All characters are Ms. Meyers... I own only my thoughts and details. Anything that seems familiar is not mine. I wanted to pre-warn all readers... There may be some things in future chapters that might bother other readers. Such as the BDSM topics or what is in Bella's past. Please do not read if content of sex bothers you!

Previously on High School of HellLove:

My annoyance level was over my head and I desperately needed a stress reliever. Making my way back to my room I lit a cigarette and pulled out my black laptop from its resting place on my desk.

BPOV:

Sitting on my bed twiddling my thumbs wasn't making the time pass any faster. Huffing out, I fell backwards landing squarely on my queen sized bed. This bed made lonely an understatement and as I looked around my room I realized just how bare it was.

The walls were white, daunting me into thinking it was a hospital – white, nothing was even on the walls, not a single picture or shelf. The only things in my room besides the bed which was pushed in a corner, was a desk and a very old rocking chair.

Contemplating if I actually wanted to waste the energy, I told myself I would look for a bookshelf before I started unpacking my life.

Hey at least the comforter is red. Not too ugly! My inner monologue whispered.

That's because I picked out this blanket. I bitched back, plucking at the top of its surface.

Sighing out a low profanity, I slid off my bed; slightly twisting my ankle as I not too softly landed on the old wooden floor.

Quickly grabbing my laptop from one of the boxes on the floor next to my bed, I hoppled back to the only place I could call a comfort zone. Even though I grew up here, it felt as if I shouldn't touch anything else in Charlie's home. To make it any less then what he had it. What was his. I guess you could say it wasn't home.

My lips moved along with my password as I finally turned on my computer. Swiftly, logging onto a chat site, my friend from Phoenix, Penny, showed me. Which was for teens but a lot of old men got on as well… it was time consuming process to weed out the horny old dogs but there were some really great people on here as well.

_Changer_17 has now logged on

_Changer_17: Wanna chat?

Jay87: Hi, what world do you change?

Jay87: You want to change my world? Lets c2c.

I briskly exited from the pervert and sighed loudly. This wasn't helping me at all, the silence was creeping back up on me and thoughts of Edward started.

Nothing much changed about him; I certainly still thought of him as an Angel and only time would tell but the odds of him starring in my dreams were high. He towers over me now, clearly over 6 foot, maybe 6'4. I haven't seen his million dollar, panty dropping smirk yet though, which begs to question if that was the same.

My mind was conjuring images of his lips pressed to my own, but I dispelled them as his face full of disgust broke my day dreaming. I will stay away from him. I'll become invisible; he won't even realize I came back to school. I could do that.

As I made these promises to myself another IM popped up.

Needed_Change: Hello

_Changer_17: Hey, hmm… I like your name. Not that I want to sound like a creep or anything.

Needed_Change: Can I ask you a question?

_Changer_17: Please, go wild.

EPOV:

My Camel was helping but a headache started to emerge and sitting here staring at the blank screen of the chat site I normally get on to talk dirty with more whores, I decided to change my normal IM name.

Needed_Change has now logged on

Killa: Wanna trade pics?

Hornyy_Slut: Any girls wanna watch me jack off on camm press 5555.

Alex_13: Clean chat? Anyone's welcome.

I'm not sure what I was doing but no one was catching my eye and I almost logged out completely to leave the house and find some pussy to get at, but a girls IM name stopped me dead in my tracks.

_Changer_17 has now logged on

_Changer_17: Wanna chat?

The loud music in my stereo system blared out Waiting on the World to Change by John Mayer. It was too uncanny. I mean really it was like her name was a puzzle piece to my own and then out of all of my music that song had to play!

Wow, you're becoming a pussy. My subconscious mocked.

You think Isabella wants a pussy for a man? You think anyone wants a pussy?

Jumping at the chance I IM-ed her.

Needed_Change: Hello.

Pulling out another cigarette as I waited on her response, Emmet slammed open my door and bounced on my bed.

"Fucker, get the hell off my bed. Like I want you anywhere near my shit." I growled out to him.

"Wow, Eddie needs to get laid." He smirked out to me. "I'm getting some after dinner… which happens to be done."

"Kay." I muttered not really caring.

"You ain't coming are you?" he sarcastically said as he closed my door again.

_Changer_17: Hey, hmm… I like your name. Not that I want to sound like a creep or anything.

Needed_Change: Can I ask you a question?

_Changer_17: Please, go wild.

Fuck… this girl was either innocent or she had a suspicion that I enjoyed dominating.

All with a please? Really? You do need to get laid.

Needed_Change: Why do you want to change the world?

_Changer_17: Gandhi once said, "You must be the change you're willing to see." And I want to see the world change for the better. I want racism to stop, I want the rich to see being poor is better because love comes easier. That sounds crazy doesn't it?

Needed_Change: Hmm… but you strike me as the crazy type. The kind that is up for anything.

_Changer_17: I have a certain view of things, it just so happens that I don't knock on anything til I've tried it… haha if that answers you're not stated question?

Wow, I can't say I've ever spoken to a girl who is snarky and intriguing at the same time. I wonder if she thinks I'm a girl. Maybe that's why she's so calm with me.

Needed_Change: Do you think I'm male or female?

_Changer_17: Well honestly, I know because of your question but either way it doesn't matter… As I stated, I'm up to doing almost anything. I can say with certainty that my dreams can answer if I care if you have a pussy or a dick. :P

Needed_Change: You didn't answer me. Answer the question.

Thank you for reading… I hope you enjoyed it. I do know it's been a bit wild and unorganized but I'm not the type to tell you it all out.

For those of you who reviewed should now know… I don't even show my twin sister what I wrote until AFTER its posted.. so again if you review.. I update.

P.s. Tell me what you want to happen in this chat site… I'm fighting for two directions…

so GIVE ME YOUR IDEAS!

Love,

MidnightPleasures