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-Kimiko's P.O.V
"I must thank you Kyoya for saving Jamie." I was pretty grateful, they saved someone important for me.
"It was no problem Ms. Yamamoto. Plus I have a few questions for you." I looked up to see his face. Eh I guess a few questions wouldn't hurt.
"Fire away, just as long as it isn't too personal." I replied slightly smiling.
"How come you didn't show up to classes for a week?"
"I was in the hospital."
"What for?"
"I got injured at work trying to save someone before a train came. I maimed my hands by punching and breaking the window since the door can only be opened from the inside so I had a few glass shards in me. After I saved them I was about to walk back, but the train came crashing through the limousine which triggered the car and a few others to explode and the impact tossed me in the air onto the asphalt since I was dangerously close to the accident. And a part of a car door landed on my leg breaking it and the edge penetrated my skin as well and the impact of my body onto the street ended up pushing the glass into my hands deeper." I explained looking at my crutches. Ugh I seriously hate this. Three more weeks and five more days. Twenty-six more days…
"Ah so you work here." Kyoya murmured writing something down in a black notebook. "Why do you need to work? Don't your parents support you?"
Parents…
"Yes, yes they do…"
"Then do they know of you and Jamie being in the hospital?" He questioned. I could see the light from the hallway reflect off of his glasses while his eyes were hidden by his spectacles staring at me thoroughly.
"Of course. Ha-ha now we better hurry and check on Jamie." I said with a grin trying to change whatever objective he had.
"Ms. Yamamoto, may I speak to you for a minute alone?" I stared up at him again. Eh I guess it couldn't hurt. Plus I had some questions to ask as well.
"Uh, sure Samantha I'll be back. Tell me of Jamie's condition when I return." I commanded leaving them behind to follow Kyoya into another room.
-Kaiya's P.O.V
Everyone went ahead to see Jamie while I pretended to catch up when I actually turned around to so I could be sitting down on the couch that was in the lounge still. My hazel eyes stared out into the open as my arm was rested on the armrest of the leather couch. I remembered that night Ami and I were out on the balcony looking into the night sky thinking of our future.
A sky full of stars. The both of us wondering where our futures are.
-Flashback
I stared off into my bedroom window. The stars…they are always bright no matter what. I looked down onto the other side of the bed to see Ami sleeping soundly under the covers which were a plain white. I slipped out of bed with my feet towards the balcony. My hands grasped onto the silver doorknob and pushed it forward to open it. I walked over the tile floor that was on the balcony to travel to the ledge. I held my arms around my body to keep warm and looked below to see fancy stone paths, grass, along with marble statues. Is this the life I want?
My sister and I were like any other pair of identical twins.
Always being mistaken for the other.
Unlike other parents though,
our parents didn't bother to keep track of us…
We were in our own world that we would never let anyone into.
"Kaiya." I turned to face the voice that captured my attention. What is she doing out here as well? Did I disturbed her nap?
"Ami. I'm sorry for disturbing your sleep, I was just deep in thought about something." I looked at the moon, ah the moon…Its so pretty.
"You didn't, no need to apologize, sorry I woke up to think out here as well." She replied sadly smiling at the sky.
"Ami?"
"Hm?" She questioned wanting me to go on and tell her.
"Do you ever think of our future? I feel that if we are to stay here we will forever be mistaken for one another by our own parents. I feel that we will have all the riches in the world, but we will still be miserable because there is nothing to live for except to be married off to strangers for our family's company to be bigger! I feel that we have no freedom in this life!" I yelled out into the open. Our life was already planned out for us by our parents. We were to have arranged marriages at the age of twenty…We weren't allowed to go play with kids our age like other rich kids. Because of our own parents.
Our parents hated us.
"Our parents hate us Ami! Our own damn parents hate us! You know its true since we overheard them talking!" I bitterly shrieked.
"Heh," She acrimoniously laughed having her head face down, "That's too disturbing for a nine year old to say. You think I didn't know? I was there that night as well...I don't want this life either Kaiya. Our 'friends' they wouldn't know me from you or you from I. I know we don't have fun like other rich kids because we're being tutored to learn several plans for business. We already know all of the languages that are 'essential' for us, for example our main language is Italian, but we are required to learn English, French, Spanish, Japanese, Chinese and so on!" She began to shake with anger and her hands turned into fists. Her nails penetrated the palms of her hands and I noticed I was doing the same thing too.
"Ami, I have an idea." I announced happily smiling, "We're going to Japan for a week before our birthday right? Well lets leave when we get there! We can change our names like in the movies and live a happy life!" I cheered spinning in a circle and pulled her in to join. Her head lifted up to look at me with wide hazel eyes slightly shock.
"That's true! No more rules! Hahaha! We can live a good life! Vivendo la buona vita! (Living the good life!)" She happily exclaimed. I smiled wider and decided to join her happy chant.
"Vivendo la buona vita! Vivendo la buona vita! Vivendo la buona vita!" I leaped into the air grinning like a cat then hugged my sister as tight as possible.
-End of Flashback
I automatically escaped from my daze when I felt a pair of lips on my cheek. "What the hell!" I exclaimed as I saw Hikaru's head on top of mine. "Get the fuck off me Hitachiin."
"No. You dazed out and ditched us." He chuckled. He looked calm and quite handsome gently smiling. Wait. Handsome? I've been infected! I can't believe I thought that! I was astonished! I can't believe I thought that! I shook my head 'no' and thought back to by parents.
-Flashback
"Ami! Let's go talk to il padre and il madre! (father and mother!)" I declared. I was going to tell them that we made new 'friends' with the kids of the Miyamoto family, a family that runs a shoe company. We both smiled at each other, our mommy and daddy will be so proud that we made new 'friends'! Our small feet traveled to their private study and we noticed the door was slightly open. My hand grasped it to enter, but I overheard the conversation. "Darling to be honest with you I hate them both. Ami and Kaiya, it's a good thing we're marrying them off at sixteen." My mother spat out loud.
"I know honey. I have a hate for them as well-" My father started, but was cut off. I felt tears coming to my eyes.
"I can never tell them apart and so far they haven't convinced the rich kids to talk about several business plans with their parents. They're useless to me. The only time I'll be happy for them is when they get married to one of their many candidates for business."
Our parents hate us…
We're useless…
It all makes sense now. That's why we're left behind at the house while our family enjoys a vacation. Even our older brother didn't like us even though he was adopted. I saw the glares they made at us when I wasn't looking! Wait, they hate the both of us. I silently gasped and turned to look at Ami. She was sulking on the maroon carpet. "Ami?" I questioned whispering. I saw her shaking with anger and I knew she was trying her best to not cry out loud and scream. I ran to her and began to drag her with me. I struggled carrying her to our room which was a story above. "Ami?"
"They h-hate us!" She sniffled, "I hate them too! They're only using us as pawns! Pawns!" Sighing I placed her on the bed rubbing her back.
"Pretend that nothing has happened okay?" I said as tears began to flow out of me once more.
"How am I to pretend nothing has happened Kaiya!" She angrily screamed.
"Just pretend and I'll think of something…I promise." I whispered with bitter feelings. Who knew that few weeks later I would have the idea of running away?
-End of Flashback
I closed my eyes and then I felt someone's lips, rough but yet passionately, smash onto mine and they pinned me down. My eyes opened wide and I saw Hikaru on top of me. He stopped kissing me at the moment and stared. "You know, you have a habit of zoning out." He slightly tilted his head to the side.
"And that makes you kiss me!" I questioned angrily, "Why did you even kiss me!" I had my hand quickly wiping my lips which happened to be swollen now.
"Well, yes and because I want to." He stopped pinning me and got on the other side of me and clutched to my body.
"Whoa um Hitachiin, you're in my personal bubble! Leave you demon devil!" I squealed. What is wrong with the both of us? Mostly him!
"I don't care...and no." He grumbled and clutched onto me tighter. I turned to look at him and saw him closing his eyes. You know he kind of looked cute-No this is my enemy. I won't let anyone else come close to us…I ran my hands through his auburn hair, stroking it softly, and fell asleep.
-Jamie's P.O.V
-Flashback
Ugh…What's going on? I opened my blue eyes and flinched when I saw the light. What happened? Okay lets see…I was at school. School. My eyes began to widened. Suki!
"Hey you're awake." I turned my head to the side and saw her.
"Suki-chan!" I sobbed. She hugged me and I stiffened when I saw her. Her head was bandaged, I saw the blood soaking through the pale white cotton elasticized bandage. She had her straight dark raven-black hair trying to cover it up. Oh god this is all my fault! Her head may have scars now…the scars that are from me for a useless reason.
I had hurt her.
Why is she hugging me? Shouldn't she be mad? Shouldn't she hit me and say it is all my fault? "Suki…you should be angry at me! I know what is the meaning to commit such vile acts now!" I cried.
I've nearly killed her.
"It's all my fault! I've nearly killed you! Why are you still here Suki-chan! Why!" I depressingly wept. I had my hands over my topaz blue eyes that were leaking these evil tears. My hands moved towards my head and I clenched onto my brown locks of hair. "My head hurts! I don't deserve you as a friend Suki! My hands full of scars! Scars that I gave to my mother and now to you as well." I screamed.
"Jamie, calm down." She whispered gently grasping onto my hand, softly pulling it away from my head. "It's going to be alright. You're never going to be alone!" I looked straight up at her mad and depressed at the same time.
"I deserve to be alone!" I violently cried. I had my hand back from her and I stared at her face as scratches began to appear. "Suki! You're face, it's full of scars! More and more keep appearing and its my fault!" I shouted with my eyes widening in fear. She had her amber eyes widen as well.
"Jamie calm down! You're alright! You're just traumatized!" She exclaimed. I believed her sometimes. "It's going to be fine…Nothing to worry about. Look at me! You are not a ruthless killer Jamie! Look touch my face and see that there are no scars. You are innocent Jamie." She looked straight at me once more and smiled then I blacked out again on her.
-End of flashback
I was able to see again and I smiled with joy, but my memories they kept coming back to torture me. I released a bloodcurdling scream when I saw another figure looking at the window. She turned around and I began to slightly hyperventilate. "Mo-mother!" Her long silk-like brown hair swayed with the air…her blue eyes though they were beautiful and bright. She stared at me smiling, but then she had a look of pure terror on her face and screamed. "Mère! What's wrong!" I cried. I looked down at her abdomen and saw a knife plunged into her. And her face, horrible hideous scars began to appear.
"Jamie, you had given me brutal scars, just look at your hands. Every scar I have you will have as well." I looked at her confused to notice her pointing at me. I've looked down and regretted it. She was right. I held a breath and stiffened as my blue topaz widened with fresh tears. I glance up at her returning the mutual feeling of fear. "You're a murderer. You've nearly killed Suki-chan. If you weren't born your father wouldn't had returned home drunk and kill me."
"Scars! I've given brutal scars to her!" I screamed hysterically with terror. "I'm sorry mother! I didn't know!" I cried. "You lied to me Suki-chan! I'm a killer! A k-killer..." Several memories played back in my mind and I backed up into the corner of the room trying to stay away from her.
Slam!
"Jamie! Are you alright! I heard you screaming and I came running faster to get here!" A small blonde exclaimed with worry.
I looked at the door and saw the others. Hunny, Ami, Samantha, Kaoru, and Mori. "Samantha! Stay away from me! I'm a murderer!" I spat out with venom lacing my words of honesty. I showed them my pale hands that had scars covering them. "Can't you see it? These small pale hands of mine are scarred. And these scars were given to innocent people." I sobbed. I stared at the window and my mother began to disappear. She can't! Not yet! "Mère! Don't leave! I'm sorry! It's all my fault! It is my worse mistake ever."
"Mori-senpai! What's today!" Samantha cried out loud. She stared at him intensely waiting for him to speak.
"May 16th." Sam's and Ami's eyes widened. May 16th. Yesterday was May 15th, the day that has been scarred with my mother's brutal death.
"I didn't visit her grave yesterday…Samantha, I still haven't learned to let it go…In my mother's letter to me she said I needed to let go if she were to die by my father's hands. But how can I! She just came here today and blamed me. My supposed father and I murdered her! This is the sin that I've committed and May 16th is also the day Suki-chan and I were admitted to the hospital! It is the day that I gave another innocent person scars and the scars are marked into my skin. And I know Suki is alright in America now!" I shouted. I felt a pair of arms around me and I cried on their shoulders as I quickly returned the hug.
"It is alright Jamie-chan." Hunny whispered into my ear. "I want you to slowly close your eyes and think of your mother and Suki-chan. Would they want you to be troubled over their scars that weren't from you?" I began to hiccup and shake. My eyelids shut tight and I saw them laughing…I gasped and opened my eyes as my mother appeared again wearing a light-blue silk dress that went down to the floor. She began smiling. "There is nothing to cry about. You are a beautiful angel that blessed us on this planet. You are an angel. A fallen angel that has plummeted to the Earth and needs to let go of these memories that chain her to the ground of this damned world! You are an innocent person that is chained to the blame of crimes that definitely belong to others and not you!" Hunny yelled holding me tighter. Her soft pale hand touched my cheek as she kissed my forehead and disappeared. I backed up and I gazed into his handsome amber eyes. He glance back at me with worry causing me to smile. My hand made it's way to his cheek while I smiled. There were no more scars painfully appearing from the knife that caused my mother's death.
"Thank you Hunny-sempai." I said with my throat hoarse. "For some unknown reason, that has helped me recover from mother's death…but sadly I still believe it is my fault for Suki…my mother was murdered right in front of me when I was young by my father who has 'raised' me. You would think that out of all us I would never have such a dark secret…" The scars from my mother's death have disappeared and Suki's scars are slowly disappearing as well. I can't help, but feel though she only pitied me. I know what people are thinking, 'Scars? Shouldn't it be blood?' Here's my answer to that question…it is scars because since they decided to protect me, wounds were inflicted upon them. And to try to make up for the scars I gave them, I gave scars to myself. Scars seemed to scare me since the people I loved had brutally received them…"Thank you…If only the rest of the scars I have would disappear too."
Is Jamie completely healed? Will we know all of their dark secrets and emotions that keep hidden safe and securely inside their hearts? What happened to the parents of Samantha and Kimiko? How much drama will be added? And I think Hikaru has a habit of teasing Kaiya with kisses ^_^ Please Review and tell me your honest opinion no matter how cruel or nice it is! :3 And um what is the proper spelling of Kyoya's name...I've seen different spellings of it so I'm officially confuse ^_^'|