I met up with Tom at the bar, we decided to go for a walk. He had a newspaper with him and read the front cover and of course, it was Jack the Ripper.
"I swear this dude is gay" he scoffed, I stared at him. I was kind of insulted.
"what makes you think that?"
"Well for one, he is a sinful man, being a serial killer and what not and then he goes around luring the local prostitutes, not fucking them but killing them and cutting them apart and stuff"
"There's nothing wrong with being in love with another man Tom and you certainly do not know the story behind Jack, so…"
"And what Andrew, do you think you know what happened to Jack? Did he get an STI from you and die or something?" that hurt.
"how dare you accuse me of that, Jack is STI free and healthy, especially if he didn't sleaze around with the prostitutes, Jack probably decided to stop killing, he didn't die"
"He's completely off his nut, why wouldn't he be dead by now? Maybe he killed himself so he wouldn't have to live a lifetime in prison" I felt my eyes get heavy, I looked down, I can't believe he's saying that about Shaun. He knows nothing.
"You can't just judge a human Tom"
"he's no human but, he's some crazy lunatic from hell I tell you"
"I think that's enough rudeness from you today!" I looked at him, I was angry, upset.
"What's the big deal Andy? I'm just saying the truth"
"no, you're not. You're just trying to start rumours, it's sickening, you can't just judge someone by what they say on the cover of a newspaper!"
"fine, whatever. Whatever you think mister 'being gay is normal'"
"I'm just going to go, see you around, Thomas" I said, walking away from him, back to Shaun's place. I opened the door and walked in, closing the door. My throat felt tight and heavy, my eyes started to well up remembering what he had said. He's against two men being in love, he thinks I have an STI? He said Shaun is sinful? A lunatic? How? Society are judging by what they hear, they'll never understand. I sat on the floor, leaning against the front door and started to cry softly. I'm usually tough, I've been bullied, I have practically nothing but when someone hurts someone I love, it hurts me, Shaun's all I got. I don't know how long I cried for, but I couldn't stop. I hated all this bad talk about the man I loved, I started to sob and shake, what was wrong with me? Nothing, nothing is wrong with me, I'm gay, so what. I'm in love with an ex serial killer, so what. I'm not sinful, I'm not bad, Shaun's the only thing that's right in my life. I'm so unstable without him. I need him to hold me again, right now. I can't stop crying. I sobbed more quietly into my hand and sniffed, trying to breathe evenly. I heard the door unlock. Shit. I stood up quickly and wiped my eyes as Shaun walked in, he was smiling, but then he looked worried, I can't be that ugly after I cry can I?
"H-Hey Shaun, how was your day?" I asked, choking back anymore tears, he closed the door and put his bag down, going to me and wrapping his arms around my waist, holding me close.
"baby, I don't care about me. What happened to you? You look so sad"
"I-It doesn't matter, really."
"it matters to me" he looked me in the eyes then kissed my head, I breathed shakily.
"did you want to sit on the couch?" he asked, I nodded as he took me over, we both sat down. He wrapped his arm around me, holding me close.
"now, tell me what happened, beautiful?"
"T-Today with Tom, we were um, walking down the road and we started talking about 'Jack' and he was like 'he's probably gay, for one, he's already sinful and stuff and two he lured prostitutes and never fucked them, just cut them up!' and it just got worse, I-I defended you and everything and then he said I gave you an STI and a-all this other stuff like 'he's a lunatic' and 'he probably killed himself' it just hurt so much baby, you're all I got" I bursted into tears, he held my head to his chest, making 'shh' sound and wrapping me up in his arms, I just cried, I didn't know what to do, and it sounded like he didn't know what to say.
"Andy…Don't listen to him, you know it isn't true. As long as you don't believe it, I'm fine, I'm healthy and happily in love with you."
"o-okay" I said softly, starting to calm down.
"what if we go out for dinner tonight? Just you and me"
"I don't know…people will think we're gay" I sniffed, Shaun's mood seemed to drop.
"bub, I don't care what people think, at all. All that matters is what you think of me…"
"well, I think you're great, amazingly beautiful. I love you, you're so sweet. And just…" I sighed "you're just perfect" I added, smiling.
"my heart has never felt so alive" Shaun said, his cheeks were a light crimson. We smiled at each other, looking in our eyes.
"I just want to be with you forever" I whispered.
"ditto" he smiled.

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it's been a few months now, people still are amazed and making theories about Jack the Ripper, sometimes they hurt because I hate the thought of thing like that happening to my one and only. I've been getting help from the police to track who my mum is. I've always been so close to having sex with Shaun, but he's so afraid of hurting me, all I want to be is close to him. This isn't fair, I hate being a virgin. It makes me feel like a loser, especially around Tom, picking up girls all the time. I was going to go all the way, make love to Shaun. I want him. I may sound like a horny bastard but fuck it. I've wanted him since the moment I looked in those eyes. I sat at on the couch by the fireplace, just flipping through my book, I think it was Romeo and Juliet, I didn't even notice. I heard the door open and I looked toward it, seeing Shaun walk in, I smiled and put the book down, running over to him, wrapping my arms around his neck, hugging him.
"oh baby I missed you so much!" I confessed
"I missed you too, you were all I could think about" Shaun said, wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Honey, I made you some sweet biscuits, your favourite" I said, smiling.
"oh, Andy, you really didn't have to…" Shaun began, putting his briefcase down, walking to the kitchen, I followed.
"but I feel you deserve them after that long day at work" I smiled, putting my hand on his shoulder as he grabbed a biscuit, taking a bite.
"oh wow bub, they're amazing! Did you add extra honey or something?" he said, chewing on the sweet biscuit.
"yes, I know how much you love honey" I smiled, kissing his cheek softly.
"well they're great, thank you so much." He finished his bite then pecked my lips.
"open up"
I laughed and opened my mouth as he popped the little bit of biscuit in my mouth, I smiled and started chewing it as he made his way to the bedroom, I soon followed to walk in on him in his pyjamas.
"hey baby" I whispered in his ear from behind, wrapping my arms around him.
"hey" he said back softly, I smiled and kissed his back quickly.
"why you getting ready for bed already?"
"no reason, just getting comfortable."
"okay" I smiled and let him go, he kissed my cheek and walked back out, I bit my lip and took my shoes off and made sure I didn't smell too bad then slicked my hair, making sure I looked good. I breathed deeply and walked out to where Shaun was in the lounge, sitting next to him, he was looking through some work papers, I pulled them away from him slowly.
"Hey…" I smiled into his eyes as he looked at me.
"You're looking handsome" he giggled, I put the papers down and kissed him softly.
"thank you" I smiled, he put his hand on my cheek as we remained eye contact.
"I'm serious though, you're looking more and more beautiful every time I look at you" he said, biting his lip, I blushed as butterflies grew in my stomach.
"I love you so much" I whispered, sitting on top of him slowly and kissed him lightly, he put his hands on my hips, kissing me back, I kissed him more, tender and slow, running my hand through his dark brown hair. My eyes were closed and my heart was pounding, Shaun ran his fingers slowly up and down my back, I kissed him a bit more passionate as Shaun settled into the kiss. He slid his tongue into my mouth slowly, I smirked and ran my tongue around his. Our tongues battled for a few minutes, I slid my hand down his chest, feeling I slight lump under my crotch, I bit Shaun's lip and he let out a soft moan that made my pants grow tighter. Shaun pulled away from my mouth, starting to kiss my neck. Oh god yes. I bit my lip and tilted my head to the side as he kissed it slowly with tongue, sucking on a nerve that ran through my body with pleasure. I exhaled and ran my fingers through the back of his hair, moving my crotch slightly against his. Shaun's lump grew bigger. I wanted him, now.
"Shaun…baby…m-make love to me" I exhaled softly, Shaun pulled away and looked at me.
"you sure we're ready?" Shaun asked, I nodded.
"more than anything" I said, we smiled as he ran his fingers through my hair.
"come on…let's go to the bedroom" he said, I got off him almost immediately. He grabbed my hand, linking our fingers, making our way to the bedroom. Shaun closed and locked the door behind us. He turned to me and picked me up, carefully laying me down on the bed, I laughed slightly and looked up at him, he smiled at me, it was a different smile though. The 'I'm madly in love with you' smile, it made my heart fly, he leaned in and we began to make out, Shaun took my suspenders off and slowly undid my shirt, I felt around his body feeling for the buttons of his pyjamas, I slowly undid his pyjamas as our tongues battled passionately, he pulled my shirt off which broke the kiss, we both laughed and smashed lips again, I pulled his pyjamas off and threw them across the room, feeling down his chest to his crotch. I rubbed him up and down slowly as a moan escaped his lips, he pulled away from the kiss and looked down at me.
"oh god…"
"you like that?" I smirked, he smirked and started to kiss my neck again, sliding my pants and underwear down, I moaned softly as he hit the nerve again, I pulled his underwear down slowly, he stepped out of them and threw both of our underwear on the floor, he looked down at me again.
"wow, your body is so beautiful…and smooth" he said, running his hand down my chest to my lower stomach, I blushed slightly, I was naked in front of him. I can't believe it. I stared up at him and examined his body, I ran my hand down his back, it was so soft and warm, I smiled then wrapped my arms around his neck. I was suddenly nervous, about the pain. Shaun spread my legs, his breathing was a bit nervous, he ran his finger over my hole, the feeling pulsed through my body.
"oh shit" I mumbled under my breath.
"y-you ready beautiful?" Shaun said, putting one hand on my hip and the other holding his length, aiming it where it had to go. I bit my lip and stared at his length, it was big…a turn on, but I knew that was going to hurt. I nodded.
"I-I'm ready baby, make love to me" I said, looking up at him, suddenly I felt it, I scrunched my face up and groaned, it felt good though. Really good, the pain was a pleasure.
"fuck, Andy, you're really…tight" Shaun said, thrusting his hips slowly in and out of me, I bit my lip and tilted my head back. This feeling was unbelievable.
"I-I'll be good baby, just please don't stop" I moaned and looked at him, he started to thrust faster, I gasped and suddenly grabbed onto his back, digging my fingers into his back.
"o-oh wow…" I whimpered softly, Shaun held my closer, wrapping his arms around my back and tilting me off the bed, that hit the spot. I threw my head back. I could hear Shaun's panting as he thrusted.
"oh god, oh god!" I cried out as I felt him slamming into me. I looked at him and the sweat forming on his forehead. I grabbed his hand and linked our fingers, pushing my head into his chest and I panted.
"y-you're so beautiful Andy" Shaun whispered between breaths as he pushed harder, I kissed his chest.
"I-I love you…oh god, Shaun, there. Again" I pleaded, Shaun laid me down again, well, practically threw me back onto the bed, thrusting, I cried out louder, my stomach knotted, I looked to my right hand to see our fingers still linked, I smiled then cried out as he thrusted harder into the spot that ran a stream of pleasure throughout my body, he started to suck on my neck again, I moaned loudly and started to feel an orgasm shoot through me, I thrusted my hips up as I panted.
"oh god, fuck, fuck!" I gasped, grabbing onto his sweaty hair as he sucked my neck. I cried out a loud 'yes!' before releasing onto the man I loved. I groaned and looked in his eyes as he pulled away, his face was hot, sweaty and sexy. I shivered in pleasure as he kept thrusting, his panting got heavier.
"f-fuck!" Shaun said, pulling out suddenly, releasing onto the sheets them collapsing next to me. Our hands were still locked. I kissed his hand softly then rested my sweaty head on his chest.
"t-that was amazing…" I breathed. Shaun slicked my hair back and giggled.
"I know and now your hair is all spiked up"
"ah shush you" I smiled up at him and kissed his cheek lightly. He turned to face me and looked in my eyes.
"but you're right, that was the best thing ever, I love you so much baby…" he leaned in and kissed my lips slowly, I kissed him back as he pulled away.
"I love you too" I smiled at him "I'm really bloody tired now" I laughed breathless
"I am too baby, come here" he pulled me close, cuddling me and pulled the cold sheet over us, I snuggled into him. Our naked bodies felt amazing together.
"goodnight beautiful, I love you" Shaun whispered, I looked up to see him drifting. I smiled.
"I love you too, my love" I said, then yawned suddenly, resting my head on his chest again, closing my eyes.