L knocked lightly on Sayu's door. He was actually relieved to be there. He could only stand so much of the Wammy's boys. He wanted to see Light.

No one came to the door. He turned the knob and opened the door. He thought for a moment staring at the black open space. If I go into her house like this does that make it breaking and entering? Well the door was unlocked. Eh, who cares? It's not like I'm going to steal anything…

L stepped into the house. All the lights were out. Did they go somewhere? L asked himself closing the door. He heard a faint whistling sound coming from the kitchen. He walked in turning on the lights. A tea kettle was whistling blowing out steam and bubbles as it did so. L rushed to turn off the burner.

He heard something else now. Something that was too faint to hear under the whistling. Sniffling? Whimpering? It was in the other room though. Had there been another person in there when he entered the house?

He walked out of the kitchen scanning the living area. Out of the corner of his eye he saw a dark figure. Sayu was curled up hugging her knees as small tears ran out of her blank, lifeless eyes. She paid no attention to L as if she was in her own world.

"Sayu?" L asked scanning the room for anyone else.

She smiled slightly, though it didn't reach her eyes. "Am I going to die, Light?"

L tilted his head. She was staring out at some blank space. She hummed slightly rocking herself.

"Sayu, where's Light?" L asked stepping closer to her.

She cocked her ears. "Where is… Light?" She muttered small words that L couldn't make out. "Kira tricked Light…"

L stood straight up hearing this. "Sayu where is Kira?"

She stared in some cheerful wonder at the corner across from her. "Kira ran into the woods… He's going to kill me now isn't he?"

"Kira's not going to kill anybody," L shouted shaking her shoulders. "Sayu look at me!"

Sayu kept her eyes on the corner and then let out a scream. L let her go as she huddled closer to the corner muttering something under her breath. She was breathing heavily as her eyes were darting up and down the wall.

L sighed running outside. For the first time in a very long time he was afraid. "Light!" He scanned the woods for some sort of mark or sign. He started off in some random direction look for some type of figure or silhouette. He stopped in the middle of this after a while. I need to think rationally otherwise I'll never find him. L nodded and began walking.

Light sat down underneath an oak tree. The sun had begun to set. He didn't care that the tree was uncomfortable and that the bark stuck in his back. He closed his eyes settling against the tree.

He would've fallen asleep if it weren't for all the sounds. He started getting scared eyes darting towards the direction of each sound.

"Light?"

Light's ears perked up. Did he hear that correctly? He rolled his eyes thinking his mind was playing tricks on him.

"Light?"

There it goes again. Maybe his thoughts weren't playing tricks on him. This time it sounds closer. Wait isn't that… "Ryuzaki?"

"Light!"

"Ryuzaki!" Light perked up hearing the detective's voice. "Where are you?"

"In a forest," L said this in a "That was a stupid question" tone.

"I know that!" Light snarled at his answer. "How can I find you?"

"Just keep saying my name and I'll find you," L said.

"Why your name," Light teased.

"You want to get out of this forest?"

Light laughed, "Ryuzaki! Ryuzaki! Ryuzaki I can't stand it. Take me now!"

"I don't think now is the time for making jokes," L said stepping out from behind the tree.

Light laughed rolling on his side, "I can't help it your face is so funny!"

L stared blankly letting his features rest for a bit. "You're not worried about Sayu?"

Light froze, "Why would I be? She wanted me gone so I left. I didn't want to cause her any more trouble than I already had. I accidentally told her I was Kira." Light laid his head back against the roots of the tree.

"So I heard. She's not acting like herself." L crouched down beside Light. "We have to go back."

Light gave him a nervous look, "What if she hates me?"

"She's your sister. She can't hate you."

"You didn't see the way she looked at me," Light said turn away from him.

L placed a hand on Light's shoulder pulling on it slightly. "And you didn't see the way she completely ignored me… Come on."

Light reluctantly stood on his feet letting L pull him through the forest. He looked at the ground as the leaves turned black under his feet.

"Don't worry. I'll talk to her." L squeezed his hand.

"What did Kira do to her?"

L thought for a moment, "She probably blames Kira for the death of your father… and possibly your mother as well."

"B-but I didn't kill them did I?" Light suddenly had fear and worry in his eyes.

L shook his head, "No your father was shot by one of Mello's men and your mother's death was completely self-inflicted."

Light sighed in relief, "That's good. I was afraid he would've killed them."

"He might've when the time came…"

Light shuttered at the thought. He realized they'd stopped. He saw L looking back at him, "I think you better go in first."

Light nodded walking up the ramp and into the house. He heard soft whispers from the back of the room, "Sayu?"

"Light's… voice…"

Light walked further seeing his sister. He rushed to her grabbing shoulders as he forced her to look in his eyes. "Sayu calm down."

She searched his face tracing the indentions with her hands. "Light…" She fainted after staring into his eyes. Light held her close to him as she went limp.

"L," Light looked frantically at his sister then to L.

L felt her wrists. "It's okay. She's just unconscious."

Light looked pained, "Did I do this?"

"No. I think the shock did that. She just needs to sleep." L lifted Sayu into his arms. L walked to the staircase that was across the room. He walked up the stairs that lead four doors. They made a perfect rectangle together.

L opened the one to his left, "Bathroom."

Light opened the one to his right, "Bedroom."

L scanned the room with familiar desk and bed. "This is your room… The furniture is yours at least."

Light nodded and ran to the door at the far end of the hall on the right. "This could be her room."

L walked into the room with white walls and other faded colors that were too dark to see. There was a full sized bed shoved into the corner and a dresser with a mirror with all kinds of make-up scattered beneath it. L placed Sayu in her bed covering her with the sheets. He and Light left quietly afterwards.

Light had small tears shaking in his eyes that he was trying to hold back but failed. He felt each of them make their way down his cheeks. Before he could react L pulled him into his chest stroking his hair and caressing him gently. Light felt safe wrapped in the detectives arms. He clutched his shirt letting his tears fall.

"I-I hate Kira. I wish I'd never found the Death Note. I wish I hate having to keep acting like I can remember things that I can't!"

L kissed his head. "I'm glad that you being Kira caused me to meet you…" Light froze looking at L. "However I will never forgive him for what he did. What he did to you. Light you didn't do anything wrong. Stop crying. You're not the one to blame."

"No, but I'm part of the one to blame," Light's bangs hid his expression.

L pinned Light's arms against the wall. "Don't talk like that! You're nothing like Kira."

Light studied the ground for a moment, "But… I am Kira and I caused pain to all these people."

"You didn't do anything."

Light was silent letting his thoughts roam. L sighed seeing light's blank expression, "Light…" L brushed their lips together gently. He pulled back searching Light's eyes for some expression. "You're so innocent."

Light blushed, "What? How can someone like me be—" He was cut off by L's lips.

"Your eyes. You have no anger or rage or malice only innocence in your eyes. Now stop talking like that."

Light studied L's face for a moment. He looked deep into his eyes. He saw curiosity and questions and sadness in his eyes and something else. Something that he only saw when he looked at Light. Light stepped closer towards the wall. L stepped closer to Light till there was no space between their bodies as he kissed Light again.

L stepped away pulling Light over his shoulder. "W-what are you doing L?"

L smirked as Light struggled, "You're dirty, so I thought that I should give you a bath."

Light squirmed around kicking up his legs. "No. I'm fine. You don't have to do that."

"If you keep shouting like that Sayu will hear you," That made Light shut up.

L carried Light into the bathroom locking the door behind him. He set Light down and turned the knob and water started filling the tub. L pushed Light back against the sink that was directly across from the tub. He crushed their lips together moving his hands along Light's chest. He unbuttoned his shirt pushing his shirt back so that it rested at his elbows. Light moaned pulling at L's shirt as L moved to lick Light's neck.

Light pushed L's shirt over his head and soon had it sliding down his arms. "Light, you're the one taking the bath here." Light responded by tugging at L's pants. L smirked, "Very well."

L moved to turn off the water then turned back to Light. Light focused all his attention on L. L realized this immediately and started stepping out of his pants. Light stayed where he was as L settled into the water.

Light followed kicking off his pants and quickly joined L in the water. L settled back against the porcelain tub. Light sat facing L. He let out a shaky breath before he leaned forward and licked L's neck. He trailed soft, butterfly kisses along it as L craned his neck back.

He pulled a bar of soap off of a shelf in the tub. Light ran it along L's chest and shoulders. Light wet his hands running them along the soft, pale skin.

"Turn around," L muttered suddenly lifting his head.

Light turned so that his back was to L. L grabbed the soap from Light and started rubbing it ineffectively down Light's back. He got on his knees to move the soap along his chest. Light followed L's hand with his eyes.

L settled back down spreading his legs open and pulling Light closer to him. L snaked his arms around Light's waste. He stroked Light's thigh coaxing him to open his legs. Light slowly spread open his letting L stroke his member.

L nipped at Light's ear, "This is really dirty as well. Should I clean it too?"

Light moaned leaning into L's chest. He laid his head back on L's shoulder. L continued his ministrations making Light start bucking his hips and splashing the water against them. Light leaned back farther and felt the tip of L's cock brush against his entrance. That only heightened L's arousal.

"Light, ride me," L whispered into Light's ear.

Light gave a shaky nod as L removed his hands to prepare Light. Light had already positioned himself over L to avoid his fingers and slammed down hard on L's neglected member. L gasped at the surprising heat squeezing around him. Light dug his fingernails into L's inner thighs wincing at the presence inside him.

Soon after Light steadied his breath and pulled himself up so that L was completely out of him. He slammed back down equally as hard as the first time. L started bucking his hips trying to find the spot that made Light always see stars.

Light let out a sound that was between a cry and a moan as he moved his hips in time with L's. L started abusing Light's prostate with his hips bucking faster. He began to stroke Light's member again feeling that he was close.

Light yelped at his release letting the white fluids intrude in the water. L felt his own release come over him as he let out a low moan and emptied himself inside Light. They sat there for a moment to catch their breath.

L stood up picking Light up with him. L stepped out of the water letting it drain as he searched for a towel. There was a closet beside the tub. L pulled out a towel from it and walked back to clean Light's entrance. He picked up their clothes and supported Light on his shoulders.

They walked across the hall to the room L thought was Light's. He placed Light carefully in bed. Light tugged at L's arms pulling him into bed with him. They lay in a spooning position. Light traced L's arms with his fingers.

"I never did anything to hurt you, did I?" Light asked.

"No, nothing," L lied kissing Light's head.

Light smiled closing his eyes. "Well I'm glad you don't hate me."

"I could never hate Light…"

Light sighed falling to sleep holding L's arms tightly. "I love you," Light whispered quietly.

"I love you too," L replied after Light was deeply sleeping. He studied his sleeping face. Nothing bad enough to make me hate you…

TBC

man I guess I'll have to start putting that up. My updates are going to be a little irregular because SCHOOL STARTS THIS WEEK!

Goody Goody (sarcasm)

I know this post is super short, but sorry :( KK I guess I should go.

At least I left you with lemons lolz

I'll try to post the next chapter soon. BYE BYE!