. Maybe this would help fix Kurt; being friends with his brother. Maybe this is something that would make him happy. And maybe I would get a good friend out of this. I will make it my mission to not let him find out.

"Okay. Finn, that sounds great." I said. Finn smiled and stood up, giving me a hug

"I promise Blaine, I'm here for you if you ever need a friend to listen." He said. I felt a wetness on my shoulder; Finn's tears. He pulled out of the hug, each of us smiling at one another.

"Oh, but Blaine?"

"Yeah?"

"Just… if one thing…. No sex questions alright? I don't want to have to think about you and my brother…. Having… getting it… uhh…" He stumbled upon words. I laughed

"Having sex? Trust me I won't that would be awkward for both of us." I said, smiling. Finn laughed with relief

"Okay thank God." He said laughing, before he froze up again.

"Have you… you know?" He asked nervously

"Had sex? Finn God, sometimes you're worse than Kurt. And yes, we have. Now can I go before this gets too awkward for us?" I asked, laughing. He stood there, frozen

"You didn't pressure him into it right?" He asked quietly

"No Finn, I wouldn't do that to him. He asked me if we could, and I told him yes. We were both ready and it's something neither of us regret." I said confidently. Finn just stood there awkward, trying to accept my words

"O-okay." He said, before I laughed once more and wlaked out of the room. I walked back over to Kurt's room to wake him up. We had a therapy appointment in a couple hours.

I crawled back into bed, bringing Kurt to my chest. I kissed his sleeping head softly, and whispered in his ear.

"Good morning beautiful. It's time to start our day together."

He stirred slightly, but did not open his eyes.

"C'mon Kurt, we gotta get moving." I said lightly, kissing his cheek. He smiled, but did not awaken.

"Kurt, Finn just asked me if I had sex with you." I said, trying not to laugh. Kurt's eyes shot wide open, looking at me.

"He WHAT?" He said, his voice raspy from his sleep state

"Yup. And I told him we had. It was quite the funny sight; I wish I had known because I would've taken a picture." I said laughing. Kurt was now laughing too.

"You didn't regret it?" I asked nervously

"Our first time? No. I absolutely did not regret it. I loved every minute of it. It was one of the best nights I ever had, because I got to share it with you." He said. I turned his body slightly so I could get a better angle of his lips.

"I love you." I said, before kissing him slowly, and passionately. I released, rolling out of bed

"We have to get ready for therapy at noon, and it's already 10:30; and it takes twenty minutes to get to the hospital, so we need to hurry a little bit." I said "I'll make breakfast because I'm already ready; you can get ready while I do that." I said

"Blaine, you fell asleep in that. How are you ready?" He asked

"These are the only clothes I have. Everything is back at my parents' house. I only grabbed my guitar." I said quietly, letting the memories of yesterday resurface.

I felt a warm body now hugging me

"I'm so sorry Blaine." He said. I just wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in closer; it was like I was holding on to the last thing I ever had… maybe because I was.

"Blaine, after therapy, let's go to the mall. We can buy you some new clothes until we can get your stuff back from your parents' house. We'll spend the day together. It'll be nice." He said into my shoulder. I pulled away from the hug and looked at Kurt.

"That sounds great." I said smiling, before kissing the love of my life once more. Just like every time; this one felt like the first. It's not because I was kissing Kurt, it's because I was kissing Kurt.

Post A/N: I decided to end this one more on a happy note (: I hope you enjoyed! I would like some feedback on the Finn/Blaine relationship; I feel like they should get a long more than they actually do, and since I'm writing this story….. well….. yeah. So let me know how you feel about it!