Dear Delly,

I'm going to miss you! So much! I know you'll keep on smiling, that's what you always do when you are sad. I've seen you cry and I'll ask you what's wrong and you'll just say that you are fine. You would even try to make me feel better.

You are my best friend. I hope you know that. Last year, before my first time in the Hunger Games, you told me that I could win if I tried and I did. This time, although you didn't say it, I know you are thinking that. I can't. Not this time Delly.

I never meant to win last time, it was always Katniss I wanted to survive and nothing has changed. Over the last few months, you have been my rock, helping me through everything. You were the person who told me to be friends with Katniss, the only one I could be truthful too and you were always the same back.

I just want to tell you how grateful I am. Maybe a letter is better; you always told me that I had a way with words. It's so hard to write how much you mean to me and how much I care for you. In a way, I'm sorry I fell in love with Katniss, because the whole time I was looking at her, I could have been looking at you.

My uncomplicated friend who thinks the best of me. I do love you, very much but as a friend. I know you like me that way, I should have said something before to you. But you knew how much I loved Katniss.

I admire you too. The strongest person who could see the dimmest light in the pitch black, always saw the best of everyone and wasn't afraid to be herself. Still be yourself Delly, don't let anyone change who you are because you are so perfect. Don't let time make you stop smiling; don't cry for those you can't help.

You can't save the world, not yet anyway. But you did save me. Thank you for comforting me when I lost all hope, thank you for always being there to cry with me. Thank you for everything.

Please keep looking for the dimmest light, because without you Delly, I'm really struggling. I will die to save Katniss, you know that. But I'm worried I can't. I wish you could show me the brighter side because at the moment, I can't see anything.

Love, your brother Peeta