She never visited those places where she visited Zero, being grumpy. But with all due respect, they were legitimate reasons. Well, Zero was visited by her distant relative pureblood, Hiou-sama, who turned Zero into a vampire. And took Ichiru. Ichiru. She faltered, and then continued. She closed her eyes for a moment, and then continued her brisk walk, face down.
She didn't lie to Yuuki-sama, even when Hiou-sama inhabited her body. She couldn't rely on someone; she didn't anyone to rely on. She had no friends. And diaries are stupid. She could write in them, and burn them, but evidence is incriminating.
She bumped into someone. She almost rolled her eyes. So the saying was true – speak of the devil and the devil will come. Zero. She murmured a soft apology before continuing her walk.
She supposes she should've realized it sooner, but even though Yuuki-sama invited her here,
She was alone. She wanted to go back where she could enjoy her loneliness in peace.
She didn't have the heart – literally – to tell the love of his life that she wanted to leave this place.