Rock Star Soul Mate
A/N-Here is Rock Star Soul Mate chapter fourteen. Only three more chapters to go until the end. Thank you to my beta reader for beta reading this chapter and story, Gaara's Cherry Blossom. Any of the songs that I use within this story are not mine and they belong to the band. I have been to concerts before and all concerts that had been in sang about eight to twelve songs. So this chapter will be long with Lyrics to songs.
Chapter Fourteen: The Concert part 1
Two weeks went fast; it was Saturday and time to get ready for the concert and then date. Her mother had called Neji and asks him if he needed anything like a cake since it was his birthday. Neji declined her offer but thanked her anyway.
Sakura had pulled out her black skirt with a red tank top and topped it with a white coat. Sakura took out her red and black necklace and placed it on and then her bracelet, earrings and her ring that had red and black on them. She took her black purse that had red stripes on it and put in her cash and ID with her keys and cell phone and her lipstick after she had put some on.
Sakura placed on black eye liner, red lipstick and red and black eye shadow. Sakura was now walking out of her room and going down towards the stairs. Her mother would be driving her to the concert.
Her cell phone went off as she answered it.
"Hello,"
"I'm on my way."
"Really, the …."
"Okay I will."
"I love you Neji."
Her mother smiled at this and wondered what the really the was all about but she didn't ask when her daughter was done. Sakura got off the cell phone and smiled largely as she went to her mother and told her it was time to go.
Her mother drove her to the concert as she got out seeing Raiden waiting for her. He nodded his head at her and then took her towards the back.
"Sakura," Neji said as he walked over to her as he gave her a hug and a kiss. "Band, this is my girlfriend Haruno Sakura."
"Hello." They all said. Sakura could see five others within the room. She smiled at them and nodded her head.
"So you're the one that wrote those songs. I like to say that they were good." A band mate told.
"Great, she could be…" Neji looked at him and him stop talking.
"Neji what was that about?" Sakura asked.
"I will tell you later. Now get into the front." Neji said then kissed her. "Oh Raiden will be near you in the crowd, you will see him near the stage with the other of my guards. Sakura nodded her head and then went outside into the front rows.
An hour later, the lights flared outward and inward. The fans screamed out and Sakura screamed with them.
The band raced out as Neji took his guitar and strummed it as he yelled out, "Welcome to Hero Tour! Are you ready to rock?"
The fan cheered out yes loudly. As Neji nodded his head to the band and started to play. His voice sang out.
Do I stress you out
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
and you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
And there I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter
And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance
Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary
I'm like Estella
I like to reel it in and spit it out
I'm frustrated by your apathy
And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land
If only I could meet the Maker
And I'm fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
What I wouldn't give to find a soul mate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred
Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around... all around
Why are you so petrified of silence
Here, can you handle this?
Did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines
Or when you think you're gonna die
Or did you long for the next distraction
And all I need now is intellectual intercourse
A should to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer
All I really want is some peace, man
A place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort,
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice
His voice went out as the fans screamed more and Neji started again with a new song.
She screams when I'm away She's been gone before.
I worry all the time, why worry anymore
Now I go, away
Now I know, today
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breath
She, now she's all alone
Her eyes they drown in tears
Their love was meant to last
But she is blind with fear
Now I go, away
Now I know, today
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breath
Leave me be
Now I'm free
Love reflecting everything
You want space
I need you to help me see this through
There she goes There she goes There she goes
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breath
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breath
When the song was over, he started the third song. The drums played louder as the guitars went off.
Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh
That's the way it is.
Cuz life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh
That's the way it is
Chill out
Whatcha yelling for?
Lay back
It's all been done before
And if you could only let it be you would see
I like you the way you are
When we're driving in your car
And you're talking to me one-on-one
But you've become
Somebody else, around everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like somebody else, gets me frustrated
Life's like this and you'll,
Fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And turn it into
Honesty promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it.
No no no.
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're someone else
Where you are & where it's at you see
You're making me,
laugh out when you strike a pose, take off all your preppy clothes
You know you're not fooling anyone
When you become
Somebody else, around everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated, life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honestly you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no (no no no)
No no
Chill out
Whatcha yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you would see
Somebody else, around everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me!
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated, life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn into
Honestly you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? (yeah, yeah)
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated, life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn into
Honestly you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no.
Then he stopped singing and yelled, "I like to introduce you to my band, on drums is Yamota Jin, on keyboards is Toya Hamako and on bass guitar is Chai Daichi."
Jin spoke up, " On guitar Hyuuga Neji!"
Neji waved then he started to play again as his band mates did the same thing. His voice sung out.
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
Neji ended the song and started a new song again.
When I was young,
I would always cry.
Mom, Dad, always fighting,
I guess, so was I.
I'd just close my eyes,
and try to fall asleep.
Oh, it was sad.
Now I see, how it's made me what I
am and feel today.
Now I see, what it does to them and
how we battle through each day.
Are you crying?
Do you feel alone?
Are you crying?
The pain is getting old.
A friend of mine used to live,
live next door.
Then his dad kicked him out.
Kid was bad, but nothing more.
He just closed his eyes,
and tried to fall asleep.
Oh, it was sad.
Now I see what it's made them,
What they are and feel today.
Now I see why it becomes the end,
As they battle through each day.
Are you crying?
Do you feel alone?
Are you crying?
The pain is getting old.
O holy rule has not seemed
to matter.
Shall we be forgiven?
Forgiven we shall be.
Are you crying?
Do you feel alone?
Are you crying?
The pain is getting old.
O holy rule, does not seem to matter.
The ending to that song was done while Neji smiled as he saw Sakura. He started a new one before the four songs that would be with someone.
I wanna live life, never be cruel,
I wanna live life, be good to you.
I wanna fly, never come down,
And live my life,
And have friends around.
We never change, do we?
We never learn to leave,
So I wanna live in a wooden house,
I wanna live life, always be true,
I wanna live life, and be good to you,
I wanna fly, and never come down,
And I live my life, and have friends around.
We never change, do we? no, no,
We never learn to bleed,
So I wanna live in a wooden house,
Making more friends would be easy.
Oh I don't have a show to say,
Yes, and I sing every single day,
We never change, do we?
We never learn to leave.
So, I wanna live life in a wooden house,
Making more friends would be easy,
I wanna live where the sun comes out.
Then Neji began a slow song.
When I feel you close to me
It's easy to believe
To the depths and back again
To find that I'm still needing
Feel the fear dissipate
When you are everything you are
Feel my soul come awake
You carry me away
When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin
When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin
Oh, under my skin Oh, under my skin
Oh the sweet serenity
I'm beautifully addicted
You are more than I can take
I crave you undiluted
You calm the ache, I come awake
When you are everything you are
Feel the fear dissipate
You carry me away
When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin
When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin
Oh, under my skin
Oh, under my skin
Oh, yeah
Could I be lost
Could I disappear
Could I be lost
Would you find me here?
Could I be lost in a secret place?
Could I rest in the shadow of your face
Could I be lost, could I disappear?
Could I be lost, would you find me here?
Could I be lost in a secret place?
Could I rest in the shadow of your face?
Oh the sweet
(Could I be lost, could I disappear?)
Serenity
(Could I be lost, would you find me here?)
Beautifully
(Could I be lost in a secret place?)
A part of me
(Could I rest in the shadow of your face?)
When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin
When I hurt, when I bleed
You're holding me
Feel you scratching at the surface
Under my skin
Oh, under my skin Oh, under my skin Oh, under my skin Oh, under my skin
A/N- I hope you like the chapter. Two more left now to go. The next chapter is a continuation from this chapter as it is still at the concert.
This Songs I used within this chapter. The songs are in ordered too.
All I Really Want by Alanis Morissette
Your Star by The All American Rejects
Complicated by Avril Lavigne
Monster by Skillet
Are You Crying by Black Symphony
We Never Change by Coldplay
Under My Skin by Skillet