Dating a 19 year old…when you yourself aren't not 19…is exciting. He is so full of energy and life. He wants to do and try everything, and I was willing. Even after only a week of dating him, I was so happy I could have burst. Every time we would start making out, he seemed like he was trying to get more, but it was still way too early. I have had sex plenty of times, and after he confessed to me he was in fact a virgin, I was waiting.

That was until one day after one of my advanced English classes, he walked in, smiling at the students walking out. When the class was empty, he shut the door and ran to my desk. He opened his back pack and threw a packet down on my desk, smiling wide. I stood up picking it up and he was practically bouncing off the walls.

"Did you smoke crack?" He shook his head.

"Nope…I just had a cram session this morning with some friends and I had to many cups of coffee. Read that!" I laughed and looked at the papers in my hand. I almost feel back. It was a bed and breakfast, a couple hours outside of New Haven. I flipped the pages and noticed, a list of times and a bill for a room, already rented, under his name. I looked up and he grinned nodding his head. "I booked us a room, all weekend!" I put the papers down and sighed. His smile faded and he set his bag down. "What?" I sat in my chair and looked up at him.

"You want to spend a weekend with me…at a bed and breakfast?" He nodded smiling again and I laughed. "Why?" He blushed and shrugged his shoulders.

"Cause we could get to know each other more…and stuff." I shook my head and leaned back in my chair. He walked to me and quickly got on my lap straddling me. His hands went to my shoulders, and I put mine on his hips. "Don't you want to?" I sighed and smiled.

"I think it would be great…and romantic…I just…" He quickly covered my mouth and scrunched my eyebrows.

"Don't even start Logan. You know exactly want I want to do there, and I'm not going to spell it out for you. I want that Logan. Why in the world would you deny me that?" I rolled my eyes and he laughed. "That's what I thought. So I'll come pick you up, Friday afternoon after your last class and we'll leave." He moved his hand quickly away and replaced it with his lips. Ai kissed into him hard and he gigged. He quickly jumped off me and picked up his bag. "I need to get to class. See you later handsome." And like that he was gone.

Darning my lunch break I decided to do something, I never thought I would resort to. I called James. I needed advice. Professional advice.

"Well this is a pleasant surprise. How are you doing sexy?" I rolled my eyes and leaned back in my chair.

"James…I need your advice." I heard a door close on the other end and he sighed.

"Shoot." I leaned on my desk and picked up my water bottle.

"SO remember that…student…I was talking to you about…the other night you were here?" James went silent.

"Yes?" A smile was on his face and It made me growl. "Did someone do something naughty?" I turned to my door and watched one person walk by, in the otherwise empty hall.

"Yes and no…not yet."

"What the hell does that mean?" I laughed and ate a carrot. "What did you do?"

"Well…were…dating…I mean like boyfriend dating."

"WOO HOO!" I had to pull the phone away from my ear as he cheered. "You dog! I can't believe you actually moved in on him! Shit!...how is a 19 year old? I'm thinking about getting me one…"

"James this is serious. He's a virgin." James went dead silent and I closed my eyes. "I haven't done anything yet…and I was hoping he'd want to wait, until we were together longer, or until he was older…but he got us a room at a bed and breakfast for the weekend and told me exactly what he wants to do there." He let out a low whistle and I sat back eating another carrot.

"Wow…what a dilemma."

"You're telling me."

"I'm being sarcastic idiot! Have sex with him!" My mouth dropped and I almost choked on the carrot. "Seriously Logan…if the kid thinks he's ready…let him. I can guarantee as soon as your about to enter him…and I assume you'd be top…he'll freak out, and back out. First time nerves are full proof. He won't want to, because he's not really ready. Trust me I know how he feels being with you. It's hard not to want to get you naked." I blushed and again looked at my door. Thank God I was the only nerd who liked eating at my desk. "Just bring condoms in case. "I sighed at sat back. We both went quiet and I realized I never said congratulations for his engagement.

"James…I'm sorry about the other night, and I'm really happy about your engagement with Fernando." The guy he cheated on me with. I was bitter, and I wasn't going to hold a grudge because if he was happy I was happy.

"Thanks Loges." I closed my eyes at his nickname and smiled. "I have to get back on set. It was amazing hearing your voice. And any time you need advice…you know my number." I nodded and sat up.

"Thanks James." We said our good byes, all the while I couldn't stop thinking about Kendall.

When Friday afternoon came, I packed a small duffle with clothes, my camera and a box of condoms. I really hoped James was right about this. As I put my toothbrush, toothpaste and contact solution in my bag, my front door opened and I almost keeled over right there. Kendall came walking in, in a pair of tight, tight black jeans, hung nice and low on his hips. He was wearing a Yale hoodie that covered up more than I would have liked, but he still looked so…fuckable! He smelt fantastic and when he pulled me into him, I almost fainted at his soft touch, and sweet kisses.

"You ready to go?" I managed a nod, as I zipped my bag and he picked it up. I walked out behind him stared at his ass. Again…in the tight jeans…I almost died. "Eyes up buddy." I looked up quick and he laughed. I locked up my house and he walked me to a black car. A Benz. Four Door.

"This is yours?" He nodded and opened the trunk. He put my bag in, with his and shut it. "Okay…I'm a professor and don't even have Benz." He opened my door and laughed.

"My parents got it for me, when I got accepted into Yale." I whistled out and got in. It looked brand new, which made me a little sad. My car was a piece of shit. Was he going to be my sugar daddy, instead of the other way around? He got in and sighed. He started the engine and it purred. I shook my head and he laughed. "It's just a car Logan." I laughed and sat back, putting my seatbelt on. "I need to get some gas first."