A/N: Thanks for all the reviews from last chapter and sorry that it took so long for this chapter to be posted.
Also short sex scene in this chapter.
"Why am I doing this?" Jake said to himself in the mirror. It was almost time for Edward to pick him up and he was nervous, but not that type of nervous he felt when he first met Edward. Now it was something different as if the night wouldn't turn out as he expected or he would make the wrong decision.
Elijah stared with fire in his little eyes. "Daddy don't go, he hurt you," he stated.
"I'll be fine."
"No! Edward hurt you again." To show his manliness, Elijah stuck out his chest to appear bigger and flexed his arms to show that he had muscles. I'll keep you safe Daddy."
Smiling Jake bent down and picked up his son wondering what would happen if Elijah was older. "I'm glad you want to protect me. But I can take care myself."
"No, Damian hurt you. Don't want Edward to hurt you like him. I love you."
"I love you to, but I won't let Edward hurt me this time. I promise."
"Don't go."
"I'll be back."
"You promise?"
"Yes I promise," he said putting him down as he finished getting ready for the night. After he was done, the two went to the living and tried to watch some television, but Jake couldn't focus on the program as fear ran through him.
"Seriously why are you doing this?" asked Billy staring at the television as well.
"Because I'm an idiot," he said sarcastically.
"Yes you are."
"Hey."
"But you're in adult and I can't make choices for you anymore. Just do what is right and for once think of your child."
"I always think about Elijah."
"I hardly doubt that, because I could mention all your selfish actions involving him."
Growling it took a lot of self-control for Jake not to scream at his father that he knew nothing. Swallowing his ball of anger, he just sat on the couch pouting like Elijah after a temper tantrum. Soon enough the doorbell rang and he answered it.
Edward's smile disappeared when he saw Jake's pouty face. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," he mumbled. "Let's just go."
"I want to talk to Elijah first."
"I don't like you," the child said coming from behind his father. "Why did you hurt daddy?"
"Because I was stupid and I will never do it again."
"Promise."
Bending down, Edward held out his finger. "Pinky promise." Somewhat skeptical, Elijah went to Edward and hooked his pinky. Smiling Edward pulled the unsuspecting child into a hug. "I missed you kid."
"Just don't hurt daddy."
Letting go Edward rubbed his head. "I won't. Jake are you ready?"
"Yes." Bending down he hugged his son. "Be good for grandpa."
"Yes Daddy."
"Ready?"
"Yes."
Smiling Edward led Jake out to his car looking back he saw Elijah stare at them from the window almost like a lost puppy. He knew that once he made things up with Jacob, Elijah was his next project. Being the gentleman he was Edward opened the door for Jake and carefully closed it behind him. Once in the car, he didn't start it right away.
"I don't want to do the dinner and a movie thing," said Jake
"Then what do you want to do?"
"I'll show you just let me drive."
"Can't you just tell me?"
"No."
"Fine." Switching positions, Jake got into the driver's side and drove down a very familiar road that he had traveled on so many times. By the look on Edward's face, Jake knew that the older man was in for a surprise. "Are you going to tell me where we're going?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because you said it was my choice." Going a few more miles, Jake turned off the main road onto a narrow dirt path.
"You're not planning on stopping and murdering me in the middle of the woods are you?"
"No, not like I haven't thought about it, but that is not my plan for today."
"Funny." However Edward did start to get a little nervous.
As they continued driving they sat in silence, until Jake pulled the car up a few feet from a 75 feet cliff. Braking Jake got out and went to the edge of the cliff with Edward following close behind.
"You know when I was younger the only time I felt truly free was when I was cliff diving." As he spoke he never addressed Edward, but the ocean. "Every time dad and I got into it; I came out here just to clear my head. When mom died, I came out here and almost died wanting to be with her, luckily Sam stopped me. There's been a point that I've been so depressed in L.A. that I just wanted to travel here to kill myself, but only thinking about Elijah stopped me."
"Jake…"
"I've been through so much Edward and there were plenty of times where I wanted to give up, but I didn't and I couldn't because of my child and because of you."
"What?"
"Yes even after all the stuff with Damian, I had this crazy idea that you would take me away from that situation and love me and never harm me. Sometimes I had to tell myself that just to keep you that I would have to give myself sexually to you, but you never wanted that and for that I'm grateful. You took my flaws and were patient; you gave me and Elijah a home and a little girl that I love. I know I screwed up with her, but I do love Nessie."
"And she loves you to; she never stopped loving you or Elijah. I love you."
"Sometimes I doubt that and for you to come back has to be love or stupidity. I can't just decide which one it is."
"You know my obvious answer is love right?"
"Yes. But my heart won't tell me what the right one is."
Edward was ready to go to him and take him into a hug, but instead Jake turned quickly ran and jumped off the cliff. "Jacob!" Not thinking, Edward ran and jumped off the cliff as well. Hitting the water sharp pains irrupted through his body, but he didn't care as he swam looking for him. "Jacob," he screamed with a mouth full of water. "Jacob." Searching the best he could, he spent awhile in the water until the tide was becoming too much. With his last ounces of strength he swam for shore and collapsed. Closing his eyes he cried having no idea what to tell Billy or Elijah or anyone for that matter.
"This is the first time I've seen you cry," said an all too familiar voice.
Sitting up and wiping the tears from his eyes, Edward saw Jake standing above him. Quickly he stood up and shook the younger man. "Don't scare me like that. I thought you were gone. I thought I lost you." Pulling him into a hug, he just cried in Jake's shoulder. "Please never scare me like that again," he sobbed. Breaking down, he held Jake crying like he never had before.
Seeing Edward cry his heart out, something in Jake's heart opened, slowly he took Edward's head in his hands and kissed him deeply. Standing there together under the blackened sky covered with thousands of stars the two kissed as all the hate, distrust, fear, and lies were washed away by the ocean.
"Never again."
"Never," Edward replied.
"I love you Edward Cullen."
"And I love you to Jacob Black." Pulling Jake closer, Edward picked him up bridal style and planted another deep kiss on him. Then he carried him back to the car.
"Where are we going now?"
"The cabin, I don't want you to get sick."
Jake just yawned and laid back as Edward started the car up. In no time there were back at Edward's cabin. Getting out, Jake was swept up into a hug as Edward carried him through the door. "You didn't have to do that."
"But I wanted to," he said catching Jake's lips in a deep kiss, only this time his hands moved over Jake's body feeling the tight muscles through the wet clothes. Slowly he unbuttoned Jake's shirt revealing a stunning six pack. "I love you."
"I love you to." For once Jake didn't feel scared of the physical contact as he allowed Edward to undress him to his underwear; in return he stripped Edward as well admiring the pale skin.
"Jake do you want to go further?"
"Yes on my terms."
Edward just nodded as Jake ripped off his underwear and pushed him upstairs towards the bathroom. In the matter of minutes, Jake had Edward pushed up against a glass shower door as hot water rained down on them. Edward never felt, so alive in his life as Jacob eagerly pumped himself in his tight hole; he never thought he would love being on bottom.
"Jake, I love you so much," he moaned as Jake jacked him off.
"Tell me how much you love me," Jake growled into his ear.
"With all my heart…shit!" he exclaimed as Jake started working on his special spot. "I'll never do anything to mess us up again." Edward could feel himself about to cum; Jacob sensing it as well tightened his grip on Edward's penis and testicles. "Please Jake let me cum."
"Not until you're done begging for my forgiveness." Whimpering Edward nodded and started to ramble all the usually stuff all the time squirming. Feeling satisfied with his behavior, Jake let go and said. "Cum for me baby."
Just the sound of Jake's voice caused so much pleasure that Edward had the hardest cum he could remember. After he was drained his knees started to buckle, but his lover caught him. "More."
"Later," Jake mumbled as he grabbed a bottle of shower gel and cleaned off every inch of Edward's body.
"More," Edward whined as Jacob's finger probed his raw hole.
"No."
"More fill me up again."
"Since I doubt you have ever been on the receiving end, you need to rest for a couple minutes and I have to build my stamina up again. Soon I promise." Edward just nodded as he desperately waited. Jake finished showering them and escorted Edward to the master bedroom's onto the king sized bed. "Are you sure you want more?"
"Yes."
"Okay." The next time around, Jacob was much more gentle as he slowly pumped into Edward as the older man arched his back up and rolled his eyes in the back of his head as pleasure coursed through him. In no time Edward and Jacob had orgasms together. Filling content, Edward pulled on top of him so that they could feel each other heartbeats. Laying silently on each other neither moved for a while, until Jake got up. "Don't."
"I'm just going to clean us up," Jake replied helping him off the bed. Edward winced in pain at the sudden movement. "Sorry."
"It's okay, best pain of my life." Jake just smiled as he escorted to the bathroom's giant Jacuzzi. Making sure the water was once and hot, he helped Edward in and then got in himself. "I never thought we would get to this point."
"I sort of did, but I always thought I would be fucking you, but I like you inside me." Turning a little Edward snuggled into Jake's chest. Jake chuckled and held him close. "Jake about what happened."
"Don't bring it up; it's in the past and we need to concentrate on the future especially our kids." Edward nodded in response and felt like the luckiest guy in the world.
The next morning, Nessie silently sat by herself on the front lawn staring down the long drive way contemplating about why Edward hadn't come home from his date from last night. Carlisle had told her that Edward was perfectly safe and Esme told her not to worry, but she could do nothing but worry. Her bottom lip was split because she had chewed on it so much that she caused it to bleed. Her chest and stomach ached do to anxiety. Nothing her grandparents said made her feel any better.
Then she finally realized that Edward had finally abandoned her and the realization caused her to break down. First her mommy, then Jacob and now finally Daddy; nobody wanted her. The bile that rose in her throat threatened to come out, but she swallowed it and curled into the fetus position and cried that she didn't notice a car pulling up the road or the noises that accompanied it.
"What's with the tears?"
Looking up it took her vision a few seconds to adjust before she recognized who it was. "Jake!" she exclaimed uncurling herself and jumping into his arms. "I missed you. Do you still hate me?"
"I never hated you. Did you think that?"
"Yes, because you never came back."
"I'm so sorry Nessie; I love you more than anything. You're my little girl."
Feeling her anguish go away, her tears became happiness as she cried into his shoulder.
"Hey stop this crying," said Edward admiring the scene. "We need to go get your brother."
"Elijah's my brother?"
"Why wouldn't he be?"
Not giving a response, she just smiled and reached out to her daddy showering him with kisses.
Pretending he was Tarzan, Elijah ran around his front yard pounding on his bare chest as he yelled, which caused Madison to laugh hysterically. Wanting to entertain her more, he bent down and started to walk on his knuckles like a gorilla.
"More."
Acknowledging her request, he switched his position and pretended to be a leopard stalking his prey only he purred.
"Kitty," she squealed.
Moving closer he nuzzled her face. A short distance away Billy admired his grandchildren, thankful that they were happy and healthy, despite how he felt about their parents. Off in the distance he noticed Edward's car pull up and watch as Jake, Edward and Edward's child emerged.
"Elijah," Nessie yelled running up to him.
"What are you doing here?"
"Our daddies are back together," she said smiling. "You're my brother now."
Looking over he saw his daddy and Edward holding hands as they walked toward his grandfather. Knowing things were okay now, he smiled. "Okay, c'mon I was playing with Madison. We're playing jungle."
"No, let's play house, I'm the mommy, you're the daddy and Madison is our baby."
"Let's play monkey family."
"Okay."
Jake watched the kids happy that they were getting along. "Hi Dad," he said.
"Hello, I assume you two have gotten back together."
"Yes and I'm happy."
"As long as you're happy; I can't object."
"Thanks Dad."
"So what's next for you two?"
"Well we're going to live together again. I'm going to put my career on hold to focus on my family," Edward said. "Maybe we'll get married, but we don't know yet."
"Fine." Billy's eyes darkened as he lowered his voice. "But don't you dare ever hurt my son or grandchild again or your future will be very short."
"Dad don't threaten Edward."
"I'm only looking out for your best interests," he said, "like I should have done a long time ago."
"Let's just forget about everything and look towards future," Jake said as Edward kissed his cheek.
A/N: Next chapter is the epilogue and a lot of questions about the future of Edward and Jacob and the kids will be told along with other characters. I already have a good majority written, so it shouldn't take that long to be posted. Also, I'm in the process of writing another short Jake and Edward story, so be on the lookout for that one.