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seashine and starglitter
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aka 'and I wanna eat my cake, too'
an: onemanga is officially going to be deleting everything. it is a depressing day. this will probably cause me to write more, though.
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Now that your world revolves around him, you can't remember what it was like to be without an axis.
Chaotic, scary, hopeless, maybe.
Feelings that were once so familiar take the back burner in your heart. It's swelling with happiness, fit to burst. Sometimes you're afraid it will.
That the happiness will overflow, that you'll drown.
This life is too good. Too perfect. You are too happy, and experience has told you that the consequences can be worse than your happiness is worth.
But you've tried martyrdom; this time you're going to try selfishness.
You hope it does you well.