"I think once you turn thirty you can tell me how fun it is being old." He laughed and sipped his drink.
"I'll I'm saying is being 19…your restricted." I laughed. We caught each other's eyes and I looked at the clock on the wall. We had been sitting at my table, after we ate. I cleared my throat and grabbed both our plates. "Would you like some help cleaning?" I smiled and nodded.
"Sure if you could put the food away for me…" He got up and nodded. We cleaned, laughing and making jokes, talking about our lives. As soon as we were done, we walked back to the table and I refilled our soda. Yes, I was serving soda on a date. It made me laugh, it was so cute. We sat back down and I put my hand son the table. I watched his every move, while he reached up, and grabbed my hand. I squeezed it and he sighed. "Something on your mind?" He looked in my eyes and laughed.
"I just…I can't help but think this feels extremely right."
"I think it does to."
"So…would it be too…just…and soon if I asked if we were boyfriends?" I laughed and he blushed. I leaned into him and held his chin.
"No. If that's what you want…that's what I'll give you." He smiled and we leaned in and kissed hard.
I was definitely more experienced. He seemed hesitant, and I had to constantly tell myself to slow down. Of course I wasn't listening to that thought in my head because I managed to pull him to his feet, and drag him to my bedroom. I was being taken over by lust and pure excitement. I forcefully pushed him on the bed and climbed on top of him. I was sucking…I mean sucking on his tongue. The soft moans coming from him only egged me on more. I hooked my fingers under the band on his jeans and moved them down to his button and zipper. His hands quickly went to my shoulders and pushed me off. I caught my breath and rolled off him.
"I am so sorry Kendall…I don't know what got over me…" He sat up and chuckled. He forcefully pushed me on my back and climbed on top of me. His lips attached to my neck and sucked. "I know…I understand if you want to go slow."
"Why would I want to do that with you?" His hands went under my shirt and I pushed on his shoulders. He looked down at me and I shook my head, sitting up holding around his back.
"I would like to go slow." He sighed and turned away, blushing.
Sure, I did not want to go slow because I was ready to rip off his clothes, but I knew he wasn't ready, and I wasn't sure how comfortable I felt taking a 19 year olds virginity.
I kissed his jaw and rubbed his back. He wrapped around me and smiled, kissing my ear.
We slept together…but not that way. We tangled in each other's bodies and fell asleep. When I woke up, he was gone. I smiled thinking about the previous night and took a shower. I had class…with him, in an hour. I got myself ready, spraying two extra pumps of cologne n my body. I wore one of my best suites and got to work.
I went to the teachers' lounge and said hello to everyone, and grabbed some coffee and a doughnut. I walked to my classroom not paying attention until I was two feet away from my closed door. I smiled seeing Kendall, sitting on the ground reading a book. His legs were outstretched and had head phones in. I gently kicked the bottom of his shoe and he looked up, smiling immediately. He got up and pulled his head phones out.
"You're here early." He smiled and I unlocked my classroom. I held the door open for him, and he walked in. I closed the door behind me, and locked it.
James voice popped into my head about having the lights off, knocks coming in. I smiled and watched him sit in my desk behind my desk. I walked over to him and set my bag down.
"You know…" I put my hands on the arm rests and leaned into his ear. "It made em sad not seeing you in my bed this morning." I kissed the bottom of his ear and he laughed.
"I had to finish a history paper." I shook my head.
"Naughty boy." He again laughed and I stood back up. I walked to my black bored and started wiping it clean. "You better have finish my paper."
"Of course sir." I chuckled and continued to wipe my bored clean.
As soon as class started, I realized it was a lot harder to have a boyfriend sitting in the seats while I tried to teach. He would give me looks, that would send me near close to the edge, and he even texted me. I'm sure how he got my number…but I didn't care. I think I'm in love.
When class got out, he made an effort to take his time and go super slow. But it didn't matter because one of the other students, Carlos Garcia, walked up to my desk, huge smile on his face.
"Mr. Mitchell?" I smiled back at him and raised my eyebrows.
"Yes Mr. Garcia?" He laughed and shuffled his feet, blushing.
"Uhm…I was wondering…" He stopped realizing Kendall was still sitting in the room and I cleared my throat.
"Mr. Knight do you think you can give us a second?" Kendall's mouth opened a little and while Carlos looked away I gave Kendall a wink. He nodded and quickly got up, leaving, shutting the door behind him. "What is it Mr. Garcia?"
"Well I just need some advice. I have a crush on someone, the one who actually just left, and I don't really know who to even talk to him." I felt my stomach turn and forced a smile.
"Well-well you should just go for it…" He smiled and nodded. "Just be you, and I'm sure he'll open up." He sighed and nodded.
"Thanks Mr. M!" I nodded and he walked out, keeping the door open. "Hey Kendall!" I felt a pang in my chest and sat down on my chair.
"Oh hey Carlos."
"SO I was wondering…would you like to go out sometime." I closed my eyes and turned away from the door, in case I broke down.
"Oh…uhm Carlos…that's really sweet Carlos, it's just…I'm sort of seeing someone." My eyes opened and I turned back to the door.
"Oh…" I heard how crushed Carlos sounded and felt bad.
This shouldn't be either of their college years. Kendall should have a normal relationship with a person his age. Not a 30 year old professor.
"Don't worry about it Kendall…I knew it was a long shot…I'll see you around." I heard hurried footsteps and Kendall appeared.
"Shut the door." He did as he was told and I sighed. "Why'd you turn him down?"
"Because goof…were together." My heart fluttered and I smiled. He sat on my desk, not caring about the papers he was sitting on.
"You that was a chance to have a normal relationship." He raised an eyebrow and picked up one of my pens, tapping it on his thigh.
"Normal? I think I'm going to make my own choices thank you very much." I laughed and stood up. I kissed him hard and quick and pulled away, shoving him off my desk.
"Get to your next class so I can teach my next one." He groaned and walked to the door. Before he opened it, he turned to e hand on the knob and smiled.
"Just so you know…I could date any other 19 year old, but I don't want to." I crossed my arms over my chest. "And I don't want you to think your running my college years because I'm in a relationship with my professor." He blew me a kiss and walked out, leaving the door open