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Chapter three
What do you say?
I looked at my shoes not wanting to look him in the eyes with my red cheeks. I couldn't deal with him rejecting me it would just break me right in half all over again. Is this what he felt each time I chose Edward over him? This gut wrenching, heart pounding in my ears feeling that if he says no I'll just fall apart. I felt his hand on my arm causing me to look into his eyes being swallowed by them. As I take a shaky breath his breathtaking smile only widens before he says "are you sure you want to be with the big bad wolf?" I couldn't help the laugh that escaped my lips that at a time like this he could still joke with me.
The feeling of immense relief filled me as I leaned down and hugged him wrapping my arms around him. Yeah with my luck something bad will happen to ruin my Kodak moment. That's when I here the door open and turn to see guess who my extremely pissed off ex fiancé told you wouldn't be a Kodak moment for long. I look at Edward furiously he ruins everything! I see his hands clenched at his sides and his eyes a dark almost black color bugging out of his head. I grab one of Jacob's hands in mine looking at Edward in annoyance. He breathes in and out irregularly saying in a deadly calm voice "What are you doing with HIM Bella?" I look at Edward and say "I'm with the person I'm supposed to be with Edward and that's not you."
He looks at me with disgust in his eyes as he says "You would rather have a life with this dog than with me?" I look at Edward then at Jacob's peacefully sleeping face and say "Yes I would rather have a life with someone who loves me than someone any bit like you any day." He looks at me with pure hatred in his eyes when he says "Fine then Bella…I'll leave you with the dogs just know you made your choice and I won't come back for you." I look him in the eyes and say "I rather be with them then with a corpse and I don't need you Edward. So that gives you no reason to come back." His eyes flare then he storms out of the room when I hear Jacob say "I thought he'd never leave" I turn to see Jake sitting up smiling at me then he said "Did you mean it?" I look at his worried face and say "Did I mean what Jake?"
He looks at me and says "All the things you told him…you rather be with me than him? Did you really call him a corpse?" His eyes gave away the worry he was trying to hide from me. I look him in the eyes and say "Jake I meant every word I said. I want us to work out I want to be with you no one else. You understand just you." He smiles at me and tries to pull himself up but he can't do it very well so I help him back down on his bed. He gives me a sheepish look and says "If I could hold myself up I would kiss you but I kinda can't right now" motioning to his messed up side. I laugh and start to bend down when he flails his arms in front of my face stopping me. I give him a weird look when he says "I want to do that! I want to kiss you not while I'm laid up in a gurney bed."
I look at him a small smile on my face nodding my head saying "Alright then but this doesn't count as you asking me I hope you know that." He rolls his eyes and says "Darn! I thought that would work." I laugh shaking my head at him and standing up to leave when he says "What are ya doing Bells?" I look at him and say "I was going to go home to Charlie" he looks at me his eyes holding vulnerability as he says "please stay with me? Please." I look at him and nod my head walking to his bed sitting next to him. He wraps his left arm around me pulling me closer to him as I lay my head on his chest I fall asleep almost instantly. I wake up to a nice warmth under my cheek as I feel something tighten around my waist looking down I see its Jacob's arm holding me. I look at his sleeping form a small smile on his perfect face. I smile thinking that just maybe he's thinking of me. I snuggle closer into his chest falling to sleep with the rhythm of his heartbeat.
My last thought before I went to sleep again was "He said yes."