I'm so exited to write this! I love writing this story now! Lets flip a table. Lets flip a table. lets...(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ FLIP A TABLE!
Disclaimer - I just flipped my table over. I was mad.
I'm shaken awake. What does Prim want. I look over to my alarm clock to find the time. Instead, I see a rushing water fall. I look up and see Marvel standing over me. I look right and see Peeta. His arms are wrapped around me. Wow, I thought that was a dream. "What do want Marvel, we were kind of sleeping." I say annoyed. "We noticed you guys weren't at the fire anymore so we started to look for you. Annie and Finnick caught you guys having a make-out session so we just left you guys. We thought you guys would come back in the morning in case if you decided to do 'other stuff' but you never came back. I volunteered to come get you guys. " I blush. My heart is still beating fast. Last night all comes back to me. Of course we didn't go any further but were Finnick and Annie really standing over us and we didn't even notice?
We stand up and I dust off. Peeta grabs my hand and pulls me close. I don't mind but what are we? Dating? Just friends and that was a mistake? Friends with benefits? I really have no clue. "I have to ask you something." I say without trying to sound like I don't like him. I guess I made it sound like I like him because He smiles and says "Okay". As we walk on the beach, I hear whistles and everybody shouting. I look around and their all looking at us. This causes me to blush beet red. "Looks like we got a new couple, how about that." Clove teases. They all laugh and Annie says "We caught you, don't act like you guys never kissed."
We walk through everybody. Go the back of the house, on the deck and dip our feet in the water still holding hands. "Peeta, .. what are we?" I ask. "What do you want us to be?" he asks. I really don't know. Friends with benefits would be nice. When we kissed, it was magical. It didn't feel out-of-place which is weird because we were drunk and there was never anything romantic between us. Never. I finally say "I really want to be with you. I truly do but I'm just not ready for a serious relationship. I mean, I just broke up with Gale about three days ago. Please don't be mad." I plead. "Katniss, of course I'm not mad. Just as long as were still friends." I smile and we hug.
We walk back on the beach and the fire is still going. I'll let Peeta talk. i was never any good at that kind of stuff. I sit cradled on his lap and Clove winks at me. We all sit around the fire and Joannah asks "So, are you guys dating or what?" For some stupid reason I blush and she just raises her eye brow. Peeta says "No, were just friends." "Hahaha I saw they way you were holding Katniss. Your arms were wrapped around her waist. You guys were holding hands and your legs were enter twined. Give it a chance." Marvel says. Before Peeta can say anything, Finnick adds "And you guys didn't even notice us when you guys were kissing. You were just locked in your own world. No one else could come in, just you two. That's the way I felt with Annie." He leans over and kisses her. Thank god Prim and Rue are still sleeping.
I'm really stuck. That's exactly how it felt when we were kissing. It was just us, nobody else. There are butterflies in my stomach. I'm also sad. I'm not really not ready to commit to Peeta. But I love him so much. I get out of Peeta's grasp. I run into the bathroom. Rip off my cloths off and turn on the shower and hop in. Nobody can bother me in here. I sulk on the ground and break down in tears. It's a bit silly. I mean, this happened so fast. All of it. Gale cheating on me, me being depressed about that, us fighting about it, me letting him go, then falling in love with Peeta. Well, I don't know if I'm in love with him. I don't know what love feels like. Of course my family loves me, and I love them but, this is a completely different type of love. It's a new sensation. I guess I like it but I don't know if ready for it.
Damn