A/N: Revised

Camilla threw herself onto the bed that was currently her's in the room that for the next year would be hers aswell.

The Wellington's would be home in 7..wait 6 days.

Until then, she would have to take care of herself, normally that wouldn't be a problem but after the happening with ' Stan' whish had been the name of vampire that attacked her, she wasn't all that fond of the thought of being outside after sundown and anxiety was eating at her 24/7.

The thought of food dumped into her head. She didn't eat all that much but Cami sincerely doubted that Jane had food enough for a week in her fridge. AH! She could just order it to the house. She sighed in relief,shoulders sagging in content and thanked several Nordish gods for the laziness of the Americans.

Camilla crawled off her bed and toddled into the bathroom on the 2nd floor, taking yet another bath. She couldn't help it, the need to feel clean was so extreme that she would rub her skin raw and stay under the water until she got all wrinkly if just the feeling, the memory of 'Stan' touching her vanished.

She pulled her borrowed clothing off and left it upon the floor as she turned on the water and stepped in, immersed herself in her own 'cleansing ritual'

After half an hour of standing under the water, the temperature turned up so high that it was almost schorching.

But Cami didn't mind, only enjoyed the cleansing.

She dressed herself in a gray pair of shorts and a XXL T-shirt that had belonged to her father until she 'stole' it from him and used it as sleeping gear.

She grabbed one of the books in the pile beside her bed and gazed upon the frontside. "Mist Born Trilogy - Book 1" ,Camilla had never even heard of the serie before but She shrugged and reached for her Ipod , plugged the earphones into her ears and scrolled through the various artists.

Picked Flyleaf and picked a random song, soon the tunes of ' In The Dark' started playing and Camilla cringed at how depressing it was but let it go, just set it on shuffle.

Opened the book and escaped into the fantasy world within it.

:: Timeskip::

Camilla awoke, her eyes fluttering open as she got up from the bed, yawning and rubbing her eyes. She gazed at the Ipod that she had forgotten to turn off.

8pm, huh, She had slept the day away.

She was taking on the sleeping pattern she used to,Camilla noted with apathy and strecthed her drowsy body, popping several ligaments and toddled out to brush her teeth.

She gazed at her reflection in the mirror and tilted her head lightly to the left. Could anyone really see her as pretty? She asked herself, silently scrutinizing her looks

Would someone actually be able to..love her.. someday? Fear grasped her and it felt as though a large hand clutched at her heart. Her innocence would have been lost if 'Stan' had gotten his way with her. Her first time would have been a rape.

Camilla gasped for air and shook her head, desperately wanting to rid her mind of such horrid thoughts.

Such negative thoughts that had been so dangerous, that had been her fall when she was only thirteen. The consequences of her selfhatred, of her despair shown as subtle scars upon her wrists.

You wouldn't be able to see them if you didn't know they were there but Camilla still covered them with bracelets and silkbonds.

She covered them cause she was ashamed of her weakness, that she gave in that easily. And still they also were the proof that she had survived through a terrible phase - proof that she had grown she had matured.

She gazed out of the window and tilted her head, The sun had just set. Would that mean Godric was up by now? Camilla's eyes widened and she looked down frowning slightly.

Since when did she start wondering what guys were doing? Damn she was 15 and had yet to fall in love!

She had had boyfriends. Two infact. A blond prettyboy just slightly older than her and a 19 year old guy whom she had thought she was in love with but she realized after a few days that she only cared for him as a friend.

She had become depressed by the fact that she wasn't in love, and in her frustration with herself she declared to her older friend that the two of them were gonna get hammered that night. And they sure did.

She broke up the next day and even though she had met him almost on daily basis after the break, they never spoke to eachother. Would barely even glance at eachother.

Her friend had told her that he really did have a thing for her, but Camilla didn't belive her friend. She had gotten the feeling that it wasn't her that he liked. It was the fact that maybe she was easy.

But he had been dissappointed. She never allowed them to go further than kissing. And Cami guessed his pride had been hurt and he was sulking. So she didn't really care. He could act like a kindergartner all he wanted - she would not give a damn.

Her ringing tone went off and Camilla frowned, she didn't remember giving out her number to anyone else but the Wellingtons. And they wouldn't call her while out of state.

Camilla gazed at her phone, unknown number huh. She sighed and pressed the green button, and put her phone to her ear. "...Camilla speaking.." She said gazing through the window, curious to who it was.

"Good evening Camilla, Its Isabel"

"Hi Isabel, Good to hear from you.. BTW How did you get my number?"

"Oh, I have my sources" The woman said, sounding smug.

Camilla giggled. " Well aslong as no perverts get the number I dont mind."

The sound of Isabel's chuckle reached her and Cami couldn't help but smile even wider.

"I promise, Its only me and Godric who has your number"

"Godric has my number?"

"Yes"

"Why?"

"Should I know how his mind works?"

"Arent you his 2nd in command, Isnt that like..your job?"

"Not concerning girls who were attacked by his underlings? Come on, This is Godric we are talking about. No one knows whats going on his head!"

"So, What do you want since you called me?"

"I was wondering if..You would want company?"

Camilla raised an eyebrow and it took her moment to answer.

"Honestly, Isabel. You just saved my day..um wait .. Night"

"I take that as a Yes"

"You bet!"

Isabel hung up after a promise of hurrying and Cami ruffled her hair, gazing around. Should she get dressed? Naah. She wasn't gonna leave the house anyway.

10 minutes later it knocked on the door, Camilla toddled down the stairs and through the house and opened the door, her eyes widened slightly as Godric stood beside Isabel

" Hey." She said and Camilla could have hugged her. Cami had quickly realized that it was very ..uncomfortable to be home alone after such an assault and Isabel was saving her from a night filled with paranoia.

"Going to invite us in?" Isabel said, smiling teasingly.

Camilla frowned and then remembered the fact that they couldn't enter a house without a invitation.

"Oh, please do come in" Camilla said and giggled awkwardly.

Annoyed with herself that she had forgotten that surprised that Godric was here aswell.

" I am sorry to be rude but I don't really have anythin to bid you since..Its not my house" The girl mumbled with a apologetic.

Camilla made a gesture for them to follow and then dumped herself on the couch, and turned on the TV.

"Im sorry for not being properly dressed. Just woke up after sleeping all day..Too drowsy to dress" Camilla explained and turned her gaze to the TV.

The first she saw was a guy and his blond wife sitting there, rambling about something. "Who the hell is that?" Cami asked and looked up at Isabel for an answer and the vampire just stared back with an amused look on her face.

"That guy sunds like a maniac. God this, God that. Don't they know he is a psychopath? "Camilla mumbled, staring intently on the taking note of Godric's confused look or Isabel's obvious amusement. She had been here for a month but watching TV wasn't something she had used much time on.

As the guy kept rambling, Camilla's face contracted was showing off all emotions. Disgust, amusement, Horror.

Isabel had sat down beside the human and couldn't help but chuckle at the girl's facial, Godric was still standing and he too was watching Camilla's reactions curiously.

"Why so shocked? Its just Steve Newlin rambling like always" Isabel asked,pondering how the youngster did not know of him

Camilla turned to look at Isabel, a frown upon her face. " I hate this guy"

Isabel cocked her head to the side, silently asking for an explanation.

Camilla rubbed her chin and looked up, pursing her lips for a moment before she answered :

"For one thing He is worshipping a psycho. Second - He is obviously a brainless sheep who can't think for himself, Third - He is a horrible person and he is hating on vampires in general calling them monsters while he probably isnt any better himself. Fourth - He is rambling on how vampires kill and such.. His 'God' killed millions in the bible, where the devil btw only killed like 10. His 'God' condemned rape victims to be stoned. And they claim he is loving and merciful! My ass! Oh right and the priests before him..Didn't they kill lots of people claiming they were heretics and witches and homosexuals? " Camilla gasped for air after her speech and then finished by saying: " He is thinking himself pure and innocent while he isnt. He probably dont give a shit about 'God'..He just wanna revenge his father"

Isabel and Godric just stared at her. Totally dumbfounded. This sure was a new point of view. Godric didn't understand Camilla's words really. Why was she so hateful of God?

And Isabel was wondering how the girl's mind worked. How could a 15 year old have those kinds of opinions?

Godric tilted his head and asked Camilla: " Don't you belive in God?"

Camilla looked at him and shook her head. " Im a proud Atheist and even though its kind of embarrassing Im very intolerant to religious people. My friend called it racism but it isnt.. Its generalising but.. Still. I just want the best for everyone - and Its not like I see myself better than everyone else cause my moral compass is decided by a book"

"You dislike religious people?" Godric repeated, and Camilla wondered if he had turned in to a broken record.

"I dislike religion in general. I find Norse, Egyptian and Greek Mythology awesome but the only religion that I could approve of is.. Buddhism. But Yeah, I dislike 've been murdering and starting so called Holy wars, causing so much pain for a fictional fucking character, if that isnt stupid and disgusting then I dont know what is."

Isabel laughed and Camilla looked at her. " I mean it" she said, kind of hurt that Isabel laughed but the brunette shook her head and said:" You are full of surprises! A teenager with such a way of thought!"

Camilla just looked confused but shrugged it off and licked her lips. " Like seriously. Beside the fact that we have proof that Adolf Hitler existed..What is the difference between him and God? Werent they both the masterminds behind millions of deaths on the people they disliked? Didn't they both brainwash their followers? Arent both of their modern diciples ignoring the fact that they killed millions and follows their leads?"

Neither Godric nor Isabel answered and Camilla almost sneered as Steve Newlins face popped up on the TV-screen again. " But anyways...Lets drop the subject. I hate sounding so intolerant and generalising and it just pisses me of how stupid some people can be!"

And thus the 3 of them spent the night discussing various things. Camilla had LOTS of questions on how many languages the two of them had learned, what animals they had seen that were now extinct.

Camilla had never spoken so well with anyone before, she never felt..on wave length with them. People her age didn't understand why she read so much, couldn't get her way of thinking and then she goes to Dallas, meets not only one but two and they get it from the start!

::Timeskip::

The three of them had been spending each night together now. It was Friday and Camilla couldn't recall ever being this happy. After her grandmother's death in April, Camilla had thought that the one person who understood her the most was gone even though the void of her grandmother could never be filled, she had found someone who understood her. Two actually.

Camilla had been sleeping all the dayhours and spent all nights from sunset to dawn with Isabel and Godric.

And now she was sitting in the livingroom that belonged to the Wellington's, forcing down some food. One of the things Isabel had scolded her about was that she often skipped her meals. Camilla always excused her with the fact that she wasn't hungry and it was true but Isabel wouldn't hear of it and demanded her to eat.

It was 11pm and Cami was getting kind of worried cause Godric or Isabel or both would have come by now. Or at least called.

Camilla washed up her dishes and gazed at her phone for a long minute before dialing Godric's phone number. It went instantly on voicemail. She frowned and then she dialed Isabel. The calling sound sounded 8 times before Isabel picked up. " Hey, Belle, Could you tell me what's going on. Godric didn't pick up and why you so silent?"

Belle had been what Camilla nicknamed her new friend since Camilla liked nicknames.

"Camilla, Godric's been kidnapped"