"Home sweet home!" I had never been more grateful for my little two bedroom two bath apartment. Kendall chuckled behind me and I set my bag on the couch. "We are never going on another God damn road trip!" Again he chuckled and walked out into the kitchen while I sat on the couch. "I would rather fly Kendall. Seriously."

"Okay babe." He put some water in a cup and chugged it down. He put the cup on the counter and walked back out to me. "So…are we…I mean do you want me to…you know…move in?" I laughed and tackled him so he fell back onto the couch.

"Didn't I ask you to move in with me?" He nodded and I smiled. "Then yes dork." He reached down quick and grabbed my junk squeezing it. I groaned out and put my face in his neck sucking on his skin.

"Don't get too excited. My roommate said he already started packing my shit." I looked up quick and he shrugged his shoulders. "I'm going to finish packing and bring it all here."

"You want some help?" He raised his eyebrows and reached in his pocket. He pulled out his phone and read through some texts. "What?"

"You haven't heard from James?" I shook my head and he sighed. "Carlos asked to hang out today because James wanted to talk to you." I pushed up off him and sat on his hips. "You might want to check your phone." I pushed off him by his chest and he groaned out slapping my butt as I walked to by bag. "I should get going." He jumped up pulling his hood on over his head.

"Call em if you need anything. Help boxes…whatever." He nodded and leaned in kissing my cheek as I looked through my phone. I had at least 20 missed calls from James and 40 unread texts. I watched Kendall walk to the door and as he opened it James had a fist raised to knock. He smiled wide and pulled Kendall in roughly for a hug.

"Hey Kenny!" Kendall groaned and pushed away from him walking out after blowing me a kiss. "I don't think he likes me." James shut the door and I laughed.

"He's not really the hugging type, especially with people he doesn't know that well. Don't take it personally." James nodded and looked around.

"Did you guys just get back?" I nodded. He sat down and sighed out, shrugging out of his jacket.

"So what is it that you want to talk about?" I took a seat next to him and he looked me dead in my eyes.

"Well a couple of things. First I'm sorry." I raised my eyebrows and he turned completely grabbing my hands. "I know how it must seem. I meet Carlos and a week later I ask him to marry me." I laughed and shook my head. "I don't what you to think it's because I'm just looking for a hot young ass. I do really love him. He…he makes me feel so different. Like you did."

"How different could it be then?" He let go of one of my hands and hit my chest. I laughed and rubbed the spot he hit. "Kidding. I'm happy for you James. I've already told you that. And if I know you as well as I think I do the point of this is to convince me I still mean something to you and your not trying to rub Carlos in my face." He smiled that gorgeous winning smile and I nodded. "James believe it or not the way you feel about Carlos is the same way I feel about Kendall. I love him just like you love Carlos. I get it."

"Well good then I don't feel so weird asking you this next question." I sighed and sat back waiting for the worse. "Would you be my best man?" Everything went blank and then it went black. I didn't pass out, but my brain sure turned off. "So the silence and disgusted face is telling me definitely not. I'm sorry Loges, I didn't mean to ruin anything…" I watched him ramble and then stand up, and although I wanted to tell him to stop and sit back down nothing came out. "I really hope I didn't ruin anything Loges. I'm so sorry." When I saw him pulling his jacket on, I jumped up and grabbed his arm. He turned to me, near tears and swallowed hard.

"Of course James." His body relaxed and the jacket fell off his arms. "Sorry. I froze up there for a minute. Everything kind of went blank."

"You don't have to do it Logan." I laughed and nodded my head.

"I know…but you asked and I'm saying yes…so that's it right?" He quickly pulled me into his chest and hugged me tight. I inhaled his scent in, and hugged him back. I didn't realize how much I had missed him until now. I loved being in this mans arms. I closed my eyes and he rested his head on mine.

He pushed me down on the couch and sat next to me. I kept my head on his chest and he kept an arm around my shoulders.

"So…how has it been for you dating a 19 year old?" He laughed and kicked his shoes off. "In case you have noticed…my love life has been all over the news."

"Yeah I did. And I almost blew up the school." I slapped his chest and he huffed. "Its not my fault you work for a bunch of fucking morons. How many times have I told you to quite that piece of shit job?" I looked up at him one eyebrow raised.

"If I had quite I would have never met Kendall and you would have never met Carlos so don't even go there." He opened his mouth but shut it quick. I laughed and snuggled deeper into him sighing out. "That's what I thought."

"I just can't really stand to see you go through hell like that." I stayed quiet letting his words really sink into my brain.

Was it hell? Maybe…because yeah most of the people I worked with would treat me different and look at me weird but it didn't matter because I had Kendall. So no it wasn't really hell. Maybe Purgatory. Because there's always a 50/50 chance of getting out on the good side of purgatory.

I don't know why I fell asleep. That seems like all I did on the road when I wasn't driving, but I assumed it was because that was just the effect James had on me. I felt relaxed and comfortable. However, just like when we used to date and I would fall asleep on him, out of habit, he laid down on his back and let me curl up in a ball on his body. Not a good thing for both of our boyfriends to walk in on.

"Ahem!" I forced my eyes open and sat up quick. Kendall and Carlos were staring down at us, with their arms crossed over their chests. James snored loud and let his head fall to the side. I hit his chest hard and Kendall raised an eyebrow. James stirred, but still didn't move so I ruffled his hair and he shot up, sending me to the other end of the couch. He looked around flattening his hair out and stopped seeing the two standing.

"Hey baby!" He got up and Carlos put a hand up.

"Don't start Mister! You're in trouble! Now you have unpack both mine and Kendall's car, by yourself!" Carlos pointed to the door and I was literally shocked when I saw James walk out. Never…not even by me, had I seen James just give in so easily. Carlos, grinned very proud of himself and nudged Kendall. "Where's the bathroom?" Kendall laughed and pointed behind him down the hall.

"First door on the left." Carlos nodded and waved to me. He turned around and hopped down to the bathroom. I stood up and Kendall put his hands on his hips.

"So am I going to get yelled at like James?" He laughed and motioned for me to come to him. I did and he cupped my face, kissing me softly. He pulled away and still held my face.

"You will get a different kind of punishment though. One that can't happen until our guests are gone." I raised an eyebrow and he quickly reached down and around and pinched my butt. I yelped and heard the front door open.

"Could you have enough shit Kendall?" Kendall shot him a dirty look and I huffed.

"Like you have any room to talk James? Don't go talking shit to my guy to someone who's seen your four closets!" James tossed the two boxes to the ground and waved me off. He walked back out, mumbling something about all his clothes are a necessity. I turned back to Kendall who was smiling. "I guess I should go help the big baby."