He laid flat on his back, hands shaking. I climbed over his naked body with my own naked body. He reached up, holding onto my neck, gently. I leaned down and kissed him softly. His fingers snaked through my hair, sending shivers up and down my body. I pulled away looking into his beautiful bright, piercing green eyes.

"You're sure?" He nodded, though swallowed hard. I smiled and reached over to my nightstand, grabbing a box of condoms and lube. I wasn't a top, but I was going to be for him for the first time. It was…I guess…the first time for both of us.

I slid the condom on my fully erect cock and closed my eyes at the feeling. I made sure it was on, completely and looked down at him. I grabbed the bottle of lube and opened it but stopped.

"You're sure?" He laughed and closed his eyes.

"Babe if you ask me that one more time I will force you inside me."

"Sexy…" He looked up and bit his bottom lip, making it so much harder to keep calm, and shove inside him. I squeezed some on my dick, and rubbed it around. I again squeezed some on my fingers and tossed the bottle to the side. "Lift up your legs." He did as he was told and I let him rest them on my shoulders. I sighed out and put the fingers at his entrance. "Just hit me or something if it becomes too much…alright?" He nodded and put his hand on one of my arms. I slowly put one finger in, watching his body, writhe, and tense up. I pushed it in completely, knowing that the faster it happens, the faster the pain will go away. I moved my finger out, and he gasped. I put it back in and he fluttered his eyes open. We locked eyes as I began the in-out, in-out movement of my finger. After a while, and I knew he was used to the feeling, he squeezed my arm, wanting more. I slowly, and carefully pushed another finger in, picking up the speed. He moaned out, rather loud, making me lick my lips.

"Logan…" He kept moaning my name and it was my cue to pull out and put myself inside him. He groaned at the lost of contact, and looked up at me. I smiled down and positioned myself at him. I bent down, with my free hand putting it by his head. I kissed him quick on the lips, and looked down between our bodies. I was…overtaken with lust. As I pushed in him he let out a cry and I put my forehead don his. I pushed in quickly…he screamed loud. I let go of myself and put my other hand under his shoulder. I kissed his forehead and didn't move again.

"I'm so sorry." I looked down at him and he turned his head. I kissed his ear, his hair, his temple, the side of his mouth…every inch of skin I could find. I gently moved his legs, wrapping them around my body. He let out a groan and I saw a single tear roll out of the corner of his eye. "I'm so sorry baby…so sorry…" He opened his eyes and turned back to face me.

"It's alright…can you keep going?" I nodded and slowly rolled my hips back, pulling out of him, but not completely. When I pushed back in, his legs squeezed around me and he arched his back. Another groan escaped his mouth and it drove me wild. "Faster baby…" I picked up the speed, watching his face for any signs of pain or annoyance. His moans became softer, full of passion and love. He wasn't in pain. He was in love.

I gto lost in my own world, thrusting in him hard and fast, I didn't know he was cumming until he screamed my name. I opened my eyes and watch him pant and breath hard, sweat glistening on his forehead. I kissed his lips as I continued to thrust him in. He held the sides of my face, pushing me away so he could breath out, and try to catch his breath.

"Fuck…Logan…"

"You're…you're so fucking tight." I put my face in his neck and squeezed my eyes shut tight. His arms wrapped around my neck, making me go deeper, harder, and faster. "Almost there baby…almost…there." A couple more thrusts and all I was seeing was white. My body shook over his, as I convulsed and slurred my words together. I cussed hard into his ear, as he scratched at my back.

I slowly opened my eyes and pushed myself up staring down at him. He was sweating, and still panting. His eyes were closed and a small smiled on his face. I gently pulled out of him, and rolled onto my back next to him.

"God damn-it Kendall…" He chuckled and I looked over at him. "You…were...fucking ridiculous…"

"Is that a bad thing?" I laughed and shook my head.

"No…so fucking good." He laughed and rolled on his side, resting his head on his elbow. "How are you feeling?"

"Not going to lie…it hurts pretty bad." I smiled and rolled onto my side.

"I know…it will get better, trust me…" He nodded and sighed. "I know…this will probably fuck everything up…but I think we should keep this to ourselves."

"I do too." I raised my eyebrows and he smiled. "I don't want anyone to know what we just did because they'll just be jealous I got you." I laughed and pulled him into my chest. He let me wrap around him, and I kissed his hair. "I love you Logan."

"I love you too Kendall."

We fell asleep, him faster than me. He was exhausted and sore, and I understood. I fell quickly after him, but it wasn't for very long because I heard yelling. A lot of it. I sat up, Kendall still asleep, because he sleeps like a dead person. I got up, slipped on some boxers and walked out into my living room. Everything was locked up, but the yelling was louder. I walked to my patio and opened the curtain. I opened the glass door and sure enough the yelling was right outside. I walked out on the patio and looked down. I gasped at the, what looked like 100 people down below yelling and screaming. Some had signs and from the little light, I saw one that read. "Gays are going to hell." My stomach twisted reading another one. "You brainwashed him!" I walked quickly in my house, shutting the glass door and locking it. I closed the blinds and turned around. Kendall was stinging in the middle of the room, wearing only a pair of my sweats.

"What's going on?" I nodded and picked up my phone dialing 911. Kendal walked to the door and I spoke quickly to the operator who told me officers were already on their way, from noise complaints. I hung up and saw Kendall looking out on the balcony looking horrified.

"Kendall just come inside. You don't need to deal with this." I pulled him and closed the door quick. "The cops are on the way…are you alright?" He blinked a couple of times and nodded.

"Yeah…I'm…I'm fine." I nodded and walked him back into the room. We got on the bed and sat against the headboard. The yelling form the people underneath were so loud it was giving me an awful headache. Kendall was pale, and looked near tears, so I pulled him under my arm. He quickly crawled on my body and pushed the side of his head on my chest. He quickly brought his hand to his ear and covered it, hard. I wrapped around him laying my head on his.