A/N: Time for another chapter, thanks for all the good reviews, follows and favorites.

Chapter 16

Only in my mind.

I was sitting on top of a small hill, with Cutie Pie. The view was perfect, and everything was quiet, too quiet. This really did feel like it could last forever. "Hey Wolfie." I pratically jumped of the edge as a saw Cutie Pie starring at me, but another stil sitting there. Then the second Cutie Pie turned to ash. "Where did you come from and why? Everything was so perfect." She looked at me, the edge then back at me. "I don't see it. You know you like me more than that phony." Is this a dream, if so then why is she here? "I can warp from dream to dream, to dream. Whenever I want." I now had nowhere to hide from her, she could find me anywhere, anytime. "Before you wake up let me do one thing to you." It could be any worse than what she already done. She walked up to me and kissed me.

I woke up in the middle of sugarcube corner, sweating a river. "What happened? One moment I was in the perfect dream, then she appears, and now I'm here." Pinkie Pie looked at me, and was very worried. "You just left my daughter in your subconscious." She is in my mind, what si she erases my memory, or messes up my emotions, or worse what is she channges my emotion to one-hundred percent love? "Calm down, she can't erase your memory, she can only view them and she won't change your emotions. I'm fairly sure of that." Now two people have acess to my memories. Perfect. 'You looked so cute when you were young.' She is already at my old memories. "How much time to we have to stop her?" Pinkie looked at me as if I said her parties were lame. "When you say wee, you mean I, right? Your memory is a dangerous place." I guess I was going alone, it didn't really matter. "Tell me on how to get in and I will be on my way." I was prepared, even for the worst. "Jump through the door and you will have to work your way to your memory core." I looked at the door, then at the two of them. "Wish me luck." I jumped into the door and prepared to face the worst of my memories, of pain.

I appeared to be in a room of mirrors. In each mirror was a younger version of me. Going through memories was painful, it was if I had to go through the entire memory again. My one friend, my mom's death, my upcoming dad's death, my brother hating me even more for my mom's death. I had to watch that one again, I never understood on who won the aurgument. I starred at the mirror and the memory started. "It is all your fault our mom died, you are a useless waste of space, food, and time." I was holding back my tears and so was Young wolf. "You should look on who's talking, you weren't even here to help save her, you are always being mr. cool, at least I hang out with my parents." It was a good comeback but it was a young colt against five pre-stallions, I ...he would never win. "You are a weakling and you will always be a pushover." I could see now, I shouldn't watch anymore. But this moment will always haunt me. I ran at him and he grabbed him. He was thrown against the wall and left a gaping hole. Wwatching him get up was an even worse idea, because then he was punched in the face and passed out. The memory ended and the mirror went black. "So that is what happened, I realize on why you ran away now." I jumped back and almost broke a mirror, which would probably delete that memory. I had to be more careful in here. "By the way, I saw everything embarassing in your history of being alive. I thought I would let you know." Really, five minutes and I am already humiliated. "Let's find the way out of here." I looked down the hall and saw a door marked exit. This would be easier than I thought. I opened the door and saw what Pinkie was talking about. I was inside my onw memory. "You must reanact one of all your scarring memories to pass. That is what the book says." I would onlyhave to reanact one, but which one. A mirror came up from thin air and I knew I was doomed, it was the day my brother found me in my house. "Let's do this. Only to leave." I jumped straight throught the window and it began.

Half an hour later.

"I never knew you could get you flank whipped so horribly, no wonder why you don't talk about your past." I was beaten down but at least we could leave my memory. There was a sign and it read. "ONLY A HUMILIATING MEMORY CAN PASS." Why was it in all capitals, and why me? I didn't do anything wrong did I? I had to repreform on of my most humiliating memories, as long as it wasn't the one I still have nightmares about. Another memory appeared and I couldn't belive it. The memory of my humiliating dive still remains, I guess I could. For the sake of my mind.

5 Minutes later.

"That would have been the perfect dive, if you weren't pushed down, hit some birds and landed straight on your flank in shallow water. And I didn't know your skin could be so red." I was glad it was hopefully over. There was a sign on the celing and I knew it wasn't over yet. "YOUR FEAR MUST BE REPEATED." Hopefully it wasn't the time I amlost drowned getting the antidote for poision joke recently. The last mirror came and it was water, the only thing I was afraid of, because I still can't swin. "I can't swim so I'm not sure I should go in." She slapped, hard. "You have done all of these things for a good reason. You ran because you were scared, you jumped to prove a point until you were pushed. So I'm sure that whatever that is, you can overcome this and we can escape." I jumped straight in and faced my greatest fear yet.

I was near a lake to get the antidote. All I had to do was go in get it then get out. It was easy to sink to the bottom and I got the andtidote near some seaweed. I didn't mind it and started to try and float up. I couldn't though, my hoof was stuck and entangled in seaweed. I tried pulling and tugging but it was no use, it was inefective. I was running out of air and I could barely see the surface anymore. My eyes started to close and I wished for survival. I felt light headed and dizzy but I think something is picking me up. It took me to the surface and I coughed up some water. "Thank you." I couldn't tell on who it was, but when my eyes cleared, it was gone. I took the antidote and started walking towards Zecora's house.

10 Seconds Later.

"I have no comment for that one." I didn't care because I was near the light, of a portal. "I think this leads up back to the real world." I jumped in and saw a bright flash of light.

I got up and took a look around, everything seemed normal, so I guess it is time for me to go home. Iwalked really slowly not noticing the lack of ponies nearby. I opened my dark house with a giant croud shouting surprize all at once. With all the pain, humiliation, and fear I have been through I guess it would be better to have a small party, after I pass out.

A/N: A long chapter. Hopefully you pulled through and so did I. Don't forget to R and R.