My Dirty Little Secret Chapter 11: Hospital, a big time rush fanfic

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush

I really liked that bright light so I started to take one step after another into it.

James POV

I heard Kendall yell for Katie to wake up. I froze in my tracks and so did Carlos. We might've just lost our baby sister. I should've insisted to take her to a doctor right away. The ambulance came right after Katie closed her eyes. We all decided to drive to the hospital.

"Katie isn't gonna die is she?" Carlos asked us. He looked like a puppy that has been kicked to many times.

"No, she's not. Just because she fainted doesn't mean she's gonna die." Logan told us.

"But she closed her eyes and talked about a light." Kendall said.

"..." Logan didn't have a answer to that.

"This is all my fault!" I said as I buried my face into my hands. Carlos started to rub my back in big circles.

"How is it your fault?" Kendall asked me.

"I should've taken her to a doctor right away, after this morning."

"It's not your fault. We would be blaming ourselves for the same thing."

*~At the hospital~*

Katie POV

I stopped walking toward that light. It became really dark and scary after my 3rd step. I didn't want to go there. I woke up to a really bright white light though. It was a hospital room. I instantly got out of that bed and ran for the door. I was out the door and halfway down the hall. I suddenly felt myself getting lifted and carried back to my hospital room.

"NO!" I yelled squirming trying to get out of his arms. "Let me go!" I hated hospitals. They had death, diseases, and needles!

"Sweetheart, calm down." He had a really low voice. Not it a bad way, like in a smooth and relaxing way. I stopped withering and calmed down. "Do you want me to get your brothers?" As he set me down in my bed. "Let me go get the doctor." He said as he left.

Kendall POV

We were waiting in the waiting room for a half hour. When a doctor walked in

"Katie Knight." We all bolted up and gathered around him.

"We're here for Katie Knight." I told him.

"I'm Dr. Grant Anderson, I'm Katie's doctor. Don't worry it's nothing major." He assured us.

"What happened?" Logan asked him.

"Her heart's pressure of the blood in her arteries rose and fell as the heart and muscles handle started the demands of fame, such as all the singing and dancing, lack of sleep and stress. Some healthy people her age have blood pressure well below the average for their age, even though she has a completely normal heart and blood vessels. This is often true of athletes who are in superior shape. The term "hypotension" is usually used only when blood pressure has fallen so far that enough blood can no longer reach the brain, causing dizziness and fainting."

"Meaning?" We all asked and looked at Logan.

"She has low blood pressure and she fainted. It's not a big deal." He assured us.

"So she isn't gonna die." Carlos asked Logan and Dr. Anderson.

"It's a extremely low possibility." Dr. Anderson assured us. "Your sister doesn't like hospitals does she?"

"Not at all. Y?" I asked him.

"Well she woke up and bolted off the bed and ran down the hallway, when one of the nurses picked her up and carried her back to her room. She didn't like it at all." We just sat there and laughed knowing Katie, she would do that.

"Well you boys can go see her if you want. She's on the eighth floor room 18."

"Thank you Dr. Anderson." James said. We ran up the stairs to the eighth floor and quickly found room 18.

"Hey Katie!" Carlos yelled

"Hey Carlos!" She yelled back. She then clutched her stomach and winced.

Katie POV

My stomach actually my right side to be exact, hurt like crazy!

Carlos POV

We all saw her hold her stomach and wince.

"Katie, what's wrong?" Kendall asked her.

"My stomach hurts. It's probably nothing though."

Then she screamed out in pain. I didn't know how to make her happy. Was I suppost to tickle her or something.

"Katie, what's wrong?" Logan asked.

"My right side really hurts."

"Kendall and James go get a doctor. Tell him Katie has appendicitis." With that they ran out the door. They were probably the most protective brothers she had. Don't get me wrong, Logan and I were overprotective of her to. Not to their extent though. They would do anything for her to be safe and happy.

I took Katie's hand and said "Katie, it's gonna be ok. We won't leave your side. Ever." She gave me a smile and held her stomach and winced and cried out a tiny scream.

Dr. Anderson rushed in and asked what was going on and Logan described in to him. He called some doctors in and told Katie he would have to do some surgery, before it burst. She really didn't want to go but she wanted the pain to go away.

When they started to prep her for surgery we sang her favorite songs. "Love Me Love Me, Cover Girl, Worldwide, and Elevate." Before they rolled her away. We each kissed her forehead and told her something. I told her.

"Katie-Bear. When you get out of surgery we are gonna raid the vending machine for Fruit Smacker ok?" She laughed and nodded her head. We all told her we loved her before she was rolled behind the big white doors.

Katie POV

They put a mask on my face and asked me to counted up to 100. I made it to 5 and I was out like a rock.

*~ 2 hours later ~*

I woke up in my hospital room, with James waiting for me to wake up.

"James?" I croaked out.

James ran over to me and gave me a bone crushing hug. "Katie, your ok."

"Of course I would be James." He laughed knowing what I meant. "Where are the rest of the guys?" I asked.

"They went to go get some food. They should be back any second." Literally right after he finished his sentence, I blinked and Carlos was hugging me. Followed by Kendall and Logan.

Dr. Anderson came in.

"Katie, how are you feeling?"

"Much better thank you."

"Well we got your appendix out right before it burst. You will be released in about 2 to 3 days."

"Thanks and Logan wants to talk to you. Since he is part of the Future Doctors of America."

"My pleasure." He said as he motioned Logan out of the room.

*~ 3 days later ~*

Still Katie POV

Tour was 2 months away and the doctor and Logan said I should be ok to preform. I had to take it easy for now.

Gustavo wanted me to record a new song that came to him in a dream? Anyway, it was a good song.

You can't touch me now there's no feeling left
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back don't hold your breath

I was under your spell for such a long time couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart tore me apart withall your lies and games
It took all the strength I had but I crawled up on my feet again
Now you're trying to lure me back but no those days are gone my friend
I loved you so much that I thought that someday you could change
But all you brought me was a heart full of pain

Don't hold your breath eh eh

I was worried about you but you never cared about me none
You took my money and I know that you, you could kill someone
I gave you everything but nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff

Don't hold your breath

Move on don't look back
I jumped off a train running off the tracks
Your day is gone face the facts
A bad movie ends and the screen fades to black
What you did to me boy I can't forget
If you think I'm coming back

Don't hold your breath

"Katie, that was even better than perfect. You and the dawgs can go home now."

*~ At the Palmwoods ~*

"Katie, are you hungry?" James asked me.

"No not really. I'll eat something little though." The guys seemed to like my answer.

I made myself a turkey and swiss sandwich. After supper we sat around and watched some movies. I sat inbetween Carlos and Kendall.

In the middle of Safe House Kendall turned off the movie.

"What did you do that for?" I yelled at him.

"We can't stand you staring at Ryan Reynolds. It's bad for your brain."

"Why just because he's hotter than all of you combined."

"Take that back." James yelled hurt, because he always cared about his looks.

"Never!" I yelled dramatically. I shouldn't of ever said that because they all pounced on me and started to tickle me.

"No. Guys. Stop. Please."

"Take it back." Logan yelled over my laughter.

After a while I finally gave up and took it back. Exhausted from all the laughing, James picked me up and carried me to my room. With the rest of guys right behind me, they sang me my lullaby. Set Apart This Dream. I was out by the end of the second chorus.

I loved my brothers more than anything in the world.

I wanted to get a chapter up before I left for Wisconsin Dells. Here ya go people. Next chapter won't be up until Friday or Saturday.

I was watching a Celebuzz Big Time Rush Interview and Carlos and Kendall mentioned this song and thought it would be a perfect song for the story. Go Figure.

Excited for June 25 (Windows Down comes out) :D and Monday because Figure it Out starts.

Songs: "Don't Hold Your Breath." - Nicole Scherzinger
"Set Apart This Dream" - Flyleaf.

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Crazygurl5and11